(Prod by: Muntitled)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV9hA-ofksSZNA-42wCp7SA
(Beat: One Last)
https://soundcloud.com/muntitled33/muntitled-track-06

Should have uploaded yesterday but I had a slight mental breakdown as usual, so I ended up spending most of the day travling to and from the therapist/hospital.
But shit happens, I'll try to not let my mental instabilities cause me to not upload again!✌️🖤

The porcelain sculpture on the picture is made by Danish artist and sculptor Maria Rubinke, she have a whole bunch of wonderful and creepy art and sculptures and y'all should check her out because she is extreamly talented and make some amazing stuff!
She recently started doin stuff bigger prodjects in copper and marble that all look incredible.
https://www.instagram.com/mariarubinke/?fbclid=IwAR10kvJgFi7nfnzxH_qROH9TGPyic3fxieHunE1JkVS5vA93b5a3Lh3BGtk
https://www.facebook.com/rubinke

Mackie - ApplESeed (Lyrics)

When I hear the word appleseed
I think about children that wanna be big and grow like weeds
How they say the apple didn't fall far from the tree 
But that there is no telling where it'll end up to be
Planted in the soil with roots running deep
And how through the long winters gloom we all sleep
But in spring times the rodents fall or leap between
Branches branching out into family eternally 
First into blossoming flowers, or apples to be
Some get carried away by birds, Some pollen shared with the working bee
Tirelessly streching for the sky hoping eventually they will be set free
Wishing the bark of the saplings to be thicker than mine
And for them to not be strangled by snaring thorny vines
To remember to photosynthesize and not just take photos of the passing sunshine
And to reclassify ''life is a bitch'' into ''life is sweeter than apple pie''
Let it be known that hope is the apple of your eye

They say a bad apple will spread rot to the bunch
I feel appaled and would say alot of it seems like a hunch
Every one got a road to go Johnny says passing with speed
And you know I don't think his barkin up the wrong tree
So recite ''I won't let snakes or cloven tongues decieve me''
Proclaim it proudly and loudly so it can carry across seven seas
On the same breeze whispering it's melodies through the trees
Just don't go beating around the bush like you don't know your abcs
Aww geez I'm no Socrates
My only similarity to Herkules is a mental disease
So I'll only stay humble as long as I'm living like Diogenese
Painting pictures vividly like the Oneiroi in our dreams
Seems like an never ending Odysseus to me
Quenching my thirst in Lethe's river as I leave

My Low

ApplESeed

Mackie - ApplESeed (Prod by: Muntitled33)

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LYRICS <333

You're pulling me under
Will you watch me drown ?
Do you ever wonder
What's on the other side of the shroud ?
I talk out loud like you wanted me to
I scream and shout when I'm locked in the room
I've had my doubts but it wasn't you
It's never you

I'm sick
To my stomach
You hate it
And I love it
When the window close
Hit the door keep runnin
Don't stop runnin
Don't stop runnin

What're you feeling ?
Can you hear me tonight ?
I love you dearly
What am I doing with my life ?
I'm frightened and paranoid tonight
My life lies on the flip of a dime

You're pulling me under
Will you watch me drown ?
Do you ever wonder
What's on the other side of the shroud ?
I talk out loud like you wanted me to
I scream and shout when I'm locked in the room
I've had my doubts but it wasn't you
It's never you

I build you up
Just for you to tear me down
Now that I'm feeling low enough
The bell gives me another round

I'm going down
And lead myself with confusion and misdirection
Maybe I deserve what is expected

TALK OUT LOUD

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i know what im doins not so safe
but i just cant stop myself
what else is there for you to take
cuz you got my mental health

got me in a mental hell
got me in a mental hell
but still i stand next to you

and i just got so sick of losin
its only when im with you
but when i see you dance to the music
what do you want me to do?
the doors unlocked just in case
and she make it move in my favorite way
cuz i break you down like ur paper mache
but yet i still gotta plead my case

all my life i been treated like a black cat
people standing 10 feet away from me they shouldve brought a hazmat

got me in a mental hell
got me in a mental hell
but still i stand next to you

dont feel high but i might be
i blame it on the lighting
why you actin so naive
just admit that ur lying
why you actin like i am someone that you wanna be (why)
so hard to do the right thing
im surrounded by brain fog, no room for a thought
think i took one too many, this batterys too hot

smokin on a navajo lake
i had a hoe call me bae
couldnt even look her in the face
im prayin ts isnt laced cuz

i know what im doins not so safe
but i just cant stop myself
what else is there for you to take
cuz you got my mental health

got me in a mental hell
got me in a mental hell
but still i stand next to you

mental hell (sevxrin)

i been gettin bigger it ain't even worth a mention

(The lyrics are always in the description of my songs)🖤
A little heathen from Sweden, I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed so if there is any problem with the music I use just write me and I'll remove it.🖤
I do not plan to ever monotize anything I create and personally have no problem with people using any of my lyrics.

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