weekofagony

bittertaste w/ kain

you don’t get it

hope I don’t see you in hell

haunt me whore

you always look sad

song dedicated to my mom (made and dropped on mothers day on spotify)

storyofthescar

was gona upload this on a alt 
(mixxed by me)
lyrics:

don't really know what to do with my life 
ever since i was young i been hella criticized 
yh yk that im the man but im really not that guy 
so i smile in the mirror but I’m dead behind the eyes

all this weight is on my chest got me feelin paralyzed
but i still just want to change so im always asking why 
If I keep on pushin', will I break or will I fly?
Wanna drown all the noise, but the silence gets me high

Doubt is in my head, like a glitch in my brain
everybody wants to be someone but ill remain the same
keep on shifting all around cause i cant find a way 
I’ve been living in a haze that i cant ever break away

Fighting against myself and i dont know who to blame
yeah im stuck in my reflection and i really hate my face
might go out someday sometimes hoping i get laced
i been tryna make friends but i been coming in last place

dead behind the eyes

i was all over her

oh im at the end of my rope
oh i hope that i choke
when I speak sometimes the words dont come out
im to scared to speak my mind out

Im starting to feel sad again

prod. racky
the older we get, the closer we get to death
i cant wait for my pitiful life to end
i dont want another chance at this shit
bc ik ill fuck it up all over again
why am i so hard to love it looks like im destined for this to end all alone

happy birthday loser #hopeidiesoon

i wanna be the one to comfort 
i wanna be one to cry with you
oh when j think of you i think of the trees and flowers
oh i wanna be the one for you
wanna be the who talks to you

trees and flowers

go ahead and do what ya want girl I'll give you hundreds of chances because your the last thing I have in this is world and I need you because I'd be dead without you your the only thing keeping me sane so why would I lie to you once you leave me I'm blowing out my brains yes baby its true you don't really wanna be with me do you I can tell it in your eyes baby

she probaly going lol

erm… i think someone’s hanging right there…

i love kain sm show him love please hes so underrated @user-448800979

roomrotter w/ kain

I would name this after her but she might think I’m weird if she finds it

join the new discord https://discord.gg/Y5GJNtkYfb

i quit

New tracks tagged #losercult