Since I was a young boy, I dreamed of making music — of sharing sound, using my voice like an instrument, and creating something that felt alive. For years, I held that dream close but untouched, wrapped in self-doubt and hesitation. I told myself I wasn’t ready. That I wasn’t enough. Yes or no? The question lingered, unanswered.

This year, life unfolded in a way I could never have imagined.
Through a heartbreak that felt like the unraveling of my world, I came face to face with myself — with the parts of me I had long silenced. And in that tender, aching space, I turned to music. Not as a plan or a pursuit, but as a practice of presence & expression. There was no more thinking, no more waiting — only raw feeling, truth, and the sound of a soul trying to heal.

This album was born there.
In silence and sadness, in gratitude and grace.
It carries the weight of lessons learned and the light of surrender and acceptance — of allowing music to flow without resistance, imperfect and real.

Woven gently into its fabric is Jade — her voice, our shared memories, and the profound connection that shaped this chapter of my journey. Though our paths now diverge, I hold a profound gratitude for the love we share and the ways it opened me to deeper truths.

This work is not perfect. It was never meant to be.
It is an honest reflection. A breath.
A sound journey for those seeking calm, presence, and the quiet beauty within.


7. deroos • soft surrender

2. deroos • woodstock

6. deroos • déy déy

5. deroos • learn to love

8. deroos • the message

4. deroos • descendants of the sun

1. deroos • ground

3. deroos • green ocean

A reflective and thoughtful song, which is also quite beautiful X

Thunderclouds (Piano)

What if the symptoms you’re treating, like fatigue, anxiety, or chronic pain, aren’t the real problem, but signals pointing to something deeper? Tune in for a transformative conversation with Dr. Monica Vermani on her book A Deeper Wellness: Conquering Stress, Mood, Anxiety and Traumas. 
 
Moments with Marianne airs in the Southern California area on KMET1490AM & 98.1 FM, an ABC Talk News Radio Affiliate!  https://www.kmet1490am.com

One of Canada’s highest-rated clinical psychologists, Dr. Monica Vermani provides a multi-faceted treatment approach in treating adolescents and adults suffering from trauma/abuse, mood, anxiety, substance addictions, and other related conditions and disorders, as well as family and couples therapy. Dr. Vermani’s latest book, A Deeper Wellness: Conquering Stress, Mood, Anxiety and Traumas, and its companion online A Deeper Wellness Life Lessons mental health program provide the tools to create a deep, authentic sense of wellness and wellbeing.  https://www.drmonicavermani.com

Order A Deeper Wellness on Amazon: https://a.co/d/8oG3HAH 

For more show information visit: https://www.mariannepestana.com

A Deeper Wellness with Dr. Monica Vermani

What if the depth of connection you’re seeking isn’t found in doing more, but in learning how to be fully present with another person? This conversation with Jonathan Clark & Sara “Sigh” Goldsmith explores the art of presence, the power of authentic connection, and how simple shifts in attention can transform the way we relate, to ourselves, to others, and to the world around us. Tune in for a transformative conversation with Jonathan Clark & Sara “Sigh” Goldman on their top rated podcast The Container.   

Moments with Marianne airs in the Southern California area on KMET1490AM & 98.1 FM, an ABC Talk News Radio Affiliate!  https://www.kmet1490am.com

Jonathan Clark is a writer, facilitator, and podcast host living in the Blue Ridge Mountains. His work spans both the relational and occult arts, working to bring a trembling love of God and other into a living practice.

Sara “Sigh” Goldsmith is a podcast host who draws on her background as a mindfulness facilitator, circling guide, and educator to bring a warm, grounded presence to conversations. She’s passionate about creating spaces where people feel truly seen and heard, and The Container is an extension of that vision. www.thecontainerpod.com

For more show information visit: https://www.mariannepestana.com

The Container with Jonathan Clark & Sara "Sigh" Goldsmith

Taking A Moment

IF YOU A REAL THIUG YOU WILL NEVER RUN
MY BROTHER NEVER LEFT MY SIDE SINCE BIRTH.

RUN AWAY - KEYNADDY2K + YUNGSHYNE

pajama parties no uta - lil72398478392759872198759832656783264326983764832 remix

Joe Morris Returns with New Album 'Some Kind of Paradise'
A Lush Journey Through Modern Balearic, Downtempo, and 90s-Inspired Electronica. We are delighted to premiere the album's title track.

Building on his reputation for crafting evocative, sun-drenched soundscapes, Joe Morris continues to refine his modern Balearic style while expanding his sonic palette. Some Kind of Paradise draws deep inspiration from 90s trip hop, downtempo, and electronica, weaving in layered melodies, textured guitar work, and, for the first time, vocals from Morris himself. With its blend of hypnotic rhythms, rich instrumentation, and introspective atmospheres, Some Kind of Paradise invites listeners to lose themselves in a vivid, genre-blurring musical journey.

Release Date : July 8th, 2025
Bandcamp: https://shadesofsoundmusic.bandcamp.com/album/some-kind-of-paradise

PREMIERE: Joe Morris - Some Kind Of Paradise [Shades Of Sound Recordings]

Submission mix for Darude :) 

Live Today. Love Tomorrow. Unite Forever.

Darude Opening Demo

TELEPATHIE x 300Flow

TELEPATHIE x DRiXX

TELEPATHIE x MACO

i am Music

stream my song on sound cloud

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I am inspired by many genres of music, my music project deroos is a display of my wide range of musical taste that you can hear in my sets. Growing up, my first experience was created on Ibiza in the early 2000’s, I became inspired by music of all kinds and many Dj’s we still hear today, DJ-ing has been a passion, a way of expression ever since.

My goal with my sets is to create synergy between the audience, myself and the environment, with the most important intention being for us to have a great, joyful time with dancing & connectivity!

Currently I am the Music Director for our New York City home @thegospelnyc, where we continue the adventure to cultivate and raise awareness to our industry and global impact

In a single moment your life can change!  “Moments with Marianne” is a transformative hour that covers an endless array of topics with the ‘best of the best.’ Her guest are leaders in their fields, ranging from inspirational authors, top industry leaders, business and spiritual entrepreneurs.  Each guest is gifted, and a true visionary!  A recognized leader in her own work, and while teaching others to develop, refocus, and grow; Marianne will bring the best guest, and sometimes a special surprise.  Don’t miss this – you never know just which ‘moment’ will change your life forever.

Bookings ~ Track Premieres ~ All Other Enquiries
lookbusycollective@gmail.com

Catch us broadcasting every Saturday on Manchester's underground station Disc Break Radio.

Radio www.discbreak.live/

You can also find us playing across the UK in various Clubs, Bars and Festivals as well as on podcasts or radio shows such as RhythmCast, Berlin Boombox, House Salad and Making Waves Underground.

Our Club Nights and Festival appearances have supported and booked DJs that include Dam Swindle, DJ Sneak, Dusky, Paul Woolford, George Fitzgerald, DJ Haus, Brawther, Robert Owens, Mella Dee, Slam, Horse Meat Disco, MK, Booka Shade, Chaos in the CBD, Darius Syrossian, Green Velvet, Purple Disco Machine, Basement Jaxx, John Digweed, James Zabeila, Palms Trax, Jamie Trench, Oli Furness and Ejeca.

This project is our creative platform to celebrate and share our collective love for House, Funk, Soul, Disco and any oddity or curve ball we come across in-between.

I write and record songs in different genres.  

I have already had my songs played on BBC Radio 1 and 2 and loads of plays on BBC Introducing.

My aim is to have my songs published by reputable companies and have them performed by successful artists Worldwide.

Hey everyone! I’m a DJ and Music Producer living in New Mexico. Remember to always be present in the moment, and let the beat guide you ❤️

New tracks tagged #mindful