Written & Recorded by DEARCL February-March 2025
Engineered by DEARCL March 2025 
prod by. nitrobeatz

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[Lyrics]

I know I be this and I always feel a peace 
I want to see it, what you needing to believe
I focus on you, cause I never do on me 
She trust the universe, it lead her back to me 

We're in that fog, I'm trying to tell you how I be 
I never got it - how to live inside belief 
I had to do it, just to be what I could be
But I was stupid, I deluded on a dream

I want to do this but it's hard to just believe
Don't like the magic it's the logical for me,
I'm trying to push it, all the things I have to be 
I want to push me just to be all that I can be

I want to lead you but somedays that isn't me 
I'm talking to you just to balance that belief 
I feel a peace, so I have to leave it be 
Just a presence, that's the only thing I need 

I put that wall up cause I never did believe 
that I could see it what I'm needing just to leave
I put that wall up but it's really like a need 
It's lately stalling all the blessings here for me
I put that wall up now It's blocking out the dream
Her love a hammer that be breaking down the need,
I'm in my head, trying to be all I can be,
I put that wall up, now it's coming down for me

I can't over think it, so I'm trying just to work 
I don't need the perfect or the forcing on a worth
I wanted healthy and I got what I deserve 
I want to tell you I don't want to show my hurt 

I think you're special and I want to show the worth
I'm trying to do it, what I need to put in work
I think it's stupid, just to miss out on a turn 
I'm overthinking in a blunt I always burn 

I'm used to nothing so I'm thinking bout the word 
I'm trying to be it, what I'm supposed to be for her 
It's like I'm seeing on the fate that I deserve 
I take the day cause I know that it's my turn 

I'm trying to love me, don't know what I do deserve 
I feel that happy and it's fucking up my world 
and nothing's happened, do I really want a turn 
Love is magic, this the only way I'll learn.

Wall

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