panicking, i cant breathe, feels like somethings wrong with me

in this moment a memory
thats buried deep, will soon unfold
caught in this moment, break you down unfold
a world at large, i feel so small

while back in time, a tortured child
who no one knows, what went down
lost her mind, watch inside
a child is cursed, to skitzo at birth

and when its said and done
no one knows when their time has come
and when its dead and gone
cauterizing all those mortal cries that he cannot control

panicking, everything is at the seams and at the brink
swear to god its not for me, world is set up as a scheme
panicking, i cant breathe, feels like somethings wrong with me
i dont really like to speak, killing something so unique

all grown up, but not at will
this world has shaped me, to something so ill
he feels so stuck, artificial friends
he feels so trapped inside his own head
he feels so stuck, he feels alive
then he feels something that kills all the time, a lie

this is not a song but the threat of a manchild
threat of a manchild, who hates that theres work
i wont get along with a world that is wrong
take it out and withdrawal, you are so miserable

on that day his closest friends weren't there for him and left him dead
while suffering in limerance, you cannot find a way to make sense
panicking, everything is at the seams and at the brink
swear to god its not for me, world is set up as a scheme
panicking, i cant breathe, feels like somethings wrong with me

tortured child (peril)

the first time i did acid i cried for hours alone while making this

acid (greyrock, akkiru1, fornet)

theres nothing left to use x3

you wonder why it never feels unnatural
now you wonder why i always feel so horrible
and you wonder why its always so disaster full
i will not be vulnerable, i will not be vulnerable

im just like you in the way i cant control it
never gonna come around, always gonna let me down
everytime i needed you but you ended up locked up
everytime i needed you but you already lost your mind
lie, lie, say that this is natural
youre a cannibal everythings so natural
always gonna let me down, always gonna let me down
i dont really wanna keep going its disasterful

now theres nothing left to use x2
but you just keep me so awake

wonder if you meant the things you said at all x2
dont ever lie to me again x2
no matter what i cant ever seem to end all the sadness
at it, always so dramatic
paranormal activities of an addict
i dont really care its in my bloodline i cant have it

every single time in the night you are walking out
i see you but i do not- do not make a sound
i swear its always around, i swear its always around
why do you do this to us?
im just like you in the way i cant control it
im just like you, mistakes im not owning
god i responded, let me go but slowly
breaking me down again

everytime i needed you but you ended up locked up
everytime i needed you but you ended up locked up
i feel like no son, im so worthless
i guess that we deserve it
everytime i needed you but you already lost your mind
everytime i called you but it ends the same way everytime
i just wanna hug, i just wanna go home
i just wanna hug, i dont wanna grow old

everytime i needed you but you ended up locked up
im so worthless i am no son
everytime i needed you but you already lost your mind
everytime i needed you but you already lost your mind

ctrl it (seerkle)

dddrugzzz @acidatonic

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

OldDVD_KikorikiBootleg2011

griseus

Aquilus - Nihil

when u see his face i hope u think of us x4

(kill yourself)
hope ur ready, what im doing to u
(take ur soul)
everytime ur coming back x2

u wont get her back ever
caught under my spell got her brainwashed like im griffith
oh it must suck to be alone, it must suck to be alone

havoc never, break down in december
no caller id, theres a new man to behead her
stockholm syndrome, sometimes you will miss it
burn down the bridges and beheading of the mistress

falling back to bad habits tonight
i got no cause and a reason to die
body in the back of my truck its a murder
falling back to cure your habits tonight

she will die
it feels better when ur dismembered
she will die
chop off her tits her lips are severed

dont come back here, there is nothing
on my feet im running thinking that they caught me x2

everytime im with u kill ur god, there is nothing
god, there is nothing, god, there is nothing (hide the body, body)
howd it get disgusting? howd it get disgusting
u wont get her back ever, im so disgusting
i already planned all this out, ill go missing
then theyll go kill me, then theyll go kill me
there no point of loving, theres no point of loving
out my face i get to shoving, i cant ever feel at all

the outcome of nihilism (fiftyzeros)

HATE exclusive premiere.
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There’s a certain kind of techno that doesn’t ask for attention… it takes hold and locks you in. Not with brute force, but with precision. No theatrics, no excess. Just pure pressure.

Deus Error is exactly that. Five cuts engineered for the kind of dancefloor where time dissolves and the only thing left is motion. Stripped to the bone. Pulsing with life. Every element serves a purpose: sine waves flicker like emergency lights, the groove is rigid but breathing, and somewhere deep beneath it all, there’s a sense of something breaking through.

Artist: Nihil 
Title: Deus Error EP 
Label: Grab The Groove
Catalogue: GTGSOLO005
Format: Digital
Genre: Electronic
Style: #Techno 
Release date: September 5, 2025

Creative Direction: Morgenstern | Rod_A | Demp
Animation: Bureau Bizarre
Mastering: Mython

Tracklist:
1.	Checking Pulse
2.	Deus Error
3.	Do Birds Really Sing In The Morning
4.	Tenebris
5.	Weird

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This release is about timeless functionality. Control. Release. That moment at 6:42 a.m. when the kick’s still hammering and you’ve forgotten what came before and it doesn’t matter.

Nihil delivers techno the way it’s meant to be: honest, unrelenting, and built for the long night. GTG SOLO 005 doesn’t talk. It works.





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Deus Error EP

Checking Pulse

Premiere: Nihil — Checking Pulse [GTGSOLO005]

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isis torture cell x jainn

BIMP!!! x Jtthemeanace

he can recognize all of your shadows
better than his disfigured face
while looking inside the face of a stranger
a feeling that you can almost remember

this isnt you, this isnt real
all he does is repeat the same sentence x2
you can not feel, nothing is real
a hollywood smile and skid row subconscious x2

a new face for every human you know
but no matter how many imaginary you behead
the same sickness still infects them in the end

infected (akkiru1)

you dont hear me right, under those streetlights
like to say im fine, but we know its a lie i cant do this
is it alright, can i stalk in silence?
can i get rid of all the violence inside of my awful headspace?

you just get me more, my lifes such a bore
i cant open up, he dont give a fuck
i cant take no more, take me back to the light
ive missed you more than all

my true love, forget it
3 years down the drain again
i just feel so selfish
i just feel so fucking heartless
all these thoughts in my head are never ending
all my life i just wanted you to get me

its okay, float away
open up and speak ur mind for once
slow decay, in ur face
saw ur eyes just tear up in the moonlight

thanks for being my best friend, but i dont think that i feel right
thanks for always being there but tonight i got this knife im gonna drain my life
hopeless and then sent back to the psych ward
i cant open up dont know how to feel no more
but when im with him, but when im with him
it feels like he understands 


streetlight confession (ikomnair / sparkle)

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