break the pieces of soul…

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MBM 
prod. neverforever

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revival… [music vid in description]

songs recorded between november of 2024 and april of 2025 in various bedrooms
additional vocals on track 3 by Murder Bottom

cover art by rei @_flowersfading_

if only we could hibernate

girls theme

martyrs (2008)

stay scared!

u ok?

Lyrics:

on my back porch smoking 
a fronto 
baby comeback tmr 
tabs in my mouth
trippin out
i’m on the come down 
baby come back 
i told u to relax 
ur stressing me out
tabs in my mouth 
i’m tapping out 
i had so many doubts 
that’s this would go south 
i’m on the come down 
baby come back 
i told u to relax 
ur stressing me out
who was i before we met?
i’m tryin not to forget 
why wont you accept what i have to say 
we were never meant 
no matter what u say 
im dressed in all black like its ur funeral 
killed yourself cuz the feelings weren’t mutual

you say we are alike 
but i like to be my own individual
you keep disappearing at night 
while i disappear into my mind 

ur habitually smoking at 3 am
it’s starting to get under my skin 
its been every day the last 7 months 
the walls are starting to get a yellow tint
i spent all my time trying to please u 
something good happen
please, god it’s over due  
i’m over you, u can hex me 
but i won’t text back 
you’ll miss me 

smoking cigarettes at 3am 
a new ritual begins 
your cuts deepen 
till u see a part of yourself u never seen before 
im unsure about how far u’ll make it 
but ur dreams are potent like the green i’m smoking 
i thought you were joking but you cursed me 
i’ll never be the same again

Tha Come Down - Social Situations :(

Avril Lavigne, Losing Grip Lo-fi Emo Beat Remix 

trying to scare us

lofi remix of standing on the edge of summer by Thursday      

smh my head

outside

I've collected all of these things
I've been putting rocks in my pockets
I've been having terrible dreams

true love
can't fight it
collect all
sever the feeling
I'll die
this time
don't worry I'm fine
 
since I was 19
I've been carrying my whole life with me
and always hoping I would find
true love

I've collected all of these things
I've been putting rocks in my pockets
I've been having terrible dreams

my tears
are yours
see them
watch them fall
more distance
more weight
more surface
more change

since I was 19
I've been carrying my whole life with me
and always hoping I would find
true love

TRUE LOVE

fishtank sample go brazy

LYRICS
she thought she knew me then 
i thought i knew me then 
she say she hate men  
why’d she date me then 
i’m so stuck in my head 
smoke weed like it’s meds
i feel like an airplane 
floating through space
she thought she knew me then 
i thought i knew me then 
she say she hate men  
why’d she date me then 
she thought she knew me then 
i thought i knew me then 
and by the end
shell introduce me as an old friend 

there’s a message ina bottle 
an the bottles my head 
can u read what’s inside me 
the ripped threads 
at the bottom of my jeans 
are barely holding on to me

i  feel so sleepy
i feel i’m slippig
barely holdin on to reality 
yet i care more if your mad at me 

all the ways i learned to cope 
did shit 
the saftey net broke
cracked my head on the pavement 
get so fucked up 
you don’t know what i’m sayin 

she thought she knew me then 
i thought i knew me then 
she say she hate men  
why’d she date me then 
i’m so stuck in my head 
smoke weed like it’s meds
i feel like an airplane 
floating through space
she thought she knew me then 
i thought i knew me then 
she say she hate men  
why’d she date me then 
she thought she knew me then 
i thought i knew me then 
and by the end
shell introduce me as an old friend

Knew Me Then - Social Situations:(

an i’m srry i nvr just asked
LYRICS 

Painting my walls red 
you hate me
that’s what u last said 
an lately 
i’ve began to regret 
that we 
that we ever met 

my pockets wept 
and i’m so numb again 
your ashes burnt on my cardigan
pop a vicodin 
yeah there’s no stop n it 
thought i did quit  
and yet i gave in 
all these secrets kept 
where’s the fun n it 
baby just hit my cart again  
now im sinkin 
got tha floor spinn 
threw up in tha sink 
now tha floors where im sleepin 

Painting my walls red 
you hate me
that’s what u last said 
an lately 
i’ve began to regret 
that we 
that we ever met 

i’m not trippin 
i swear that shi was laced w fent 
hella spent 
on clothes 
on smoke, bitch i always tokin 
take my double cup now we pourin up
trynna get fucked up 
like phreshboyswag 
bb belt bitch i always sag 
trueys on but i can’t tell the truth
that’s the truth 
bad bitch always smoking on boof 
tongue tied gold tooth 
smokin on the roof
i fell like smoke dope 
but i think i lost hope 
i choke everytime that i try 2 speak 
new bitch in an out like every other week 
so i think u’ll be fine
an i just need time 
alone an away from everything 

my pockets wept 
and i’m so numb again 
your ashes burnt on my cardigan
now i’m derealizing on your mattress 
ego death from a bad trip off acid 
all these secrets kept 
where’s the fun n it 
baby just hit my cart again  
it’s a cry 4 help everytime i pop pills 
and im sorry i never just asked

Painting my walls red 
you hate me
that’s what u last said 
an lately 
i’ve began to regret 
that we 
that we ever met

Social Situations- It’s A Cry 4 Help evry time i pop pills(prod. WakeUp, Donnie)

LYRICS 

i’m so alone 
evn my solo cup is doubled up 
i nvr act like i gaf 
im so alone
evn my solo cup is doubled up
im too fucked up 
no one to help me get up 
i’m so alone 
evn muh solo cup is doubled up 
don’t hit me up
i’m too fucked 
to pick up my phone
now i’m going home 

i’m so alone lost in my head
i’m so high i’m looking down 
everything feels so different now 
running round in my head
i can’t stand up straight 
i keep falling down 
i’m at a low point now
i’m sorry i let you down
and apprently that means 
i’m selfish now 
the drop is so far down 


i’m so alone 
evn my solo cup is doubled up
i’m too fucked up 
too give a fuck 
i’m so alone 
evn my solo cup is doubled up 
u should know better than 2 txt wn im fucked up  
now we rollin up 
i’m always smokin green
amphetamines
i’m poppin a bean
muh xanax bars green 
shawty do yk what that mean?
these bitches r more boof than my lean  
i’m so alone
bcuz i’m too fucked up
shawty gaf
and i didn’t give enough 
i’m so alone 
evn muh solo cup is doubled up 
don’t hit up muh phone
i’m too fucked up 
YtbYtch w the sliced wrist 
slurrin wn i sip activis
bad bitch rollin marajuan 
ion wanna just fuck  
i wana know what’s up 
wn im up txting u what’s up

Social Situations-Alone_222

original song written by ghost mountain
acoustic rendition by zem 
available on all platforms

lyrics:
Sun refracting through, empty afternoons
You're here, but not with me
Rotting in my room
Shadows stretch, they creep
Sunlight through the sheets
My walls caving in, just give me one last hint
Check on me when you come down
My room feels so alone now
Haven't slept 'cause this emptiness is keepin' me up
Lock my door, phone's still dead
Too tired to make my death bed
In the window, you're all I see
Open it so I can breathe

your face in the window (acoustic)

Suicidal Song

01 pictures (very first demo)

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