a little spooky song since i rewatched TVD & TO so i felt like making a werewolf song enjoy 

produced by sorrow bringer

lyrics;
we travel in a pack
we hunger for blood and hearts
half wolf half man howling at the moon and stars
haunted by something in the dark
i wear this mark
because its all i got

i know im stuck in this mud
i know i look better with his guts and blood
as i sip on my rum i dont even get drunk
but i can still there blood on my tongue
i hear gun shots
i guess im on the run 
i had a chance that no one had
but who would of thought id turn bad
ive been having nightmares of there screams when i sleep at night
it all changed with one bite
it all changed one night
when the moon shined so bright
and i didn't feel alright
thats the sametime i took his life
i cant look at anyone in the eyes
theyre too bright 
i hear your heart beat a mile away
i taste human meat and im not okay
why does it feel like somebodys after me
i just wanna leave


we travel in a pack
we hunger for blood and hearts
half wolf half man howling at the moon and stars
haunted by something in the dark
i wear this mark
because its all i got

mark of the pack

trending topic pt2

produced by justdan

lyrics;
i got no drugs or liquior in my cup
thats the stuff you dont wanna hear
i do got some smoke in the air
im so baked rn i dont even care
girl hittingmy line she wants me to pull her hair
but i cant even hear my snare
like i give a fuck im impaired

im so over this
i made like 3 different versions of this track
but nothing stuck
recording this song and talking about my past
i jus packed a 5 grams in this blunt

im recording all week
trying to find a feeling
this is my life, im clocked in
this is my dream, im locked in
im trying to be the trending topic
one day i want them to make a psa

its getting dark
so i guess ill start
i got lost in the nice things
but all im trying todo is not overthink'
im losing it im on the brink
and all i wanna do is drink
fuck i dont wanna think
fuck i wanna sleep
fuck i dont wanna get deep
im sinking its almost covered my knees
theres no way i can get free
it haunts my dreams
im getting high again
there goes another week
wasted on a binge
i dont got the money for this
than why the fuck do i do it
i know i need to quit
but fuck i dont wanna 

i got no drugs or liquior in my cup
thats the stuff you dont wanna hear
i do got some smoke in the air
im so baked rn i dont even care
girl hittingmy line she wants me to pull her hair
but i cant even hear my snare
like i give a fuck im impaired

ion even care

produced by sorrow bringer x pizzle

lyrics;
waking up and its half passed noon
its been weeks
i haven't even stepped out this room
this break has been so long i dont know if i can resume
i wanna continue but i never see anything thru
im pessimistic as fuck now
i want my life to work out
but i dont wanna put the work in
i rather stay stagnant and drown
look mom aren't you proud

i think its too late for me
im a loser and a dead beat
i had a bunch of friends but they always leave me
and these drugs keep tempting me
but i dont wanna do them because all i feel is empty
i rather die here 
just let me rest in peace
than atleast ill be free
ill gladly take one for the team
no one would even hear me scream
but they sat there and watched me bleed
where is everyone

stagnant

produced by sorrow bringer

lyrics;
white wine // decomposing pt2


fuck what could I have done
driving so fast
screaming baby r we having fun?
thats it show me the real you
girl u had my trust than you lost it
now all i got left are these drugs

sad as fuck
i write the same song everytime
i wrote down my thoughts but theyre all dumb
im self destructing will i ever been enough
ill rhyme these same words because i know it all sounds the same
im not done, i just want love
im trying to get my point across
my music is all i got
but im burning out
there was a flame but now your just busy sharpening your blade
and trap me like a mouse in a maze
than when im done playing your game
youll throw me back in my cage
it all ends the same
im something i created that i hate
i love to misbehave
im already digging my own grave
im not even 24 yet
and i already feel dead
theres nothing left

fuck what could I have done
driving so fast
screaming baby r we having fun?
thats it show me the real you
you lost all my trust
girl u had my love
now all i got left are these drugs

its been 6 years,
my bodys still rotting and its decomposing
my lungs covered in a black smog
but another night im smoking
another night i spend rolling up
i rather be floating than hoping
isn't that how i should be coping
im filling up another cup
i know im already drunk
im trying to get faded as fuck 
rather than feeling a thing
maybe theres something i can say to change ur mind

fuck what could I have done
driving so fast
screaming baby r we having fun?
thats it show me the real you
you lost all my trust
girl u had my love
now all i got left are these drugs

having fun

arranged by me

lyrics;
its been 7 months 
i still see you in my nightmares
i know why you never fight fair
its easier than getting attached
like i know you never cared
i rather be depressed
than walking on egg shells scared

im still broken & you hate it
i lost myself & u hate it
u hurt me & i still take it
every emotion im getting tired of faking 

why am i still drifting away
i dont know but ill ask the same question
i do the shit i do for attention
i know you have him
but im still sitting here again
waiting for a ounce of hope i wont get
u hurt me and i wont forgot
but i let it happen
so whats the difference

u broke my heart and i let it happen
im fine now
im lying but ig ill fake it
i dont know how much longer i can make it
each day i try my best
but im losing my ambition theres barely any left
i feel like im going manic
and my feelings are just tragic

i still see you in my nightmares
i know why you never fight fair
its easier than getting attached
like i know you never cared

im still broken & you hate it
i lost myself & u hate it
u hurt me & i still take it
every emotion im getting tired of faking

7months

produced by @rainyd4ys

lyrics;
im talking to my self again
voices from people in my past make me feel like im haunted
and i can feel the air in this room get thin
something in my head is telling me to live
but i dont even know how todo that
everything i do makes me wanna quit

me and her where more than friends
thought i could wash away my sins
i lost so many friends
when will this shitty life fucking end
next time someone cuts
make sure you leave it open
so it can get infected
i rather die from someone i called friend

i cant do it myself
im so weak now
i'm getting high tonight
im waiting for the comedown
i wont stick around
im gonna fade into the background
i selfdestruct and scream out loud
i know it wont help
but its better than checking my bank account
im broke now
i got a hole now
its way to easy to fold now
its easy to take that route
its a bad day
thats why i dont go out
smoke going down my throat now
ket going up my nose now
i dont wanna fucking drown


im talking to my self again
voices from people in my past make me feel like im haunted
and i can feel the air in this room get thin
something in my head is telling me to live
but i dont even know how todo that
everything i do makes me wanna quit
  

talking to myself again

produced by @rainyd4ys

lyrics;
im always so stressed (im stressed)
im staying up all night getting stoned
who would of thought the world was so cold
i got nowhere safe anymore (anymore, anymore)
this isn't my home n you dont wanna talk
ill just leave you alone (leave you, leave you alone)

im always feeling down
patch up the wound before i bleed out
im already on the ground (the ground)
i cant help myself, i cant do better
im already in hell but its so so cold
i jus need to go, i need to roam (roam, roam)
i have nowhere else to go
but this isn't my home
i forgot my coat (my coat)
and its getting cold (so cold)
my hands are numb and my fingers are turning blue
whats happen to us this isn't me, this isn't us (not us)
 
im lost in what i had, now i always feel sad
its hard to stay sober (sober, sober)
2025 and im 23 years older
i feel the steam when i smolder (smolder, its hot)
i jus wanna hold her but that wont happen (it wont)

im always so stressed (im stressed)
im staying up all night getting stoned
who would of thought the world was so cold
i got nowhere safe anymore (anymore, anymore)

stressed

out of this world

hate everyone

first single off my project fallen leaf

produced by me 

lyrics;
i wish you could see the world thru my eyes
everyone i cared about just fucking lied
and now everything i think about just starts to destroy my mind
like everyday i feel like im dodging land mines
crumbled scrap papers and drug residue
this breakdown was well overdue this time

i jus need some time
to disappear and workout these things that weigh on my mind
im tired of jus saying im fine
because we all know its a lie
swallow another cloud of smoke to get high

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