prod @rainyd4ys

lyrics;
we drift away into nothing
we turn to dust
and my halo started to rust
so i stored it away with my angel wings
maybes its time to shed some dust
and fly away
im not the same 
as yesterday
time goes by
and my life flies by
and i cant die
years go by
i lived this life all wrong

dust on my angel wings (interlude)

produced by @rainyd4ys

lyrics;
i don't feel bad
about how i act
i dont feel sad
about the things i do
dont be mad 
because this is how i wanted to be

im finally me

somedays i feel free
and other days i feel weak
i barely get any sleep
and i hardly ever eat
everyone says im down to earth
but all that i feel is hurt
im trying to get this done
im putting in the work
but all i do is hurt
all i do is hurt
friends dropped me for my own ego
are you sure i needed you

i wish wishing for death
i was wishing for something to help
i tried taking my meds again
tried looking in again

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated
all the bullshit in my life had to been orchestrated 
you think ur lifes fucked look at mine let me demonstrate it
each day it gets worse
and i cant explain it and its complicated
im so unmotivated and im so hated
and i fucking i hate it


see this thru

produced by kingtheta

lyrics;
spit on me
hit me
build me up
and destroy me
tell me you love me
than fking leave me

telling me im the one to blame
but you wouldn't even hop on the plane x 2

take everything
and i was already empty
hit me up after blocking me
i dont wanna play your game


tell me im the one to blame

produced by @rainyd4ys

lyrics;
im lost n i hate it,
i said i was gonna make it
but until than im fake it
hurt me, ill take it
use me, ill let it happen
give me ur trust n ill break it

i spend too much time on this music
n i dont do anything else
destroying everything i touch
my hands are covered in my own blood
im wasting my fucking life
and all the time i got
please just wanna leave Vermont
please i just wanna be gone
i gave this all i got
but im done
destroy my mental health to make songs
destroy my lungs with this bong
destroying my physical health locked in this room for too long
i cant focus
i cant show my emotions
and im sorry
yk my reality and concept of time is flawed
if u leave me n try to come back im gone
hate on me and my music im gone
either way im going for a walk

i dont wanna talk
feelings flood thru my veins
i drown in the pain
its all the same
these pills are calling my name
i had a spark a flame

now i just have a pile of ash on my desk
thats all thats left
and i thought i had something to say
but thats better of being unsaid
fuck it i lied
i said ur different in everyway
i wasted everyday
i put my all in and i was just something u can use to play
than got bored and throw away
thats not fair to me
im sick thinking about it
how could u hate and tell everyone ur afraid
when i did nothing in that way
but u hit me up again isn't that lovely??

im lost n i hate it,
i said i was gonna make it
but until than im fake it
hurt me, ill take it
use me, ill let it happen
give me ur trust n ill break it

i fkn hate it

produced by @rainyd4ys

lyrics;

girl dont touch the chain its real
i got it when i signed my deal
back than i didn't know the devil was real
now that shit weighs on my mind
the secrets i could tell you

kinda scary when ur heartbeat matches the tempo
talking shit to me
u dont know a thing about my fucked up mental
i been this way since i was a child
you should of read the memo
i been steady focused on my own now

my dad was a psycho
and my momma was bipolar
never had any chance since i was in the stroller
playing life like a game
but they didn't even toss me a controller
if u wanna look into my past
you gotta unlock the folder
only person i care about is my grandma
yk she raised a solider
fuck man
its summer but somehow i became colder
yk how many days i wished i was dead
yk how many days i felt like i had nothing left
you ever point a gun at your head
pull the trigger and it jam
but u still wanna be dead
whats needed to be said
i rather be dead

girl dont touch the chain its real
i got it when i signed my deal
back than i didn't know the devil was real
now that shit weighs on my mind
the secrets i could tell you

kinda scary when ur heartbeat matches the tempo
u dont know a thing about my fucked up mental
i been this way since i was a child
you should of read the memo
i been steady focused on my own now

i started this shit to vent
i didn't start it to repent
gave this music 100%
wanted todo something different
but im in the decline
bitch i made this stuff happen when i was trapped up in my head
my mom and my dad both fucked in the head
so thats why im the way i am




the way i am

produced by dercept

lyrics;
u keep trying to pull me closer
than why do u want me to hurt more
my hearts broken
with the words unspoken
i cant breathe
its hard to when im broken

i was on my knees
u dont give a fuck
u sit there and watch me bleed
if u hate me, u dont have to say it
why are so fucking mean


fkin leave

trending topic pt2

produced by justdan

lyrics;
i got no drugs or liquior in my cup
thats the stuff you dont wanna hear
i do got some smoke in the air
im so baked rn i dont even care
girl hittingmy line she wants me to pull her hair
but i cant even hear my snare
like i give a fuck im impaired

im so over this
i made like 3 different versions of this track
but nothing stuck
recording this song and talking about my past
i jus packed a 5 grams in this blunt

im recording all week
trying to find a feeling
this is my life, im clocked in
this is my dream, im locked in
im trying to be the trending topic
one day i want them to make a psa

its getting dark
so i guess ill start
i got lost in the nice things
but all im trying todo is not overthink'
im losing it im on the brink
and all i wanna do is drink
fuck i dont wanna think
fuck i wanna sleep
fuck i dont wanna get deep
im sinking its almost covered my knees
theres no way i can get free
it haunts my dreams
im getting high again
there goes another week
wasted on a binge
i dont got the money for this
than why the fuck do i do it
i know i need to quit
but fuck i dont wanna 

i got no drugs or liquior in my cup
thats the stuff you dont wanna hear
i do got some smoke in the air
im so baked rn i dont even care
girl hittingmy line she wants me to pull her hair
but i cant even hear my snare
like i give a fuck im impaired

ion even care

produced by @rainyd4ys

lyrics:
burn the bridges with this pack of matches
smoke the pack down till its ashes
s-s-self destructive, motherfucker stay out my mentions
i act out for a-a-attention, hoping for a reaction

working my hardest
writing these songs trying to live lavish
but this was just a survival tactic
its all i wanted, i made it happen
and it wasn't magic, it was hardwork & dedication
i put in the hours since i started
im not even a artist
but im still working my hardest
watching everything i care about turn to dust
and than i start to rust
look at my cuts, theres a lot of blood
and im trying to be okay
but i know no one gives a fuck
lost all my friends again
i guess im out of luck
i got the words but they wont come out
theyre on the tip of my tongue
if u where my friend why would have a smoking gun


im codependent to my all my friends
fake friends switch up now im defenseless 
none the less off the record, but i digress
i know i made this mess, but idk if i can clean it
so im smoking another cigarette 
jus trying to impress
because i dont nothing left 
let me go
i got no where left to go
no im not coming home

burn the bridges with this pack of matches
smoke the pack down till its ashes
s-s-self destructive, motherfucker stay out my mentions
i act out for a-a-attention, hoping for a reaction

self destructive and codependant

i havent made anything like this before enjoy

prod yuk1mo

lyrics;
\\
i been going thru alot lately
nothing has made sense to me
but i hope i figure it out

tell me i didn't fuck up my life
turn off the lights
you already have the knife
im not alright
im better off in the afterlife

open my eyes
pick the lock
find out whats inside x 2

look at all this time i wasted
look at what day it is
and i haven't changed yet
everything in my life went vacant
each day i wake up and try my best
3 hours in and someone is already trying to stab me in the back
im so scared
im so scared
im trying to get out of here
told me its peaceful

somebody save me

prod @rainyd4ys

lyrics;
loving me is like a crime
we play this game time after time
i tell you im fine
but you hurt me
i tell you im fine
but im barely alive
i keep it all inside

i made it out of hell once
and ill make it out again
i know its getting rough
i counted the cuts
but its okay i just gotta focus
shut off all my emotions
count to ten
and ill be dead
theres nothing left 
where we ever even friends
or did you just wanna wake up in my bed
i know what i said
but now i dont know what i meant
when i die im not gonna goto heaven

i made it out of hell once
and ill make it out again
i know its getting rough

loving me is like a crime
we play this game time after time
i tell you im fine
but you hurt me
i tell you im fine
but im barely alive
i keep it all inside

crime/inside

produced by dash & sorrow bringer 

clip pt2

lyrics;

put the gun to my head
pull the trigger
did u mean any of those words you said
how the fuck did we end up here
put the gun to my head
unload the clip

im better off dead
what you felt about me is dead
theres nothing left 
how much more has to be said
im getting tired of this game of pretend
im just so tired just let it all end
i swear i was trying my best
  
no drug can fix me girl
im way too fucked up
i knew i was never enough
i knew i wasn't the one
i was just taking my turn
this could never work
talk to me like im human
i hope you meant something to me
but those days over its time to set me free
just go just leave
but before you go

did u mean any of those words you said
how the fuck did we end up here
put the gun to my head
unload the clip
blood on everything
there goes all my memories

im on this shit cuz i popped it
bitch i didnt want this
im numbing my pain
because all you can spew is non sense
you cant even stay on topic
you made it about you
when it was about me too
idk how u can love one minute than forget it
i thought we forged it
i know i did some fucked shit
but im not him that wasnt me
i was on drugs when i lost it
but its not a excuse i got a problem
i had everything i wanted
than i lost it
before u walk out

please put the gun to my head
pull the trigger
did u mean any of those fucking words 
that you said
how the fuck did we end up here
put the gun to my head
unload the clip
there goes all my memories


pull the trigger

co prod @rainyd4ys

lyrics;
i want to change but i dont know how
u dont know about the fucked up thoughts in my brain
you know what i go thru now
living every day with this doubt
i got blood leaking from my mouth
let you in my life
just for u to let me down
its whatever ur jus like everyone else

blood in the sink
bitch i can barely think
when ur sad u drink
when im sad i roll this
than i spark it
i got a few grams in my pocket
burning blunts in the whip 
cooking up something 
hoping i make another hit
filled with self doubt
but itll all change when i just get a little clout
tried to be a friend
but no one cares and i dont now what thats all about


over this (outro)

produced yoluwi

lyrics;
girl your on my mind
but these days i cant find the time
i rather stay here in my mind 
than try to match your vibe

i swear i was gonna leave that shit behind
but whats it to you if im on my grind
just let me live my life

'

on my mind

produced by hills

lyrics;
run it back, get a pack 
break it down, try n sell a bag
catch a flightl, n i still got jet lag
girl yk im on my grind trying to get this bag

girl so fine, ion even care
out of my league girl i cant help but stare
we link n im jus tryna get fucked up
yk its i got the lemonade n gin in my cup
i said i wasn't gonna drink, but tonight idgaf
its jus to have some fun
amg or a blacked out benz
it doesn't matter 
for fuck sake i could whip a cybertruck
girl turn the music up
im jus tryna tell u im not the same guy that u knew once
i might be on drugs 
but it doesn't mean i cant love
i got these cuts that u cant see

run it up run it up run it up
my dumbass is way to slump
who gives a fuck

run it back, get a pack 
break it down, try n sell a bag
catch a flightl, n i still got jet lag
girl yk im on my grind trying to get this bag

jetlag

produced by @rainyd4ys

lyrics;

i been going thru alot lately thank you all for everything


i been busy fading into the trees
why should i stay, when i know everyone leaves
hope you figure it all out when u find the key
i would help but im too lazy
im laying in a pile of the fallen leaves
you said you loved me but its been so long
i dont even know what that means


shes keeps texting me asking "Can i see you, i really need you"
i replied dont you have a new dude
wouldn't that be rude
hearing your voice puts me in a mood
for fuck sake its been 6 months of me falling apart in this room
im at terms with with the past
i rather figure out my own path
than sit here and listen to all the bullshit you spat


trees

rayman

fuck me suck me off yeah it felt good
i been reppin all my homies up in deadwood 
brawlhalla feel like rayman 
cookin in the pot im makin goods your girl she a fan 

why the fuck you talk to me i got no interest (bye bye)
i eat up all these beats thanksgiving (ima fat guy)
do not fuck with me i am war ready 
this gives me vibes sewerperson autopsy 

breakin down my bones
just for your minerals 
if you want my dna yeah you know i could just fuck you 
yeah spend me round spend me round spend round 
please proceed with caution 
rappin is my offense

spend me round spend me round all these dreams that i got 
i can’t take breaks until im old and saggy i wont stop 
im the youngest of like 4 but im always at the top 

ima misfiit
fuck a gun to my head i want my wrists slit
blur my vision with bacardi how’d i get here
got snakes in the grass where’s my john deere

feel like marsmal your an angel with no angel iii
your a self deprecating little bitch right 
get off your ass and maybe go outside 
never say it to my face you pussies always type 

yeah i’m sad and depressed
1 am vibes got a war in my head
run run run from my problems im the best at
throw me a feature say it’s my style i’ll play catch

brawlhalla (diedinoctober)

mars mumble rap arc

i forgot the prod
non profit
feat @st-a_r-man

lonely* w/ *man

taking a little break for awhile to get my head straight. i have 3 songs queued up but other than that im taking a break 

prod boyfity x pizzle
non profit

shout jadsevns cat bat

lost along the way

feat MisFiiT @4135876
prod @s0ftskelet0ns

lyrics;
mars:
sitting here waiting for the fire to start
the flames will destroy everything
theres nothing left here 
i cant even see the stars
u wanna talk again but its all a game
youll just take the dagger and shove it back in my heart
you love tearing me apart

misfiit:
tear me apart into tiny little pieces
tried to fix things then got hit with that green text 

shawty got me burning yeah 
third degree scars on me misfiit and marsy 

suicide been all up in my mind ohh
my vision aint right all i saw was your beauty
something like out a movie 
misfiit really need improvements
i been high in the backseat of this car that i bought you 

yuh get right back in it
aint worried bout a bitch just mind my business
got my phone on dnd
bumpin mp3s
icarus around me 
that feature i did it

your love top shelf who tf you kiddin 
your something like clubhouse bitch you dangeorus 
you need to dissapear ill wish it
throw you outside in the wilderness

oh my oh my god 
what you want now
you never speak clear always fuckin scream loud 

mars:
sitting here waiting for the fire to start
the flames will destroy everything
theres nothing left here 
i cant even see the stars
u wanna talk again but its all a game
youll just take the dagger and shove it back in my heart
you love tearing me apart
sitting here waiting for the fire to start
the flames will destroy everything
theres nothing left here 
i cant even see the stars
u wanna talk again but its all a game
youll just take the dagger and shove it back in my heart
you love tearing me apart

tear me apart w/ misifiit

23 | vox / songwriter & engineer 
i make what i want my music isnt for everyone
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email - m@scars.online

do what makes you happy! ❤️

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lilnamsters03@gmail.com for beats or opens:)

idk how to put my discord link but my discord is 
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