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freak out

December

This is the kind of pain I wouldn't wish to feel. I feel like I'm reminiscing a person that doesn't even exist. | 09-06-2023

wish you were here (cover)

Acoustic session with Dan on guitars. 🎸

09-03-2022

"Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me."

december (cover)

GHOSTED

Acoustic Guitar&Whiney Vocals for self deprecation

Caffeine&Nicotine

Parents Are Just Kids Who Grew Up

Disguise

gold steps - neck deep

prod. GAXILLIC

Decided to remake this song since I'm getting into rock all of a sudden, and I honestly think the 2024 version was kinda bad so yeah

-Lyrics-

Chorus:

Since you left
It’s been putting me on all this stress
I’m such a mess, I’ve been here
tried to pick up my pieces
Every time I would say you were mine
Back then
Terrified; how you wasted my time
Again

Verse 1:

Eighteen truths, many lies
Seeing guys like you’re for rent
If you just try to say goodbye 
Maybe this won’t be the end
I sacrificed how you’d make it in life 
But you don’t try
And you sit there and cry all day

Pre-chorus:

Kept falling
Drank until the sorrows go away
And I would just,
Drive until there’s no more light today
I cared so much about you
What could I do? 
I can’t get over it and make a breakthrough!

Chorus:

Since you left
It’s been putting me on all this stress
I’m such a mess, I’ve been here
tried to pick up my pieces
Every time I would say you were mine
Back then
Terrified; how you wasted my time
Again

Verse 2:

Whatcha want?
Can you not?
Stay out cause you broke my heart
And
What you need were my keys
But all you did was always use me
Can you feel your greed? Yeah
Can you let me free? Yeah
Why must I suffer? Yeah
Toxic like you’re no other

Pre-chorus:

Kept falling
Drank until the sorrows go away
And I would just,
Drive until there’s no more light today
I cared so much about you
What could I do? 
I can’t get over it and make a breakthrough!

Chorus:

Since you left
It’s been putting me on all this stress
I’m such a mess, I’ve been here
tried to pick up my pieces
Every time I would say you were mine
Back then
Terrified; how you wasted my time
Again

Since you left

CHORUS 
" because it cant get more obvious to you 
more obvious to you "

VERSE 

Sinking into my seat breathing slow 
somewhere unknown

What you ask of me i've ask myself so many times 

But not over the phone when i'm alone 

Don't be my crutch kuz i have enough 

Who you used to know is dead and gone


PRE VERSE

Kuz i've been breaking records for myself 

and thats all i want 

i will climb this mountain with or without your help 

VERSE

Yeah i told you that i don't need nobody else 
but solidarity is a glacier that never melts 

so what else? Rationalizing grief with the belief of preserving self 

and you will push and pull until there is no one left  
 
 






Dead Wrong

Here's my cover of December by Neck Deep. also belated 10 year anniversary of LNOTGY. I also referenced "That Beautiful Disgusting Tone" bit in the octave. Aight Cool

Neck Deep - December (cover)

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Four-piece pop punk / alt rock band based out of Denver, CO.

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*All songs are written and produced by Ghastly Shimmer*

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