Tucson After After Midnight

Falling Down

@koshaku / @furrydestroyer16 - cheer me on *2024*

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Alternative Rock x Dark Grunge Type Beat | Nirvana Type Beat

why u make me wanna *2021*

We can often fall into ideas about getting somewhere in our practice, finding our freedom, always with the idea it is some other place and some other time. This talk explores case 48 of the Gateless Barrier, Kan fangs 'one straight road to nirvana'. That road is always here, right now, before our eyes.
This talk was given by Will Moon, roshi at SZC's Spring sesshin 2025 at Kodoji

One Straight Road to Nirvana

on my nirvana shit 2023 bro #explain bro danny brown dropped a album LLSSSSS 22 on god

ohhhhh the guilt

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i'm on my way to a place that i know is going to kill me whenever i show
i've always had friends so i'm never alone
but i always feel lonely, how does that work?
it's the end of the road
you're better without me so please don't feel guilty for letting me go
i'm on my way to a place that i know is going to kill me whenever i show

this place will kill me, i swear to god
they're only happy whenever i'm not
a long time ago, we built a house and then we called it home
now i see your face everywhere that i go
you're better without me so please don't feel guilty for letting me go

you'll never know
the things that i go through and deal with alone
despite all the lies and projections, i hope you do well on your own
i'm really not
i think that's okay because you can't appreciate joy without loss
this place will kill me, i swear to god
there's nothing to do, i just smile and nod
i'll feel okay when i start dozing off
but while i'm awake i have to be strong

i'm on my way to a place that i know is going to kill me whenever i show
i've always had friends so i'm never alone
but i always feel lonely, how does that work?
it's the end of the road
you're better without me so please don't feel guilty for letting me go
i'm on my way to a place that i know is going to kill me whenever i show
i'm on my way to a place that i know is going to kill me whenever i show
i've always had friends so i'm never alone
but i always feel lonely, how does that work?
it's the end of the road
you're better without me so please don't feel guilty for letting me go
i'm on my way to a place that i know is going to kill me whenever i

go! i'm all alone!
i'll never escape the pain that i feel every day!
i'm never okay! i'm never okay
everything hurts! i've grown used to the pain!
i'm better without you, i'm walking away

this place will kill me

living so poor, had to figure it out
i can't trust myself when a paychecks around
me and my family, we make it work
but sometimes it feels like it only gets worse
i've never been comfortable in my home
the lack of the stability leaving me cold and rude
i'm fading away and i know that you see it
i can't say a thing because i'm hardly breathin'

i'm mr. deathbringer
i'm mr. sad
i'm mr. high worry
i'm always bad

running away without any good reason to go
i won't let you in, please leave me alone
i know that it's cold and i know that you're scared
but to be really honest i don't really care

i can't connect
i just overshare
living this way i've grown used to the stares
why would i bother, they don't even care
i've cried out for help and nobody was there
this time it's breaking me, i'm too far gone to think 'bout saving me (oh no)
i see why you're hating me, oh god
nothing is worse than the pain that you feel when you've lost all your-
i don't talk to people i don't know
i'm breaking apart and it shows
i struggle with even changing my clothes
i know you relate, just know that you're never alone
(sticks and stones)
they didn't tell you that feelings are weaker than bones
and words are stronger than any rock could be

i'm mr. deathbringer
i'm mr. sad
i'm mr. high worry
i'm always bad

running away and now i've got a reason to go
stop asking me why cuz i won't let you know
i'm not even telling my friends
i'm too scared to say it but this is the end

this time it's breaking me, i'm too far gone to think 'bout saving me (oh no)
i see why you're hating me, oh god
this time it's breaking me, i'm too far gone to think 'bout saving me (oh no)
i see why you're hating me, oh god

deathbringer

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