This song was written for a very close friend of mine. 

One day, he called me in tears saying that he needed to hear the voice of a loved one because he was going through a really rough season when it came to his depression. I felt God put it on my heart to write a song for him right after our phone call. This is that song. 

I hope it can uplift you in a time where you are ever feeling down/anxious/depressed.. There are people out there who love you and want you here<3


LYRICS:

PRECHORUS:
Try to fix my lens
Make me whole again
If not now, then when
Will I be
In that place
‘Cause right now I’m not okay

CHORUS:
Just one of those days
I keep my face down
Help is on the way
Sometimes I hate how
I just need a break
Mind in a cage wow
With you I can face now
Prisons turn to playgrounds

VERSE:
You don’t know what I’ve just been through Don’t try to relate you have no clue
I made time that I set aside for you
I don’t thank you for half the things you do
I feel lost will you come and find me?
Feel weak but my soul is fighting
‘Cause man I just feel so weighed down
Pick me up ‘cause I’m on my way down

CHORUS:
Just one of those days
I keep my face down
Help is on the way
Sometimes I hate how
I just need a break
Mind in a cage wow
With you I can face now
Prisons turn to playgrounds

Try to fix my lens
Make me whole again
If not now, then when
Will I be
In that place
‘Cause right now I’m not okay

prisons to playgrounds

Produced by nick devitt
Guitars and additional production: David Kerckhoff
Mixed + Mastered by nick devitt

BOTH WAYS

produced by nick devitt
written by nick devitt
additional production + guitars by David Kerckhoff
mixed + mastered by nick devitt
single art by nick devitt

SUGARCOATED

written by nick devitt
produced by nick devitt
mixed + mastered by nick devitt
additional production/ guitar by David Kerckhoff

I WANTED U

produced by nick devitt 
mixed + mastered by nick devitt
additional gtr/ gtr production by David Kerckhoff

:)

LOST

Produced by nick devitt
mixed by nick devitt
mastered by Nate Miles

NIGHTMARE

Produced x nick devitt
Mixed x nick devitt
Mastered by veggi

artwork x zamora vacek

GRIN$(feat. Thomas Burgundy)

hug your loved ones tight.

Prod. X nick devitt
Mixed: nick devitt
Mastered: Nate Miles
Piano by Elijah Munck

LYRICS:

CHORUS:

I’ve been thinking ‘bout you
For way too much time 
Way too much time 

Don’t wanna be without you
I guess I’m doing alright 
I guess I’m doin alright 
Alright

VERSE 1:

On my feet now
As of late up 
I wanna see you there when I wake up
Talk about the things we afraid of 
Those  my favorite times when we’d stay up
Now we be spending our whole day up
In the place you be living in LA up
Hey now
It’s still been great tho

Ya freakin
On the weekend 
Take the things you say and let it sink in
A lot of sowing not a lot of reaping 
Emotions have been going off the deep end 

Ya
Wanna make you proud
The voices in my head getting loud
I promise you that we’ll make it out 
But for now let’s stay looking at the clouds

(CHORUS)

VERSE 2:

I guess God wanted us in this season
But I just don’t know the reason
Distance real far from pleasing
So I take the moment and seize it
We’ve been 
Through Thin 
This the happiest I’ve been
My heart needs to mend 
Can’t get you out my head 
Ya

Oh my 
God I
Wish that I could take a trip to 
FIJI
Maybe 
with you but right our future hazy
OK
Wake up grip some OJ
Stopped caring what the foes say
Loving you my forte
Let’s talk about the elephant 
Or maybe that’s irrelevant 
I just feel like lately
Satan test me for the hell of it
How slowly time move 
I’m wishing your location was mine too

FOGGY

"mary jane & lucy" is a song that was inspired by the original release 'mary jane' by Tayja. I decided to do my own take on it because i was inspired and saw a vision for the song that was way different than what was originally released. This song is about the struggles of choosing weed over my relationships, responsibilities, and God. 


LYRICS:

I’ll say it again I
Won’t break but I’ll bend I
Feel like a landslide
The way I got my hands tied
I’d be myself
But I just wanted you to be my friend

My head in the clouds
I try to figure me out
Said you would help me out but you just go away
Don’t go away

(Chorus)
Made me feel just more alone again I
Know that you won’t condemn my
Actions when I see through older lens
I want you to be the one I cling to

(Repeat chorus)

(Taylor verse)
So then i’ll go up state
fly away
i’m tired of these games
just say my name and i’ll come with no shame
running back in those arms
I miss the way you talk
the way you walk
how you knew just how to figure me out
but now, all this is done
you chose mary jane over me

(Chorus)
Made me feel just more alone again I
Know that you won’t condemn my
Actions when I see through older lens
I want you to be the one I cling to

(nick verse)
Will I fade away
Will I fade away
Tell me if this is
If this is my end

You don’t get what I’m trying to say to you
Said that you could quit whenever you wanted to

The way I feel today
I feel the same always
Follow your will today
Didn’t mean to make you wait

Don’t Go down
(Don’t let me go back down)
Don’t slow down
(Don’t let me slow back down)

(Prechorus)
I’ll say it again I
Won’t break but I’ll bend I
Feel like a landslide
The way I got my hands tied
I’d be myself
But I just wanted you to be my friend

My head in the clouds
I try to figure me out
Said you would help me out but you just go away
Don’t go away

(Chorus)
Made me feel just more alone again I
Know that you won’t condemn my
Actions when I see through older lens
I want you to be the one I cling to

(outro)
Oh no, i’m stuck in rain
Oh I, I’m stuck
Let me know if you're messing with it! share with it with your friends 

love you all,
Nick

mary jane & lucy

mary jane & lucy (feat. Tayja)

Produced by nick devitt
Mixed by nick devitt
Mastered by Veggi

LYRICS

VERSE 1:
I wake  up
A new man
They stay tucked 
Like loose pants  
Then stay up 
But who can 
Fill me up 
Like you can 
Skate through life 
Im Subban
When poop hit
Look who ran 
'Member I 
Would get high 
Like them birds 
Like toucans 
I’m on my 
Way up 
I’m too high 
Like to land 
Man I 
Stay up 
Stay hungry 
Like Duran
Poppa told me grind as hard as you can 
One of the things that turn a boy into man
Knowing what is true and.. 
I’m Headed to the new block 
Until I turn into chalk
Missing all my homies on the west by Tupac 
Now Im living way too far to walk
Bumpin Lauryns 'doo wop'
With me my entire whole crew rock
They told Me I can’t 
Run up the bands 
Making these raps 
Uh
Too many plans 
Wishing I can
Know in advance 
Uh
If you want my two sense 
You can take it for the ransom
Man I miss my chica and she thinking that I’m handsome 

CHORUS: 
It’s not enough 
To say that you walk 
tell me you’re real 
But don’t back it up 
Making my plans 
way in advance 
But where is your trust
People on my block 
Analyze my walk 
I just show 'em love 
Try to focus on above 
How did it
Get. Like. This?
How did it
Get. Like. This?
I’m up on the fence 
Like this 
Lost some of my friends 
Like this 
Come to my ends
Like this 
I’m up on the fence 
Like this 
Ya How did it
Get. Like. This? Get like this

VERSE 2:
Homie I don’t know where’s your back bone 
Lost yourself 
Like that Eminem rap song 
Man I didn’t really think it’d take that long 
Lord please forgive me for the things I wanna act on
I remember living like prodigal came back home
'Til I realized that it felt like something really sat wrong 
Abba 
Block them rocks 
Ibaka
Devil follow me like stalker
Tryna do better
Help me when the devil never let up 
Mom and poppa told me never settle
Homie I’m not from the mud I’m from the metal
Call em out just like the pot calling the kettle 
Now they fallin' off like they petals ya
Some men will be boys 'til their grave 
All of the fake are gon' fade
Groupies don’t get paid
They switch up like blades 
They twisted like braids 
The sun beamin' on me 
I cast out the shade

(CHORUS)

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