No Backup Plan
by Jeremie Hamby

[Verse 1]
I scorched the safety net, lit up the past
No more retreat, no shadow cast
Faith is fire, and mine’s not tame
I prayed, I stood, I called Your name

[Pre-Chorus]
No second thoughts, no sideways glance
I’m not here for luck—I came for chance
With holy grit and heaven’s cry
I’ll ride this promise or I’ll die

[Chorus]
I’ve got no backup plan, no safety line
You part the sea, or I walk the brine
My feet are fixed, my soul won’t sway
I trust You, God—come make a way
No turning back, no plan to flee
The waves will part in front of me

[Verse 2]
I tossed the map, I burned the doubt
This kind of faith can’t be talked out
My mind is set, my eyes are locked
I’m done with fear, I’ve stepped out of the fog

[Pre-Chorus]
No second guess, no inner war
I’ve sealed the doors I ran through before
I’m not here to “try”—I’m here to reign
By blood, by fire, by Jesus’ name

[Chorus]
I’ve got no backup plan, no safety line
You part the sea, or I walk the brine
My feet are fixed, my soul won’t sway
I trust You, God—come make a way
No turning back, no plan to flee
The waves will part in front of me

[Bridge]
Let the critics talk, let the wind howl loud
I won’t bow down, I won’t back out
I’ve buried my fear, I’ve kissed it goodbye
I’m standing in truth, let the Spirit fly

[Final Chorus]
I’ve got no backup plan, no safety line
You part the sea, or I walk the brine
My feet are fixed, my soul won’t sway
I trust You, God—come make a way
No turning back, no plan to flee
The waves will part in front of me
Yes, the waves will part in front of me

[Outro]
This is my stand.
This is my cry.
No doubt. No retreat. No lie.
Just fire. Just faith. Just forward.
The boats are burned. The sea is Yours. Make it move.

No Backup Plan

Sacred Night Shift
By Jeremie Hamby

[VERSE 1]
Midnight hits, and thoughts attack
Heartbeat fast, can’t take it back
But You’re the calm in static haze
Your whisper clears the mental maze

[PRE-CHORUS]
I breathe You in, exhale the lies
You steady all my scattered skies

[CHORUS]
I sleep in peace, not pressure’s grip
On sacred ground, the night shift hits
Your presence near, Your promise real
In holy rest, my soul can heal
You guard my mind, You own this hour
Your love is loud, Your name is power

[VERSE 2]
Clockwork stress can’t chain me down
You fought the dark, You wore the crown
No pills, no screens, just sacred breath
You pulled me back from soul-crushed death

[PRE-CHORUS 2]
The noise dissolves when You come close
You speak, and every shadow goes

[CHORUS 2]
I sleep in peace, not pressure’s grip
On sacred ground, the night shift hits
Your presence near, Your promise real
In holy rest, my soul can heal
You guard my mind, You own this hour
Your love is loud, Your name is power

[BRIDGE]
This night is holy, not hell’s terrain
I rise in faith, not mental strain
You drown the dark in glory’s flood
My dreams are soaked in royal blood

[CHORUS 3]
I sleep in peace, not pressure’s grip
On sacred ground, the night shift hits
Your breath is near, Your truth is strong
You keep me safe all darkness long
You rule the night, I stand, I lift—
I’m marked by grace—on night shift

[OUTRO]
Your voice is louder than my fear,
I rest in You, You’re always near.


Sacred Night Shift

Restore My Joy in You
By Jeremie Hamby
March 21, 2025

The sun is brightly shining
But this heaviness is blinding
What on earth am I to do?
Lord, come restore my joy in you

Do not be anxious for a thing
When you fear you gotta sing
When my soul is turning blue
Lord come restore my joy in you

In you I live, I move, I breathe
You transform my way to be
Day by day my soul renewed
Lord come restore my joy in you

I set my sights beyond the hills
To the One whose will fulfills
I’ll obey until we’re through
Lord come restore my joy in you

Lord I trust you with my all
I will follow wherever you call
You’re the only God of truth
Lord come restore my joy in you

Restore My Joy in You

Chainless Heart
By Jeremie Hamby

[VERSE 1]
Dragging chains like they’re my name
Wore my past like badge and blame
But mercy cracked the prison floor
Grace walked in, slammed shut the door

[PRE-CHORUS]
I don’t owe ghosts anything
Heaven ruled and cut the string

[CHORUS]
I walk unchained, no shame on me
Forgiven by grace, forever free
No longer bound by what they said
I rise from ashes they thought were dead
Not guilty—You called it out
I live in freedom, scream it loud

[VERSE 2]
I tried to fix what wasn’t mine
Held grudges like they’d buy me time
But bitterness just blocked the light
So I forgave and took back flight

[PRE-CHORUS 2]
Their chains ain’t mine to carry now
I broke the curse, I laid it down

[CHORUS 2]
I walk unchained, no shame on me
Forgiven by grace, forever free
No longer stuck in who I was
I move ahead in reckless love
Not guilty—He took the fall
I’m not their hostage, I’ve heard the call

[BRIDGE]
[Spoken/Whispered under synths]
“To forgive is to set a prisoner free…
And find out the prisoner… was me.”

[Heavy synth swell rises, reverse FX sweep]

[FINAL CHORUS]
I walk unchained, no shame on me
Forgiven by grace, forever free
No echo left from who I was
I’m rising now—no need to pause
You slammed the gavel, called me clean
This chainless heart beats wild, redeemed

[OUTRO]
My past is gone, You set me free,
I live in grace—unapologetically.

Chainless Heart

Wounds hum beneath moonlit trees,
steel sleeps where silence breathes.
The road forgets, but I do not—
I walk where echoes once fought.

The Long Way

Written, Performed, Mixed and Mastered by: Red is for Fire/BD Isaac
Copyright 2025

In blackest night you shine

"Help me as if u were God" - a musical project created by @AlexReine & designed by @OhannesSuperbank with Bryce 3D ⚪

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Now I Will Arise
By Jeremie Hamby

“Now I will arise…”

[Verse 1]
The faithful are fading, the truth feels thin
Voices deceive with a glittering grin
The poor cry out beneath the weight
But heaven’s light is breaking late

[Pre-Chorus]
Your Word is like silver, refined in fire
It stands through the ages, lifting us higher

[Chorus]
Now I will arise, says the Lord
Now I will arise, with a sword
I’ve heard the groaning, I’ve seen the pain
I’m stepping in—no more delay
Now I will arise, says the King
To shelter the weak beneath My wings

“Justice is moving… truth is returning…”

[Verse 2]
They boast in their strength, they mock the divine
But I know the hour, I’ve seen the signs
Darkness won’t win, it’s losing ground
Your Word is the anchor when lies abound

[Pre-Chorus]
Generation to generation You keep
The poor, the forgotten, in mercy deep

[Chorus]
Now I will arise, says the Lord
Now I will arise, with a roar
I’ve heard the pleading, I’ve seen the tears
I’m moving now—no more fear
Now I will arise, like a fire
To rescue My own from the liar

[Bridge]
Let every flatterer fall…
Let justice sound like thunder in the streets…
You’re not slow to act—you’re perfectly timed
You’ve heard the sighs, You’ve drawn the line

[Final Chorus]
Now I will arise, says the Lord
Now I will arise, cutting cords
Chains are breaking, hope revives
He’s stepping in—dead things rise
Now I will arise, say it loud
The King is moving through the cloud

[Outro]
“Now I will arise… now I will arise…”

Now I Will Arise

Fly Again
By Jeremie Hamby

[Verse 1]
I remember fire in my chest
When every prayer was a breathless yes
But the silence grew loud in my soul
I learned to walk where I used to glow

[Pre-Chorus]
[Low synth build with strings rising]
I used to dream with open skies
Now I just stare and fantasize
But something deep won’t let me go
I hear a whisper: “Crawl below…”

[Chorus]
[Power synths and orchestral hits]
I want to fly again—feel the Spirit wind
Find what I lost, bring me back again
I’ll crawl through dust, I’ll search the floor
For every spark I had before
’Cause what I lost has life in it still—
And I was made for holy thrill
I want to fly again

[Verse 2]
I buried joy beneath my grind
I traded wonder just to survive
But I won’t settle, not this time
I’m chasing heaven in the grime

[Pre-Chorus]
These marbles weren’t just childish things
They were keys to kingdom dreams
So I repent and rise inside
The floor is where the fire hides

[Chorus]
I want to fly again—feel the Spirit wind
Find what I lost, bring me back again
I’ll crawl through dust, I’ll search the floor
For every spark I had before
’Cause what I lost has life in it still—
And I was made for holy thrill
I want to fly again

[Bridge]
“Find your marbles… find your fire…”

[Bridge]
Face on the floor, tears in my hands
I won’t stop ’til I rise again
No more numb, no more tame
Revival starts when I embrace the flame

[Final Chorus]
I will fly again—feel the Spirit wind
Hold what I lost and breathe it in
I crawled through dust, I found the flame
His voice, His joy, His holy name
And what I lost had life in it still
Now I’m alive with heaven’s will
I will fly again… I will fly again

[Outro]
Find your marbles… and fly.


Fly Again

Throne Already Taken
By Jeremie Hamby

[Verse 1]
I drew the map, I wrote the end
Tried to bend the world with my bare hands
Built a kingdom out of fear and plans
But it all slipped through like desert sand

[Pre-Chorus]
I held the crown like it was mine
But it burned me every time
Till I heard a still small voice
Calling me to drop the choice

[Chorus]
The throne is already taken—You are still God
No more masquerading—I’m stepping off
I resign, I relent, I release the fight
I’m not the King—I just need Your light
The throne is already taken
I’ll be still and know You reign

[Verse 2]
I micromanaged every pain
Played puppet-master with the rain
Tried to time what only grace could give
And forgot Who lets the planets spin

[Pre-Chorus]
My timeline’s not divine
My plans were never mine
So I crash into Your peace
Let my white-knuckled grip release

[Chorus]
The throne is already taken—You are still God
No more masquerading—I’m stepping off
I resign, I relent, I release the fight
I’m not the King—I just need Your light
The throne is already taken
I’ll be still and know You reign

[Bridge]
“Let go. Let God. Let go. Let God…”

[Bridge]
I dropped the crown I tried to claim
You hold the stars, You call my name
You calm the storm, You still the sea
Why did I ever think it was me?

[Final Chorus]
The throne is already taken—You are still God
You don’t need my control—you want my heart
So I kneel, I confess, I come undone
I’m not in charge, but I’m held by the One
The throne is already taken
And I am finally free…

[Outro]
“He rules the storm—I drop the game.”

Throne Already Taken

The End of All Sorrow
By Jeremie Hamby

[Verse 1]
There’s a fire on the horizon line
Breaking through the veil of time
Tears I’ve wept in hidden rooms
Are counted by the One who moves

[Pre-Chorus]
Every grave, every goodbye
Is trembling under heaven’s cry
He speaks a word, and silence sings
The end of all the former things

[Chorus]
This is the end of all sorrow
Where the nail-pierced hands will wipe it all away
No more pain and no more shadow
Just the Lamb who reigns, the Light of Endless Day
Behold—He makes all things new
And I will rise into that truth
This is the end… of all sorrow

[Verse 2]
I’ve walked through shadowlands and loss
But joy will follow the risen cross
My scars are songs, my ache’s a flame
Burning brighter at his name

[Pre-Chorus]
The worst thing isn’t how it ends
This is the promise time defends
A roaring dawn will split the skies
And death itself will choke and die

[Chorus]
This is the end of all sorrow
Where the nail-pierced hands will wipe it all away
No more pain and no more shadow
Just the Lamb who reigns, the Light of Endless Day
Behold—He makes all things new
And I will rise into that truth
This is the end… of all sorrow

[Bridge]
The roar will rise, the night will break
The King will come for sorrow’s sake
Every tear, every cry, every ache—undone
When we see the Risen Son

[Final Chorus]
This is the end of all sorrow
No more night and no more graves
This is the dawn that hell can’t borrow
The final word the Savior gave
Behold—He makes all things new
So I sing now like it’s already true
This is the end… the end of all sorrow

[Outro]
“He will wipe away every tear…”

The End of All Sorrow

Now I Just Want You
by Jeremie Hamby

[Verse 1]
I used to dream of standing tall
Echoes in the halls of power
Wanted every voice to know my name
Tried to climb some throne I’d made

I chased applause like it could fill
The ache no stage or crown could still
But the spotlight never made me whole
It only cast a longer shadow

[Pre-Chorus]
But You were whispering all along
In the quiet, where I didn’t belong

[Chorus]
Now I just want You
Not the thrones, not the crowds, not the grand debut
Strip it all away if it brings me close
To the One who truly knows
I don’t need to be known by the world
I just want to know You well

[Verse 2]
I laid down dreams built out of pride
Watched my kingdoms burn, but felt alive
You met me where ambition died
With scars of love and arms open wide

[Pre-Chorus]
You are better than every stage
More than legacy or praise

[Chorus]
Now I just want You
Not the thrones, not the crowds, not the grand debut
Strip it all away if it brings me close
To the One who truly knows
I don’t need to be known by the world
I just want to know You well

[Bridge]
I’ve had the hunger, I’ve held the flame
But nothing compares to Your holy name
Fame fades fast, but You remain
My treasure, my portion, my everything

[Final Chorus]
Now I just want You
Not a title, not a crown, not a point to prove
Every breath, every beat, every secret place
Is a longing just to see Your face
I don’t need to be known by the world
I just want to know You well

[Outro]
Knowing You, my highest aim
All I lost is all I gained

Now I Just Want You

Neon Revelation 
By Jeremie Hamby

[Intro]
“I chased lights that flickered out.
Now I burn for the One who never fades…”

[Verse 1]
I dreamed in flashing signs
Wanted power, wanted shine
Tried to be a voice they’d follow
Chasing stars that felt so hollow

Trophies stacked on shaky ground
Echoes loud, but not profound
I wore the crown but lost my peace
’Til I found You beneath the noise and need

[Pre-Chorus]
You whispered through the static waves
Calling me into deeper space

[Chorus]
Now I just want You
Not neon fame or empty views
Take the mic, take the stage, take the throne—
Just let me call You mine alone
I don’t need to light up the sky
I just want to know You right

[Verse 2]
I built empires pixel-made
But pixels blur and colors fade
You broke through with holy fire
Wrecked my pride and raised desire

[Pre-Chorus]
You’re better than the dream I chased
You are truth in a world of haze

[Chorus]
Now I just want You
Not neon fame or empty views
Take the mic, take the stage, take the throne—
Just let me call You mine alone
I don’t need to light up the sky
I just want to know You right

[Bridge]
I don’t burn for platform heights
I burn to walk in heaven’s light
Fame is fleeting, but You remain
Ever-present, real, unchained

[Final Chorus]
Now I just want You
Erase my name if You shine through
Let my voice fade out in time—
If I’m hidden but held in You, I’ll shine
I don’t need the crowd’s applause
I just want to know Your heart

[Outro]
Used to want the world to see me…
Now I just want to see You clearly…

Neon Revelation

Burn the Lies
By Jeremie Hamby

[VERSE 1]
I was told I was nothing—just noise in the void,
A cracked voice in a sea of shame,
But the blood roared louder than their hate,
My scars caught fire when He called my name.

[PRE-CHORUS]
“You’re chosen!” — not cast aside
“You’re mighty!” — not terrified
“You’re free!” — not chained in shame
“You’re Mine!” — let hell remember that name

[CHORUS]
Burn the lies, let the fire fall,
Every label, every chain, consume them all.
Truth is a Person, not a trend—
And He said I’m loved. That’s the end.

[VERSE 2]
I torched the scripts they handed me,
Fake truths, stitched with blasphemy.
I’m not what broke me, not what they said—
I’m resurrection walking, not the walking dead!

[BREAKDOWN]
Truth has a name—He never stutters.
He split the grave and made me thunder.

[CHORUS]
Burn the lies, let the fire fall,
Every label, every chain, consume them all.
Truth is a Person, not a trend—
And He said I’m loved. That’s the end.

[BRIDGE]
Hell called me worthless.
Heaven screamed—REDEEMED!
I lit the lies on fire…
And believed.

[FINAL CHORUS]
Burn the lies, let the fire fall,
Ashes rising, I hear the call.
Walk in truth, walk in flame,
I wear the blood—not their shame.

[OUTRO]
You don’t negotiate with lies.
You. Burn. Them.

Burn the Lies

Twisted Mercy
by Jeremie Hamby

[Verse 1]
You said the words, but your eyes betrayed—
A dagger wrapped in velvet grace.
You called it peace, but it burned like war,
Forgiveness twisted at its core.
A holy smile, a poison kiss,
You rewrote truth to feel like this.
But mercy isn’t theater light—
It’s bloodstained love in blinding white.

[Pre-Chorus]
You hold the past like sacred fire,
But chains don’t cleanse—they just conspire.
I see the throne beneath your pride—
But Christ’s not there, He stepped aside.

[Chorus]
This isn’t mercy, this is control,
You’re playing God just to feel whole.
But I’ve been washed, I won’t pretend—
Forgiveness starts where pride must end.
You keep receipts—I burn the debt.
I won’t be bound by your regret.
This is the sound of breaking free—
From twisted mercy’s tyranny.

[Verse 2]
Your Bible’s worn, your heart is stone,
You preach a grace you’ve never known.
You dress up guilt in sacred text,
But love keeps no eternal test.
You count the cost that’s not yours due,
While mercy bled and died for you.
This isn’t justice, this is disguise—
A Jezebel dressed up in white lies.

[Pre-Chorus]
You crowned your pain as holy truth,
But love walked out an empty tomb.
So let the Cross define what’s real—
Not power games that fake the heal.

[Chorus]
This isn’t mercy, this is control,
You’re playing God just to feel whole.
But I’ve been washed, I won’t pretend—
Forgiveness starts where pride must end.
You keep receipts—I burn the debt.
I won’t be bound by your regret.
This is the sound of breaking free—
From twisted mercy’s tyranny.

[Bridge]
I don’t need your throne of shame.
I won’t wear your guilt like chains.
I stand where mercy made me new—
No guillotine, just empty tombs.

[Final Chorus]
This isn’t mercy, this is control,
You’re playing God just to feel whole.
But I’ve been washed, I won’t pretend—
Forgiveness starts where pride must end.
You keep receipts—I burn the debt.
I won’t be bound by your regret.
This is the sound of breaking free—
From twisted mercy’s tyranny.

Twisted Mercy

I Don’t Need to Chase Control
By Jeremie Hamby

[VERSE 1]
They had titles, robes, and rules
But couldn’t break a demon’s tools
While they were chasing man’s applause
He walked in power without a pause

[PRE-CHORUS]
He didn’t shout—He just arrived
And everything not right got realigned

[CHORUS]
I don’t need to chase control
I walk in fire that makes me whole
No need to scream or prove I’m strong
His presence is the war-song
Not here to posture, just to burn
I’ve got the weight hell can’t return

[VERSE 2]
I’m not loud, but I’m not light
I’ve been forged in secret nights
I don’t perform—I’ve been possessed
By holy flame and quiet rest

[PRE-CHORUS 2]
I carry peace the world can’t fake
I move when heaven starts to shake

[CHORUS 2]
I don’t need to chase control
I walk in fire that makes me whole
I’m not a brand, I’m not a crown
I’m just a voice that won’t back down
Let the loud ones chase the stage
I’ll break chains from a prayer-soaked place

[BRIDGE]
“Authority isn’t noise—it’s nearness.
Not charisma. Not credentials. Just presence that convicts.”

[FINAL CHORUS]
I don’t need to chase control
I’m clothed in grace, I’m Spirit-sold
Not here to impress, I’ve been refined
He stamped my heart, I bear the sign
You can keep the fake and proud—
I’m loaded deep, not just loud

[OUTRO]
He leads, I move—
It’s not control, it’s truth in groove.


I Don't Need to Chase Control

Fight Clean
By Jeremie Hamby

[Verse 1]
This world is slick with counterfeit light
They trade truth for likes and call it right
But I won’t wear a plastic flame
Won’t whisper grace while I play the game

[Pre-Chorus]
No Pharisee mask, no hollow spin
No painted-on love while I dive in sin
I’ve seen the cost of faking peace
So I’m dropping filters—I want release

[Chorus]
I fight clean in a dirty world
Truth in my lungs, fire in my soul
I walk in mercy, but I don’t bend
Holiness is my holy revenge
I was born to blaze, not blend
So I fight clean to the bitter end

[Verse 2]
I’ve bled from battles I couldn’t fake
Tried to please both sides till I nearly broke
But fear of God woke me from sleep
Now I burn and I bleed—but my soul is clean

[Pre-Chorus]
No nod to sin, no wink, no deal
I’m made for glory, not just feel
I’ve got a cross, I’ve got a spine
And I won’t trade it for applause this time

[Chorus]
I fight clean in a dirty world
Truth in my lungs, fire in my soul
I walk in mercy, but I don’t bend
Holiness is my holy revenge
I was born to blaze, not blend
So I fight clean to the bitter end

[Bridge]
“Lose fear of God—you rot. Lose love for people—you harden. Lose both? You’re lost. Choose your flame.”

[Bridge]
I won’t bow to broken ways
I’ll walk in fire all my days
Pure, fierce, grounded and free—
This holy war runs through me

[Final Chorus]
I fight clean in a dirty world
Truth in my lungs, fire in my soul
I don’t blend, I blaze instead
Holiness flowing where demons dread
Stand tall, stay low, bleed light, breathe fire—
I’m marked by the Lamb, fueled by desire
I fight clean

[Outro]
“…fight clean… burn bright… stay real…”

Fight Clean

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i was born and raised in a small town in Leicestershire famous for its pork pie's, employed as a tree surgeon for sometime then became a fabricator welder, but never letting go of the passion for music which in my life time has been many genres.....ya all stay cool now

They call me Luneth—but that name came long after the fights, the ferry rides, the nights I spent staring at moonlit ruins wondering if I’d ever stop running.

I came to Greece with nothing but a scarred notebook, a pair of busted headphones, and the weight of a past I couldn’t shake. By day, I wandered through old temples and back alley cafés. By night, I stepped into underground rings—fighting not for money, but for something closer to silence.

Music became the only way I could breathe between punches.
What I make isn’t just music—it’s memory.
Synths soaked in saltwater. Melodies carved from broken knuckles.
Moments of peace buried in noise.

If you're here, maybe you’re running too.
Maybe you’re just trying to feel something real.
Play a track. Stay a while.
This is my story—told in reverb and ruin.

refugenic is the sound of neon nights and restless hearts. A collision of synthwave, punk, and alt-rock, it carries both grit and hope in every note. These songs are for the ones who don’t quite fit, who feel the tension but still chase the light. Not just music—refugenic is a refuge in sound, born out of struggle, faith, and fire.

God first—Castlevania freak, Harryhausen, Star Wars fanatic, Lord of the Rings, Burton, Elfman, Stan Lee, Mozart, Bach, '80s/'90s Synth-Guitar/Video Game Atmospheres. 

Turning pain into music.

Music Only Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqP4d0rEMsjB4hUVibt6LUw

Influences: Bernard Herrmann, Danny Elfman, Basil Poledouris, Elliot Goldenthal, Hans Zimmer, John Williams, Alan Silvestri, Alexandre Desplat, Celldweller, Michiru Yamane, Koji Kondo. Blood Dragon, Harold Faltermeyer, John Carpenter, Daft Punk.

Credits: Hellboy 2: The Golden Army
               My Immortal Enemy: Akuma
               Castlevania: Prelude to War

New tracks tagged #melodic synthwave