Magical Musings

Muses and muses and muses. How very curious.

1 X Tall Tamagotchis

Oh no not again.

Guitar: CJ. 
Cover: Reese and I. 

Thank God for friends and lovers. And everyone else.

I Broke My Own Heart (Again)

#musing over you
Youtube video = https://youtu.be/qTTKJLMlpMs
Lyrics
You said you'd cut me 
after I cried I was drowning
just so you could pull you out 
of your misery
then you save me 
when I said was failing
so you could hail me nothing but 
an in-between
you then stood down 
your empty heart echoes
while holding back all 
your best dogs of war
you whispered three words
I love you
then shouted I never really 
said them before

Said them before 
but never felt them before
heard them before 
but never felt them before
she said 
I’ve felt before
but never felt this before
yeah I’ve said those three words 
but never felt love before

Well I can fall in love with you
if you
if you want me to
I’ll fall in love with you
but you 
you gotta love me too
you’ve gotta love me too
you’ve gotta love me true
Fall in
I’m falling
you look at me and you know 
I’m gonna fall in
I’m falling
I’ve fallen
you looked at me 
and you know I’ve already fallen
Cos I’m falling in muse 
with you
hope I
hope I amuse you too
hope I amuse you too
do I amuse you too?

and then you swore that I'd pay 
all the full price
to not just hang around 
and get the dream one free
so am I ready now 
for your fiction addiction
from déjà vu real you know 
you’ll never get clean
to lost memories 
we know we won’t remember
for all the words we’ll try say 
when we get old
why click forget 
on the things we once loved
when all our scars receipts are truly 
earned and sold
we're earned and sold 
bought the lies we were told
now just like you 
doing nothing but get old
Now I’ve fallen in love 
with you 
and I
I knew you wanted me to
show me you love me too
hope we can see this love through
Fall in
I’ve fallen
you looked at me and you know 
I've already fallen
Cos I’m falling in muse with you
hope I
hope I amuse you too
I’m falling in muse with you
hope I
hope I amuse you too
hope I amuse you too
hope I amuse you too
Cos I’m falling in muse with you
I’ll stop believing
That you’re deceiving
Now I’ve fallen in muse with you
I’ll shred our past
To make us last
now I’ve fallen in muse with you
I’ll never leave you
Always believe you
believe you
believe you
cos I’m falling in love
fallen in love
fallen in love

Musing over you (monkey mix)

Translated to English by Richard Gabela on April 17, 2024, from the original work “Guayaquil de mis amores” by Lauro Dávila Echeverría (1885-1968) of Pasaje, El Oro, Ecuador. I have translated the title of the lyrics as “Guayaquil of My Loves.”

Guayaquil of My Loves
You are a pearl that emerged
from the mightiest, most hidden sea,
and yet, to the whisper of its lullaby,
you transformed into a blooming garden;
formed with sovereign endeavors,
our God fashioned a paradise
from your beauties, Guayaquil;
Guayaquil of my dreams.

warm breath

a fine allowance of old cleanings might have been a last of affars

THE CLEANING OF DENTAL SAFTEY is.

Lyrics:

What kind of time is this?
It’s midnight, and thoughts swirl around me like dandelion seeds caught in the wind. 

What kind of crazy world is this, in which billions of people have already asked themselves what kind of crazy world this is?

Everything seems on the brink of collapse, everything spiraling downward, politics is becoming more right-wing, species fading from existence, the land is turning into desert or being swallowed by the sea, and people can’t stop seeing each other as mutual projections, which is why they endlessly start wars with each other.

And yet, just a week ago it was announced that the first topographical quantum processor was made by an American company.

A milestone in human history, showcasing our newfound ability to arrange atoms with precision, crafting materials that never before existed by hand... 
we can now 3D-print matter on a quantum level... 

The dawn of the quantum age is upon us, and the next generation of computers boasts more power than all the current machines on Earth combined.
What this means for artificial intelligence is clear... 
we are creating the god that we have externalized and split off from ourselves – that which we declared was beyond our grasp... 
a new perfect form of life.
What a crazy world.

We will outsource all our problem-solving to this new entity... just like we humans have always attributed all responsibility to God since ancient times. 

This thought has always relieved us and has long been our refuge... delegating responsibility... 
and when we came to realize that we alone are responsible for our actions, we created something upon which we could offload that burden, so we could once again focus on our own self-destruction, free from the weight of consequence.

... What a crazy world.
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credits:
produced and written by cyvision

Midnight Thought Swirling

Disco Daze - Musing

Pulsing and hypnotic synth elements interweaving to create a driving and moving piece that is ideal for moody and emotional promotions and film. Deep and beautiful synth sounds that create an evocative feel

chill forge

Infinity as a circular concept put to music...

Infinity...

Offday

Six musings or songs on photography, inspired by images of my great-grandfather. This is the second one about Still-life. * Dutch spoken.  ( In collaboration with Katharina Smets, Frederik De Clercq and Wederik de Backer)

SONGS FOR HECTOR  2

Six musings or songs on photography, inspired by images of my great-grandfather. This is the third, a song for Hector. * Dutch spoken.  ( In collaboration with Katharina Smets, Frederik De Clercq and Wederik de Backer)

SONGS FOR HECTOR  3

Six musings or songs on photography, inspired by images of my great-grandfather. This is the fourth one about the afterimage. * Dutch spoken.  ( In collaboration with Katharina Smets, Frederik De Clercq and Wederik de Backer)

SHOOTMEABIRD SONGSFORHECTOR 4

Six musings or songs on photography, inspired by images of my great-grandfather. This is the first fifth one about the collecting. * Dutch spoken.  ( In collaboration with Katharina Smets, Frederik De Clercq and Wederik de Backer)

SONGS FOR HECTOR 5

A song about freewill and determinism. Do we direct our own lives, or are our paths chosen for us?

A rosary of broken beads (demo)

Andrew speaks himself in and out of existence.

One man, one Dictaphone. UNtangling it all. ONE RAMBLE AT A TIME.

WHAT YOU SEE AND HEAR IS ALL I GOT. 

BRB (working on a new GAME THEORY)

Put simply, this is a podcast for plain talking and vivid rambling and musing. 

Genre: vaudeville-rambler

quotes

'any time spent not thinking wild thoughts or speaking wild words are times spent cruising'

'take it easy unless you're wildly flailing into the I'

'the endless abyss is within. grab a Dictaphone and jump on in.'

'I can't know what I think until I hear what i say. Can you?'


#UNIVERSALFIRSTAMENDMENTPRODUCTION

*The world needs a new voice, platform and way of discussing things. This is that.

What is an Imago?
The term "imago" comes from the Latin word for "image". In Imago Relationship Therapy, it's understood as an unconscious, idealized concept of love that an individual develops during childhood, often based on their experiences with their parents or other significant caregivers. 

Development of the Imago:
These early interactions shape a child's understanding of what love and relationships are like, and they develop specific behaviors or "survival patterns" to obtain love and feel safe. 

Imago and Relationships:
As adults, individuals unconsciously seek out partners who embody their imago, hoping to recreate the experiences and dynamics of their childhood relationships.

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Known for emotionally charged yet energetic sets, Tzusi’s selections explore deep DnB while mixing in classic throwbacks and playful fun, usually with a wobbly surprise here and there.

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