written & recorded by DEARCL Jan 2025 
Engineered by DEARCL Feb 2025 
Produced by beatsbyvsh

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@vampiremoneygang 

Purchase/Download ($1.13) = https://dearcl113.bandcamp.com/track/spotlight-3 

GHOUL coming very soon

[lyrics]
I feel like seymour I don't get the game 
like audrey just listen my life not the same 
I play with that light I can't stand on the stage 
I feel it's not right like I'd feel like a lame 

I want your life and I want all your rain 
Lift up your head wipe that make up away
I'm treating you kind like you don't get the same
They see the act but they stand in the way

Follow the act I don't have to explain
I want to love you do you not want the same 
I'm subtly seymour the more I explain 
I'm suddenly right here I'm all on the stage 

But I'm on the top as I light up the stage 
It never stop, that's the reason they came
I play the monster but like she make the play 
And I'd be seymour if she felt the same

I play the light while she stand on the stage
It don't feel right just to take that away 
I'm playing nice cause I like what she say 
I suddenly see more, I'm playing the game

Stand in the back we're just feet from the stage 
You hear the clap, but we're done for the day 
Hold on me back as I tell you the same 
Stand on your side and uncover the rain 
(hey)
Keep this alive cause I do feel the same
I feel her vibe when I'm staging the play 
I stand near light as I move it away 
I feel a good that just can't be erased 

Behind the curtain but we're still on the stage 
Don't need the perfect, do you now need the same
Don't mind the drama it's just part of the play 
Stay there beside you, this be more than a game

Close off the sign cause we're done for the day 
Don't say it's fine if you don't feel the same 
I want your mind I don't mind your mistakes
You want my light is it time to exchange?

Spotlight

Written & Recorded by DEARCL February 2025
Engineered by DEARCL February 2025
prod by. BeatHaven

Purchase/Download Link ($1.13): https://dearcl113.bandcamp.com/track/body 

linktr.ee/dearcl113 - merch

[Lyrics]

It's not a question the things that I want 
But sometimes I question the me that is stuck 
It's sometimes depression and sometimes the blunts
Don't need the treasure I just need the love 

Lately I question these things that she want 
Little things I question, they really keep me stuck 
Gave up on a body cause the bodies not enough 
I had to get a mind, for I started giving up 

Searching for a peace in the things that I want 
I be on her body like a ghost that I would haunt 
Fade into me partly cause we tired here as fuck 
But mostly cause we searching for mother-fucking love 

It's nothing that you've done my body is the dust 
Wipe that away and tell me what you got
Came from above as a spirit of love
I don't want the life that everyone want 

I wanted love that came out the dust 
Came to my body then my spirit combust
Live in a body that is all that I haunt 
Into her body but I'm focused on love
Drift out my body and then I combust
I know, I know what I want
Breathe in my body, cause I know I'm enough
It's not a question the things that I want 

I want her body and I want all her love 
I want to see on the fate that we got 
I can't rewrite it, cause that coming from above
I live my life as I do from the gut 

Fade to my body as I'm turning into dust
Fade to me partly as reason here to trust 
Join into me and rewind it here in blunts
I'm outside in light coming up 

I love her body but I really need her love 
Lust stay restarting so I try to tear it up 
Trusting the departed, I live inside the haunt
Trying to show her that she be all that I want

I'm trying to catch you when you fade to black 
If you want to fall then I'll catch what you have
I want your all and I want what you can 
Come haunt my body, we should fade to black

Body

Written by DEARCL December-February 2025 
Recorded & Engineered by DEARCL February 2025
Prod by. Rama Low 

linktr.ee/dearcl113 
@vampiremoneygang 

[Lyrics]

I had a dream I was found all alone there 
Stand in the white, where I stood to my bones, yeah 
Told me their name, and I woke up at home, here, 
I felt a change as it shake up the cold here 

Life in a dream I found all alone 
As I stand in the white where I stood to my bones
Told me their name and I woke up at home 
Then I felt a change as It shake up the cold 

What is the real or the fake from the below 
This is a weird kind of ghost that I don't know before
When it come around, then I feel on a glow 
And a love that I have, only had once before 

I'm feeling right cause tonight I just know 
If I'm keeping faith then my life has to grow 
I had a dream where they found me alone
When I wake from that dream, then I don't feel so cold

Like they stay in my dreams I know I'm not alone 
Trapped in my mind, as I will let it go 
Made it in my life I won't make it a show 
I see the ghost but more so just the glow 

I had a dream I was all at my home 
I had woke up right there, feeling strange in my bones
I would take back a habit I had thought that I closed
But I know that the habit's already let go 

Life in that dream now I did the see the glow 
Like they stand before me in the things they had told 
I don't need weed all I need is my soul 
But It's harder to be, even harder to know 

It's like these dreams are the ones I let go 
They just come back to me and they taking a hold
Talking to me while I'm looking at ghosts
Does wondering mean that I still keep it close 

This not a dream, maybe more so a hope 
I know this isn't me - I know this is a ghost 
Frequency trying to change up what I know, trying to change what I know
Same to me - all the change has to show

Angel Dream

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LYRICS:
Sinking lower I'm swallowed by the dark
Crippled still by your very last remark
Lord lift me up for my soul to depart

why feel more?

Written, Recorded & Engineered by DEARCL February 2025
Prod by. 123ace321

linktr.ee/dearcl113 
@vampiremoneygang 

[lyrics]

Over years different people turned to spirits in my home 
I'm alone from the time that I wrote when I'd go 
Every timeline joined then I'm hoping just to know 
Will I break back into space, as I shake up the glow (wait)

Moved in quick, now you're just another soul 
But the mood kind of shift, every time you are at home
You don't know what it is - but you feel it in your bones
Something's off in the mist but you never really know 

I don't ghost, I exist, I'm not haunting on a home
I just live where I live, so I'm ghosting when I go 
Cause in here I exist, and out there then that's a no 
It be clear in a hint, so sometimes you see the glow (hey)

Walking up the steps, with your hand up on the post
On the 2nd floor above, but you still just hear it close
Hear the thump, then a what, from a voice that just had spoke
It be just another soul, in this home I think I know 

Used to be alone now there's just too many souls 
I be haunting on a home, I don't know, it's terrible 
Can't investigate it cause no signs are credible 
I feel like I'm hating, I just want to let it go 

I'm trying just to tell you that you really are a ghost 
You be just like me, and this not your home 
I feel everything I see, and I know I'm meant for more
But it's just beginning see - so for now you never know 

Everyone reclusive when they step into this home 
Like the world closed off, and you'd never really know
Hear the floor-boards creak and you swear it was a ghost
But you waking up to sounds that be coming from below 

Opened up a house, maybe opened up a home 
This is where we have to be, just to learn about a role 
Trying to heal a tragedy, just to pass onto the more 
I know how it matters, see, this is what you can't ignore

Suspiciously Cheap Mansion

LYRICS COMING SOON AND MORE INFO. SHOUT OUT to @sorrow_bringer for making this song come alive.
-dmd

LYRICS:
Stuck in the dark where the shadows play
Fighting my demons but they won't fade away
Whispers in the wind they all got something to say
But I built my throne on the ashes they have made
I'm so sick of trying for the sake of other people
Fed up with people fucking acting like they know me
I'm so sick of lying just so that I feel equal
All of these feelings inside of me grow
Three years down with nothing to show
And God only knows I've been storming the weather
But I'll sin again I've done it once I'll do it better
Hope nobody feels the way that I do
Still you fucking left now I'm feeling so used
Wish I had the words to hide the abuse
Everyday that goes by you're tightening the noose
Wish there was a way that I could fucking choose
As the days go by I'm more and more confused
I don't even know what am I doing
Inside of my head a constant commotion
Coping instead with bottles of potion
When will I learn to stop getting loaded
And all of these habits are dragging me down
Pulling me deeper inside of my tomb the ground
Raise me from my tomb
Stuck in the dark where the shadows play
Fighting my demons but they won't fade away
Whispers in the wind they all got something to say
But I built my throne on the ashes they have made
I'm so sick of trying for the sake of other people
Fed up with people fucking acting like they know me
I'm so sick of lying just so that I feel equal
All of these feelings inside of me grow
Three years down with nothing to show
And God only knows I've been storming the weather
Father forgive me help me be someone better
Be someone better
To this earth I'm tethered
Help me be someone better
Help me be someone better
I'm not the same anymore
Used to feel alive now it's just feeling cold
Searching for a way out now I'm stuck in this hole
Never stay the same
I'll never take the blame
Bitch you cut me out and to you I'll do the same

be someone better - single

be someone better (ft. sorrow bringer)

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be someone better (prod. sorrow bringer & doublemydose)

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LYRICS:

Trapped in decisions I relive
I would give it all if I had enough to give
No more chances this is it
How will I rise from such a deep crypt
Show me how to rise from the abyss
Teach me how to try to forgive
Winter winds I'm losing pace
Now noticing the lines through my face
Time is a thief that comes to take
Drowning from the memories I can't seem to shake
Clouded from the gray
You never felt the same
Guess you wouldn't have me I'm the one to fucking blame
Knew you'd be the one who'd walked away
Now I relive it every fucking day
Now I relive it as the days go by
I'm losing time I feel the fright
Grow within me
From me you walked away
What was I to say
In the end you were just the one that ran away
And I feel so empty
How could you forgive me?
How could you forgive me?
How could you forgive me?
Some say to pick myself back up
Six feet under is the ground I'll touch
Winter winds I'm losing pace
Now noticing the lines through my face
Time is a thief that comes to take
Drowning from the memories I can't seem to shake
Clouded from the gray
You never felt the same
Guess you wouldn't have me I'm the one to fucking blame
Knew you'd be the one who'd walked away
Now I relive it every fucking day
Now I relive it as the days go by
I'm losing time I feel the fright
Grow within me
From me you walked away
What was I to say
In the end you were just the one that ran away
And I feel so empty
How could you forgive me?

forgive me?

forgive me? (prod. sorrow bringer & doublemydose)

lil blax ft. jnotonline - believe me

Prod. by Shake Beatz

Fiaba – Emotional Melodic Hip Hop Beat | Rap Instrumental

📖 Un viaggio sonoro che racconta una storia. Melodie sognanti, atmosfere fiabesche e un ritmo avvolgente si fondono in questo beat hip hop, perfetto per un rap narrativo e immersivo. Ogni nota è un capitolo, ogni suono un’emozione.

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Fiaba - Emotional Melodic Hip Hop Beat | Rap Instrumental

I back clicked the last description i had and that mf was long.. so I just put it in the song. lol 

Universe 7

Universe 7 Cambridge

FUTURE LOVE

don't want to live, don't want to die, forever in limbo

collectors 

Live Or Die

written, recorded & engineered by DEARCL March 2025 
Produced by Saga Beats 

linktr.ee/dearcl113 (check this out)

[lyrics]

Fade to black don't need no respite
Fade through halfs I don't even get high
I smoked that, with that pack gone last night
Lost in that, I won't have no sacrifice 

I burn that, don't feel no back slide 
Stuck in packs, in the past it was all fine
It can't last, when it come to this rap life
When I come round, why I keep my pack tight

Learned so much, but it all look bad now 
I'm self reliant to points then I'm back round 
Stuck in love, in the peace when I crash out 
I don't trust the quiet, need the noise in the background

I'm alone no I don’t want to match out 
Show me love & then I crash out 
I let it go and the feeling come back now 
I let it go and I fade to the black now

I pushed that down so the stress it come back out 
If I came around then I swear I would crash out 
Come love me down even through all the bad now
Swear this is me right before I would crash out

Fade To Black

BENT OP NIETS

THRAX (Prod. Jvsper)

luvuthruit

🔥 “Lost in my Ambition” — Melodic Rap x Emotional R&B | Juice WRLD x The Weeknd Vibes

New single out now – for the creators, the overthinkers, and the ones chasing something bigger.

A melodic blend of rap, R&B, and lo-fi vibes – touching on creative burnout, mental health, and that late-night feeling when ambition turns into anxiety.

Inspired by artists like Juice WRLD, The Weeknd, and the ambient tones of cloud rap and soul trap, this track brings raw emotion, cinematic energy, and a storytelling flow over a dark, mellow beat.

Whether you're grinding through your goals, feeling lost in the process, or just vibing out with some anime samples and late-night sounds — this one's for you.

🎥 Watch the full story behind the song in my new YouTube vlog:

📺 “At what point does it become too much? | Lost in my Ambition”: 

🧠 Unfiltered behind-the-scenes, doubts, take after take, and the real creative process — no cuts, no masks.

👉 Watch now: https://youtu.be/aiTZ1U0sf-A

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If it hits you, let it. Drop a comment if you've ever felt stuck in your own ambition.

Instagram accounts of the creative team:

Produced by @lucasluckmusic

Written, Performed, Engineered, Mixed, and Mastered by @silent.i.vlogs

Lost in my Ambition

Enjoy the journey, everything you hear done by me, mixing, mastering, composition. STAY TUNED FOR MORE BASS MUSIC AND ALTERNATIVE BALLADS.

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I want to know you (original mix)

IG: Aspicientismusic and Rafeyiswavey
small artist from big city
xxx amsterdam <3

Film & Music Production Studio founded in Amherst, Massachusetts. Home of Lost N Found, Life of the Party, and Catch 22.

Welcome To The Timeless Multiverse.... Testing! Flavors!

DEARCL
graphic designs, engineering, and music by DEARCL 
open for collabs.
If you want any particular song let me know.

Shane/Shilo, aka doublemydose
I took the red pill down the rabbit hole
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