open your eyes to me
a banquet veiled with daisies
the little rabbit's whiskers and airy behaviour
come to me and foolishly nest

it's good for you
i'm doing this for you
of course it's meant to hurt
i'm your world in your gaze

so tenderly
childishly
unfeigned façade
dug in my claws
with that stare
with that stare
with that stare
with that stare
of guilt
 of guilt
  of guilt

vicious, vanity, vague

trusting everyone with a child's view
holding someone's hand, a human zoo
are you really being honest?
are you what you promised?

pitting the fruit of faith
under the heel of friends askew their convictions i interpreted
and now my brain finds itself curcuited
in circles... gyrating in fear

will the earth end soon? should i prepare or escape?
the balloons popped in the air; are you the one holding the gun?
should i hurry up or move on? and my mind comes undone!

paranoia eats me
hurry up or have mercy
i wish i were able to foresee
will i have a happy life?

paranoia eats me

the little toy train's last stop! into heaven it goes!! up in the clouds!!

intro; the little toy train's last stop! into heaven it goes!!

beepbox repetitive music that all strings together
i love weird experimental stuff and my boyfriend
ke/they/he

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