i'm losing myself, i'm all on my own
how quickly i fell, it aches in my bones
oh honey, my body ain't feeling the gloom
i'll carry the weight, but only for you
feeling the wind, collide on my skin
it's triggering something that's making me spin
and i ain't been calm and collect in a minute
caught in a body of aerated liquid

oh, i hold it all
i hold it all
all my past mistakes and everything that i endured
oh, i hold it all
i hold it all
and i'm not driving this time round
i'm stuck in the passenger

and if you're sick of my face
well i'm sick of it too
put the gun in my mouth
and fucking split me in two
i caught a glimpse of the future
left me scared to conclude
and everything that i love
sends me closer to doves
and everyone that i love
thinks that i'm just a cunt
like what am i supposed to do 
ending up on the news 
ain no content in that 
my achievements are flukes 
why don't you say it too 
oh, i'm a waste of breath
and you know that better than them
the tree you come from is rooted only wherever it's planted
and you don't like where i landed
guess i'll never understand it
i'm destined to fail, i'll never understand it

oh, i hold it all, i hold it all
all my past mistakes and everything that i endured
oh, i hold it all, i hold it all
and i'm not driving this time around, i'm stuck in the passenger

and i don't like waking up, i don't think i wanna tough
it out, it out, 
and i'm not even at the cusp
oh it could get so much worse
it could get so much worse

gravel rash

i hold it all

the amount of times that i
put my trust into the wrong people

they're so fake and
it's so blatant
and it's so painful
coexisting
no i can't fuck with it one bit
so take a two step, arm distance
and i've seen it all before, you
can't coexist with a leech and live
and i've got to even the score
wear a mask for the spores
'cause jealousy has no cure

you can tuck the truth
right behind the lies, but
people ain't as stupid as you think
you'd be surprised
if you really gotta catch up baby
read between the lines cuz
we could keep quiet or get loud k9s
(k9s)
make the opps fly up like some doves
paranoid keep it clinical
we running through your thoughts
if you really wanna test it
quit talking through your mentions
take a step back you don't want the attention
(attention)
if you really want it badly you can dead it
but, i ain't really 'bout no vendettas
i'm just tryna be me and get better
can't be mad if i crop you out the picture
it's all up from here, is
something i wish i could say
but i'm stuck in the same damn place (oh)
they're so fake and
it's so blatant
and it's so painful
coexisting
no i can't fuck with it one bit
so take a two step, arm distance
and i've seen it all before, you
can't coexist with a leech and live
and i've got to even the score
wear a mask for the spores
'cause jealousy has no cure

you can tuck the truth
right behind the lies, but
people ain't as stupid as you think
you'd be surprised
if you really gotta catch up baby
read between the lines cuz
we could keep quiet or get loud k9s
(k9s)
make the opps fly up like some doves
paranoid keep it clinical
we running through your thoughts
if you really wanna test it
quit talking through your mentions
take a step back you don't want the attention
(attention)
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)

coexist

My live set from Helsingkrona Nations Valborgscelebration - Sunwing! 

From classic anthems like "Freed From Desire" and "Lady (Hear Me Tonight)" to underground heaters by Prunk, Blackchild, and Dennis Quin — this mix blends feel-good nostalgia with fresh, club-ready grooves, with a touch of the 2010s EDM era. 

Enjoy

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Sunwing 2025 LIVE - BlondL Solo Set

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"I'M LOST" - 121bpm - Em

By The Night

hela dagen prod dj self & gyo

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0112

Should've Picked The Bear.

Lyrics coming soon! (also posted on my main account!!!)


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