lastcall prod. by s7eepy

DONT GO

Love - Part 1

Recrimination

Fell Outta Love

WATER BOAT

Feels Like im Alone

you’re gone - Baby Girl

Lost in time

Looking For Your Love - Xx

Unknown (ft SKINS)

Winehouse

RAGE

CLIT

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Другой

…for anyone who ever cried in a pillow and didn’t feel good enough, or tried to change themselves to fit in 🖤 choose urself when no one else does 

	

not so sad (emo rap / diary core)

A guitar line that sounds like a goodbye you didn’t want to say.
A bass that walks in circles like a mind replaying old mistakes.
And drums that hit the way the truth finally does.

This track is what happens when indie rock grows a backbone, when jangle-pop stops pretending everything’s fine, and when post-punk steps out of the shadows with a cracked heart and a clear voice.

It’s a song about finally letting go of someone who never really held you — someone who loved the attention, the reassurance, the safety net… but never you.
The kind of “love” that only exists when they’re bored, lonely, or between adventures.
The kind of dynamic where you keep showing up… and they keep disappearing.

Here, the guitars shimmer like the last light on a bad day.
The vocals feel like someone trying to speak softly while their chest is ripping open.
And the whole song carries that bittersweet freedom — the moment you realise that walking away hurts, but staying would’ve broken you completely.

It’s for anyone who answered the late-night calls.
For anyone who waited in the shadows with a name stuck in their throat.
For anyone who finally said:
“No more. Not like this. Not again.”

This isn’t a breakup anthem — it’s an emancipation.
A slow, steady reclaiming of dignity, breath, quiet, and self-respect.

If you’ve ever loved too hard, forgiven too easily, or held on too long…
yeah.
This one is for you.

Lyrics:

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
You don’t have to call my name now —
I’m finally letting go of you.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
If you need space, I won’t chase —
I’m learning what I shouldn’t do.

You stood me up, messed around, and treated me unkind,
Left me waiting in the shadows with your name on my mind.
But this time 'round, I’m changing all the rules,
No more playing loyal while you take me for a fool.

It’s much too late for you to shift your ways,
I won’t keep holding on, expecting you to stay.
When you’re all alone and sinking in the blue —
Don’t count on me to come running back to you.

I learned the hard way what your freedom meant,
You only came around when your lonely heart bent.
Now I’m stepping back from all the pain you do —
I’m not your safety net, I’m not your rescue.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
You don’t have to call my name now —
I’m finally letting go of you.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
If you need space, I won’t chase —
I’m learning what I shouldn’t do.

Time after time you said you “need to be free,”
And I pretended it was fine, though it tore into me.
And while you wandered off to chase your fun,
I kept waiting for a day that never really came, not one.

You’ll never know how deep the hurt could feel,
How long I waited for a love that wasn’t real.
And when you’re all alone and feeling down —
I won’t be the one who’s always hanging 'round.

No more late-night calls I always answered,
No more hoping you'd return a little faster.
You made your choice — now I’m making mine,
I’m walking out of your halfway love this time.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
You don’t have to call my name now —
I’m finally letting go of you.

Whenever you want to be alone,
I won’t come bringing love to you.
If you need space, I won’t chase —
I’m learning what I shouldn’t do.

I won’t bring my love to you (no),
I won’t bring my love to you.
You can keep your freedom, baby —
I’m finally choosing mine too.

Whenever You Want to Be Alone (Indie Rock)

cold rooms//quiet thoughts

Some songs aren't meant to be understood - only felt. 

"Still Here" lives in the space between shadow and breath, where pain hums low and survival becomes vibration. This is dark-cloud rap. This is Dopesick frequency. This is sound made for the ones who never disappeared.. they just went quiet. 

If this found you, it was supposed to.

Dopesick Matt - Still Here

XIXTENTASH
Deegan Peter James Tatt, known professionally as XIXTENTASH, is an Australian rapper and singer-songwriter who thrives on unpredictability. His music blurs the edges of punk rock, hip-hop, R&B, and metal, weaving an emotionally charged sound that is raw, experimental, and fearless. Known for extreme vocal shifts — from bloodcurdling screams to soft croons — he embodies chaos and vulnerability in equal measure.

Born on May 22, 2011, at Echuca Regional Health in Victoria, Southeastern Australia, Deegs quickly found himself drawn to music as a way to process and express the weight of life. Inspired by boundary-pushing artists such as XXXTENTACION, Juice WRLD, Biggie Smalls, 2Pac, The Weeknd, and many others, he developed a vision for music that is brutally honest and unfiltered. XIXTENTASH explores themes like pain, depression, heartbreak, love, anger, trauma, philosophy, and hope, connecting deeply with fans through his raw, fearless style.

Within a single project, Tatt might whisper through a lo-fi ballad, then erupt into distorted metal screams — every song reflecting the turmoil, transformation, and emotional depth within him. D often spoke in a chaotic, spiritual, and contradictory way, a style that perfectly matched his artistry. While once unstable, unpolished, and unpredictable, that rawness became his defining charm. Every lyric, every note, represents a battle between destruction and hope. Over time, however, his focus grew more deliberate. Still raw, but more experimental and self-aware, D began shaping his chaos into controlled fire. The result is music that is dangerous yet beautiful — breaking boundaries while offering warmth, connection, and resonance to those who need it most.

Deegs faced serious legal issues and public backlash early in life, but he used these experiences to grow and transform. Later, he focused on positivity and helping fans, using his music and public presence to uplift and connect. His work demonstrates deep emotional and musical range, showing both vulnerability and strength across genres and themes.

Beyond music, XIX connects with fans on YouTube through gaming sessions, building a community that extends beyond sound. His vision is to be more than just an “artist” or “rapper” — he aims to create experiences that mix artistry with interaction, where fans can reach him directly. He openly invites people to add him on Skype/Discord @xixtentash or DM him on any platform to set up gaming sessions and grow together.

At just 14 years old, Deegs represents the evolution of youthful rebellion into purposeful artistry. He is both unpredictable and intentional, still full of the same vulnerability and honesty that first drew listeners in, now sharpened with vision. If his early sound was pure lightning — wild, uncontained, and destructive — his current path is fire: controlled, powerful, illuminating, and impossible to ignore.

Also known as: D, XIX, Tatt, Deegs, YoungThickDick, YoungThicksladder, BigD

Dopesick Matt. 
Heartbreak, healing, and late-night wounds turned into sound. 
Sadboy soul + angel numbers + alchemist energy. 
If you feel lost, you're home here.

#dopesickrevolution

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