couldnt pay it off in the time u said u needed
srry 2 b short im not trynna make this heated
u kno im a demon bby im a monster
maybe i deserve nothing good an imposter
lurking in a hoodie w/ my friends til i lost her
coming out the closet 2 whoever i could muster
trust me wouldnt b here if i didnt get 2 trust her 
lost me 
i cant make it clear enuff and u kno that itd cost me
anything more than an arm and a leg and an eye
had i not seen everything was doomed 
from the times u would act sweet 2 me
knew u wouldnt do it but u did it 4 me
didnt wanna do it but u still adore me
howd u put up w/ this 4 me
all this time yr w/ me so deep in my mind
u cant let me unwind
and now theres nothing left 2 find
its all lost 2 me
every breath u breathe
the secrets that u keep close 2 yr chest 
come out 2 me when u sleep
u dont kno just what yr saying 
but so deep down in yr brain
u kno its all u need 2 say 2 me
2 prove exactly what im thinking
at the time my heart was breaking
but u knew id b this hard 2 keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mead0ws
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/7/23
art by bedhead

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