down2 self-dissonancy
prod @dancinginrainfall w/ extra frm me

@searingthrume
ima carve my own way out
dont evn try2 doubt me, it wont work, no.
sinkin in this room, i feel like im on death row
sick of feelin like this, yea, ima choke.
fuck tha world, hate it all, tryna find a moat
all in tha distance now, like what happened??
feel so detached from like errything its maddening
[french]femme belle, why do this to me??
yur jus what i need
dont tell me that yur wary of me now???
im tired of breaking down.. :/
yea i feel so worthless as im spillin my guts
i aint fuckin wit it, no. im not fuckin wit it.
its fuckin wit my motions, ruin nervous system
realization set in.. so done, so done...

@sinefelt
everything's breaking apart
u been all up on my buttons
like ur tryna whip a damn push 2start
u been playin w my heart
can't tell if u mean harm
either way u cld keep ur mouth shut
bitch shut the fuck up
don't play that card
can't tell what i shouldn't be taking
u know that shit 2 n use it
i shoulda known tho, that's my fault
u waved plenty flags ur putrid

i know i'm not the only one
discounted me, we're done
i just wanna sit down
roll up quick
n nvr go see the sun

damn
i think that i might b losing it
i wonder if u felt the same
if u did i couldn't imagine it
u wouldn't be playing these games

at least i don't think so
can't let me miss your ringtone
if i do it's game over
if i do then u won
bitch pls shut the fuck up
stop lying u don't worry bout me tons

always spills out「+sinefelt nd miseryprism」

2 much carbon bionic goddamn whip
bitch i doubt i will i feel again
got 2 geeked up bitch ill never feel again
every week is the goddamn same
not even finna trip
in that shit like cateleya
nightingale my face 
shoutout my bro veja
u a  corporate not no major
this bitch im in love with damn anesthesia
so enamored with the rain
bring me to fantasia
never gave a shit
walk up in this bitch geek tf up
got this k on me, im talking 3 Oxo PCE
bring me to goddamn fantasia

flying in this bitch going mach speeds into the unknown
rolling hard as fuck bitch im fully off my dome
eat this this .76 we dont see eye 2 eye
no no u cant follow where my go
i cant understand what u saying
i cant even see u
i just wanna see u
hollowpoint bullets make his ass see through
fly innat bitch in that fucking rain
dipyanone in my goddamn system
too much drugs i need 
too much in my lungs
never coming down no no

fantasia | galliano | dipyanone  ( miseryprism )

old bullshit frm my alt .
prod @inveja nd @dancinginrainfall
:
yea theres vomit all on my floor
i know how it goes, seen this b4
been too detached, nausea, on tha floor
yea i hate the way my head work, i need more
is she gettn what im saying? i been speakin thru the art
hate that we so far apart, plz jus lemme in yur heartttt
do yu evn get what i been tryn say?
hope yu ain't think i been weird but that yu aint say
dont evn think we gotta say it, know im insane
its that a.v.e.x.a. 1:1, fuckd in the brain
swear1 episode a day, but i want change
i been dancin in the rain cuz it wont fade
i know how yu like the rain, hope yu dont fade
i like what yu been doin2 my brain
been so oxidized, reverse the bleedin
look into my eyes, yeh i need it
lemme know yu feel it, like im feelin it
fore i met yu, swear i ain't feel shit
swear i ain't feel shit
yea i ain't feel shit but now i do.

raindance | oxidize 🜞「+inveja nd miseryprism」

but alas, ion got a choice .
production by @dancinginrainfall
:
all these thoughts been surgin thru my head
ion like it, it feel like fireeee
don't wanna be me, yu'd get so sick nd tireddd
like don't even try.. don't evn try it .
fuck lookn up to me, ion wanna be yur sire
not yur role model, fuck yur feelins on the wired
losin my shit, neurons like a livewire
so longgg, so doneee, so goneee
it's not working... (3x)
i don't wanna be me.. ion wANNA BE ME .
WOULDN'T WANNA BE ME .
FUCK IT ALL, I HATE ME .

⁵³ȶɨʟ ɨ ɖɨɛ.. 🝇「+miseryprism」

@ihatejugo  +  a little from me
@avexacortexa 1:1 llike no other

so geeked i cant function
bitch dont ask me nothing
i cannot finish something
up that qbz he running
up that qbz where you wrong
762 leave him stump
no no no no no
goddamn
stab this bitch dont care bout nothing
i could hear his heartbeat jumping
up n his house we breaking in n running
regardless how many men
sicario walk in like im cataleya
walk in, netrun
i cant feel a damn thing
primidone in my fucking body in my bloodstream
i cant feel my self
tell that bitch i need u, more than o-dsmt
tell her take rip off her jeans
iv up that O-PCE
10 lines of amphetamine
high off ephenidine
goddamn bitch you cannot
get up on my level
300 black out take his knees
take ur nails and make make me bleed

i look right back, ion give no mind
kill yourself boy u needa die
jiggas got me out my mind
he talking shit i cannot mind
wake up walk like Frankenstein
need more drugs to metabolize

never felt anything, nothing
girl i cant pick a substance with u
got me stunting, im higher n higher
never found meaning, nothing
tell that boy, yeah i got u something
with a bad white bitch she give her mind
she want more i dont got time
out my face talking dont waste my goddamn time
burn him when he see the heavy carbon in my ride
i dont even pickup my damn line ion even
talk that way i fuck him up
up that rifle if i must
1:1 like no other
dont know who to trust, got my brothers
im so geeked up i cant fathom
its so perfect, while your over
F-17475 in my goddamn mind
so many pills up in my body i feel like no other
my only fear is being sober
bad ass bitch come over
i walk like korshunova or pivarova
fingers deep up in that bitch
told her leave her friends right over
sniffing percs while that bitch over
dont sip codeine that shit weak as fuck

nail me to the fucking ground
pop 10 percocets im not even stumbling
i cant feel a fucking thing
i wanted u to drop that lie, u were everything
need to be heavily tranquilized,  just dont rescue me
dont care im not even shy, i cant ever breath
im not waking up if i dont got no more drugs to eat
girl you know i can even tell, that u follow me
lately i dont even give a fuck, cant tell what i think
i feel dead alive cause i made u leave

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