Stream: https://tr.ee/QN6MM1u040

forever running in place
∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞
ǝɔɐld uᴉ ƃuᴉuunɹ ɹǝʌǝɹoɟ

Fault Lines:

I do recall in the moment I lost it
Feeling my footing go

I traced back the fault lines
Through red eyes and white lies 
Until I became alone

I still feel you all around when my windows down and the cold rain lines my skin
I still see you every day when I place your face on a strangers’ on the train
Every day’s a waste when you’re running in place and the time starts standing still
I’m not afraid to make mistakes but I’ve become ashamed how I never should’ve pushed you away

I never should’ve pushed you away

I do recall in the last time we’d talked and
You said you’re not coming home

I’d been invasive, so jealous and jaded
Until the moment’s lost

I still feel you all around when my windows down and the cold rain lines my skin
I still see you every day when I place your face on a strangers’ on the train
Every day’s a waste when you’re running in place and the time starts standing still
I’m not afraid to make mistakes but I’ve become ashamed how I never should’ve pushed you away

i’m afraid i will waste all of the good things that come my way

(Forever running in place)
(Forever running in place)
(Forever running in place)
(Forever running in place)

Fault Lines

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Much of this EP began in a tiny attic bedroom at my dads in Ohio with almost none of my equipment. Experiencing heartbreak and mental stagnation, I experimented with a noisy, washed out, degraded sound that reflected much of what i felt then. I worked on this for far too long but found the ability to pull myself out and find forward momentum to finish then finally share this project.

Undone

[Reflections]

Expired Medicine

@midocamusic on all socials


Reaching

We speak when it’s convenient for you
The dropouts and silence like clues
Subtle warning of what’s coming to you
Your absence is present 

So, who am I to blame
Through the bloodlines and the clay
Were falling out of place again

I’m still reaching for the truth in your lies 
You calculate behind your pinpoint eyes
Im never gonna save you, I could never change you
I shutter when I take your calls
I’m still reaching for the truth in your lies 
‘cause I’m too weak to say goodbye 

I’m too weak to say goodbye

You’re leaving me speechless again
The cycles repeated to no end
The ceilings you built are sinking 
Im bracing for this house to fall in

Who am I to blame
Through the bloodlines and the clay
Were falling out of place again

I’m still reaching for the truth in your lies 
You calculate behind your pinpoint eyes
Im never gonna save you, I could never change you
I shutter when I take your calls
I’m still reaching for the truth in your lies 
‘cause I’m too weak to say goodbye 

I’m too weak to say goodbye


Midoca - Reaching

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fires in heaven

staring in your sunken eyes
watching for a sign of life 
wait until you notice I
am turning away 
still stuck in your gaze 

listen to you stretch the truth
like rubber around veins abused
your movie plays but the volumes mute 
you're starting to fade
And i'm feeling the same

I don't want to see you fall from
the fires in heaven you started   

All I want 
is to believe in you again
All I want 
is to believe in you again  

feeling this distance grow
like toxic mold in my childhood home
i'm hurting when i get too close
i want you to change 
nothings ever the same

Fall away
Through every hand that tried to catch you
I lay to waste       
Every plan I ever had to save you 

I don't want to see you fall from
the fires in heaven you started   

All I want 
is to believe in you again
All I want 
is to believe in you again  


Midoca - Fires In Heaven

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Dead language 

I drift to the edge of an endless thought
Wade in the waste of all we’ve lost
Our miscommunications and time apart
Captured in a vacuum and gone

through everything we’ve lost
I still hold the pain  
When I try to say

Do you still hear me?
Connection is weak
We’re in a dead language
In double speak
Do you still hear me?
Always questioning  
If I could tell you everything
Would you even receive it? 
Do you still hear me? 

Do you still hear me? 

Breaking it down to what makes sense
Where to put blame and consequence
I fear we’ll never get this right 
I just need to see you try 

through everything we’ve lost
I still hold the pain  
When I try to say


Midoca - Dead Language

Midoca - It Never Ends, Only Changes

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Expired Medicine:

I lie awake 
Cinder block through my chest
Current over my head

Body aches
Head buzzing like a power line
Feeling like i’m paralyzed 

I’m spinning out 
On your bedroom floor
Always picking back up right where we left off
Just to flush it down the drain again

Just to throw it all away again
Just to flush it down the drain again

I’ve held on for too long
You’re my expired medicine

You can’t be within reach
You’re my expired medicine

Won’t die in vain
or speak about the violence
In rooms with heavy silence

My mistake
You said it would be different now
But I watch the same scene play out 

I’m spinning out 
On your bedroom floor
Always picking back up right where we left off
Just to flush it down the drain again

Just to throw it all away again
Just to flush it down the drain again

I’ve held on for too long
You’re my expired medicine

You can’t be within reach
You’re my expired medicine

Midoca - Expired Medicine

forever running in place
∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞
ǝɔɐld uᴉ ƃuᴉuunɹ ɹǝʌǝɹoɟ

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