all decayed again @pw4prez + @tuaaandx , love yall
**nxt song will have mv**

@zixdown

tell me when is it
going to end,
u could wake me up by then
cause i don’t like this stress >.
i cnt take another day like this..
cn’t trust no1, no one’s my friend
they jst all pretend
no one’s there to check on me
would you check on me? <3
spent a check on me
will u talk to me when i feel lonely
yk u can count on me..
yk u can call on me,,<3

i can’t take it i feel empty,
since u left me, hate my self more
why’d u change me
they tell me that i got problems,
yeah i know, think that i’m the problem
i always end up alone //:

im the problem,
do i make u feel bad?
i’m ur main problem
do i make u feel sad?
i said im sorry
it gets hard 4 me to cope :(
i know i’m lost
but i’ll find my way home
oh,, i’m so alone /:

bridge

i keep talkn abt my problems
like if this will evr solve it
i bet ur already fed up,,
got my blade in my pocket 

got me fed up
got u fed up
i jst wanna b the reason
why u get up </3
u can trick me
like a setup,,
idk how much longer
till i give up..

it gets hard, after dark :(
i keep falling apart u_u
wrote ur name
on my scars :,(
on my arm
can’t go on, ur always in my way

falling down… (live another day)
i feel proud (always in my way)
ending now (i think you should stay)
won’t come back around,,
leave it how it is.

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im the problem [sochi + tuaaandx]

all @decayedd <3 @pw4prez & @tuaaandx thank u

@zixdown

girl u keep me goin,
evn on my last try
dnt kno where i’m goin,
it feels like my last ride
walkin n it’s snowing
i can’t feel my eyes cry (ㄒoㄒ)
i got 1 try
for the last time..

i tried to fix myself up ://
i swear i do it 4u <3
& evry time i give up,,
ur telling me not to 
im goin down pick me up
if i die ima haunt u
these problems makin it tough..
& i just feel i just feel so awful ><

i got matters in my hands…
i wish u would understand 
i tld u what i can !!
i swear we can go thru this,,
u just hold my hand <3
i can feel the bliss 🌬️ 
i can feel u kiss on my end </3 [neck]

help, all i evr wanted was ur help /:
hell, i swear u were draggin me thru hell //
well, ig that i fkn played myself 
(huh) always leave me all up by myself…

by myself who i got? i got no1 left at all
by myself ohmygod i feel like im fallin off
go ahead call it off, i wont make it anymore,,
tonights the night tht i been waiting for...

im wasted, im fried, ill try not to lie
im watchin u cry, not ur fault, its all mine
im wasted of 9 *** ex hit my line
im out of town, these drugs losing my mind...


hook

i knew this would come 2 an end
tried 2tell myself it wouldnt but i cnt pretend!
if i had a choice i would do it all again
i feel so alone n i’m losing all my friends
told u they would test meee
now they always wanna txt meee
haven’t been myself lately
if i lost myself, would you hate me?

fix myself up 4u [prod. sochi + tuaaandx]

@pw4prez + @makemeapromise 🍂🍂

@zixdown

i feel myself im goin downhill
all cus u left me on my own
my whole lifes jst been goin downhill
smiling,, ur text us in my phoneee
tell me u h8 me, tell me whts the matter?
i cnt feel my heart,, my hearts always shattered
scars all onmy arm, why dnt u ask me "whats the matter?"
ill tel u wrong but i might get sadder

i keep tryin all i can, im an **** thts wut u said that i am..
feel invisible when im reachin out my hand,,
anything 4you, im ur biggest fan

go ahead take it out on me, take it outttt
im tryna take u out, ur mad at me
u scream n shout,, askin me what is wrong w/ me
its nothing new, i wish u knew.. i do it all for you

(go ahead take it out on me, take it out,
why r u alwaays mad at me? scream n shout
idk wht is wrong w me,, or whts it abt
all eyes on me, i cnt go out)

i got these scars they're all my arm ykk it!!
ur on my mind,, im walkin in snow, its snowin
& i thought i was the one i thought i was chosen
now im all up on my own now my heart is frzzen,,
n everytime tht i see you, you're shining, golden <33
u might catch me in ICU, you'l still think im jkin..
n im not tryna be tht guy cus my heart is frozen 
n i done told u many times,, im over it...

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