My "remix" of Love Lost, share your thoughts and with your friends if you like it ! Its my first track hope you enjoy it <3

Love Lost Remix

“I Might As Well Be On My Own” is a haunting ballad of forbidden love and inevitable heartbreak. Two souls, caught in a moment of passion, find themselves torn between desire and duty. With aching verses and a chorus steeped in resignation, the song paints the picture of lovers who must return to their spouses—leaving behind nothing but longing and regret.

Layered with emotion, it captures the quiet tragedy of love that cannot last, where stolen nights fade into lonely dawns, and the gramophone of memory keeps spinning the same sad refrain: we knew it all along.

I Might As Well Be On My Own

[Verse 1]
Look at me, look at you
Look at us, what can we do?
How can we explain our love?

So unsure, so much pain
If we would do it all again
How could we deny our love?

[Chorus]
But you belong to someone else
And I'll be left here by myself
When you return back home
I'm here in the night
Without you to hold me tight
I might as well be on my own

[Instrumental]

[Verse 2]
If I said I never cared
Turned my back on all we shared
Hid my tears and ran away

Could we go on living lives
Of make-believe and telling lies
Wishing for a brighter day?

[Chorus]
For I belong to someone else
She's quietly crying to herself
Wondering where her love went wrong
Well I think we both know that it's time to kiss and go
I guess we knew it all along

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
And I belong to someone else
She's quietly crying to herself
Wondering where her love went wrong
Well I think we both know that it's time to kiss and go
I guess we knew it all along

[Outro]
I guess we knew it all along

The Wind-Up Gramophone Company

I Might As Well Be On My Own

BAROQUE POP IS BACK!!!!
Walk Away Renee is my cover of a beautiful romantic song about breaking up. They called it Baroque pop because at the time it was a modern take on the Baroque period in classical music (1600-1760). To me the song has always had a very emotional sentiment which touches one's heart. 

Walk Away Renee

Why u
Why u
Why u

I dont know why you left
I dont know why you text

Everyone said you called
I said thank you, next

I dont know what im 
Doing with you

But right now you is a issue
Gotta wipe it down
With a tissue

Personal like deading a issue

….
(Why U)

Thought that i was really bout to
Love you
Thought that i could put 
No one above you


Thought i knew you deep 
From the inside

Now i feel that i am on 
A decline

I dont know which way 
Im gonna go

Push and pull
Like playing tug of rope

One day feeling
Like im on a flat line

Never saw you once 
Do you have time

Do you have time

I dont know why you left
I dont know why you text

Everyone said you called
I said thank you, next

I dont know what im 
Doing with you

But right now you is a issue
Gotta wipe it down
With a tissue

Personal like deading a issue

Slow it down
Baby let me show you how
Im just tryna help
You out

One day your complacent
The next your frustrated
My hearts steady breaking
It aint no replacing it nah


You left
You text
You called
Thank you next


You left
You text
You called
Thank you next

Why you coming back
Calling me on my phone

I dont answer
If i dont
You keep it on

Exercise my life
Cause you wont let me go

Full submission
Tieing me down
By a rope


You left
You text
You called
Thank you next


You left
You text
You called
Thank you next

I dont know why you left
I dont know why you text

Everyone said you called
I said thank you, next

I dont know what im 
Doing with you

But right now you is a issue
Gotta wipe it down
With a tissue

Personal like deading a issue
….
(Why U)

Why u
Why u
Why u


WHY U

……

Its the end of you

……


Why you tryna bring 
Your ass back

Everybody telling me
That you a heart attack

I just need to let you go

You trying to break down my home

Let you go, need to let you go
Need to put you out 
On your own

Need to let you go
This is the end of you

End of you, the end of you
Running in circles like
Merry- Go

I just need to let you go
This is the end of you

Why me, oh why me

Every night we fighting
You know i dont like it

Tryna take my life
Because you never like it
(Ahhh, ahhhh)

One, two, four
Had to skip the three 
For you break me more

Dont know which way
Ima go i dont know

Heart six deep like he
Stand on my soul
(Ahhhh, ahhhh)

Take me now
Take me now

I just wanna get out now
Get out now

End of you, the end of you
Running in circles like
Merry- Go

I just need to let you go
This is the end of you

Why me, oh why me

Every night we fighting
You know i dont like it

Tryna take my life
Because you never like it
(Ahhh, ahhhh)

Why choose me
Left me for a friend 
Thats dead indeed

Then you wanna text me
Acting like we besties

I wish she could open
Up your phone

And see the difference
Funny she complaining

While you the one 
Steady painting
The picture

You enjoy your life 
No i do not miss you

End of you, the end of you
Running in circles like
Merry- Go

I just need to let you go
This is the end of you

Why me, oh why me

Every night we fighting
You know i dont like it

Tryna take my life
Because you never like it
(Ahhh, ahhhh)

Why you tryna bring 
Your ass back

Everybody telling me
That you a heart attack

I just need to let you go

You trying to break down my home

Let you go, need to let you go
Need to put you out 
On your own

Need to let you go
This is the end of you

End of you
Ahh

Let you go
End of you
Why
No, no, no


Let You Go, End Of You

Sometimes in life, we tend to bottle our emotions up until the pressure becomes too strong. Just remember, your voice is precious and needs to be heard!

God bless <3

Bottle it Up

Spend some tine with you
Ahh


I dont wanna waste no time
Why the fuck you wanna 
Play with mine

I just wanna touch you
And fuck on you
Every night

Why is you playing babe
You make me go insane

You make my heart skip a beat
When i hear you say

I wanna be with U
I promise i want you too
Come three in the afternoon

Smoke a blunt 
Shift the altitude 

Aint nobody else after you
Baby i wanna be with u


(With U, With U, 

With U, With U, 

With U, With U, 
 
With U, With U, 

With U, With U, 

With U, With U)

With you
Promise ill never forget you

Everything you did
Everything you lost

Everything you do
Comes at a cost

Thought i was playing silent babe
Whole time i been
Plotting a game

Left me for friend
aint that a ashame


(With U, With U, 

With U, With U, 

With U, With U, 
 
With U, With U, 

With U, With U, 

With U, With U)

Hear we go again
Fighting like we twins
I dont really care
If we dont speak again

Promise you that i will
Never ever spend

I dont wanna waste my time 
With you

Waste my time
Waste my time

Waste no, no, no

I dont wanna waste no time
With you
With you
Ooh

I dont wanna waste no time
With you

Waste no time
On my mind
Nahh

(With U, With U, 

With U, With U, 

With U, With U, 
 
With U, With U, 

With U, With U, 

With U, With U)


With U

am i gonna get it right (xtasane)

You blew my high, just walkin’ through my head
Turned my good time back to what we said
Had me laughin’ till the memory hit
Now I’m sober on a song I quit
Every buzz fades when you cross my mind
You blew my high, yeah, every time

BLEW MY HIGH

“The Car” – a slow jam by Blaq, tells the story of love, loyalty, and the heartbreak caused by lies.
She was my African queen — a woman I trained at work, who became my peace, my mirror, my everything.
Before we met, she heard the rumors… they said I’d been with too many women. But instead of running, she got curious — wanted to see what the hype was about.
What started as chemistry turned into connection… until a lie, a misunderstanding, and The Car changed everything.

Smooth vocals, soulful harmonies, and a 2025 Blaq R&B vibe.
This one’s for anybody who ever lost something real because of what somebody else said.

🎧 Key: E Major | BPM: 70 | Blaq 2025 Slow Jam

The Car

This song speaks for the quiet ache of feeling alone while in love with someone who won't meet you where you are - was the connection ever real?  was it what i created in my head? 

Each line reflects the ache of holding on for hope while acknowledging the feeling is slipping away, the dread of loving someone who never loved you. The lyrics highlight the idea of emotional endings and relational endings - wanting to celebrate and savor the last moments as they fade. An awareness that the intimacy is one-sided, a heart that is longing, a deep season of self-reflection, and the lonely truth of loving someone who you know would never intentionally love you.

IN MY HEAD

This song was another poem my late husband wrote. A love song from my love.

Carry on Lady

True story of meeting the love of my life. A man who guided me to heal through the experiences of past traumas. Sadly, he died in 2020. A man I prayed for and God listened. Hang on to those special memories, those memories will last a lifetime.

Star In Your Eyes

This song is from a poem my late love wrote "Ghost in the Night". He always had the light off lol. Techno beats, the sounds move to the rise and fall of their bodies as they ascend higher in moments of passion. 

Love Turn The Light On

This is a deeply personal song — a message of eternal love, protection, and strength.A reminder that even in loneliness, even in exhaustion, even in the quiet moments… love continues beyond lifetimes.This song speaks to anyone who has lost someone, anyone who walks with a soul connection that never fades, and anyone who needs to remember.

You Were Never Meant To Walk Alone

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I’m Dean R. Chandler — a London based songwriter, recording artist, and storyteller. My music is rooted in a lifelong search for meaning, weaving together themes of love, loss, faith, alien contact, and humanity’s future.

My upcoming double concept album Human Odyssey (set for release in January 2027) is the culmination of decades of writing and reflection. It’s a narrative journey that begins with a search for God and ends with an encounter with extraterrestrial intelligence — exploring not only what it means to be human, but also where we might be heading as a species. Musically, it draws inspiration from the epic storytelling of Jeff Wayne’s War of the Worlds, the synth-driven edge of Gary Numan, and the emotional depth of artists like Tori Amos and Chris de Burgh.

I previously released Time Machine – Reflecting Shattered Dreams (2014) and continue to revisit my archive of songs written across 35 years, reimagining them with today’s tools and sounds. Some pieces remain intimate and acoustic, while others expand into dark rock, industrial, or orchestral landscapes — but all are connected by a focus on emotional honesty and cinematic storytelling.

Beyond music, I’m fascinated by the intersection of creativity and technology. I’ve been experimenting with AI-driven composition and production to bring old demos to life and to spark entirely new works. For me, these tools are not replacements for human artistry but extensions of it — ways of unlocking stories and emotions that otherwise might have remained hidden.

At its heart, my work is about connection: to the past, to the future, and to the unseen mysteries of existence. Music, for me, isn’t just entertainment — it’s a chronicle of transformation, a conversation between spirit, science, and sound.

https://www.linkedin.com/in/dean-r-chandler-b19715382/
www.deanrchandler.co.uk

Houston Texas but the pain made me. You can’t define me. I do it for the love of the game 🖤.  I have been working on and making music for over 20 years. I've put a lot of my older songs on here, but the most recent songs are new. I appreciate you and I hope my music finds you right where you are.

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