ig: hmakesmehappy ( i love ketamine btw) 

im a junkie of the past
shootin memories like veins
anxiety the leash
i walk in broken chains
every breath is a trigger, every mirror lies
cant hold sobriety just empty lullabies

WHO THE FUCK AM I, WHO THE FUCK AM I
i see me in the mirror and he wants me to die
WHO THE FUCK AM I, WHO THE FUCK AM I
i got blood on my teeth and a goddam smile


I WANNA DIE BUT I CANT EVEN DO THAT RIGHT
POP A FUCKING PILL AND IM SCREAMING ALL NIGHT
FUCK LOVE, FUCK ME, FUCK THE WORLD AND THIS PLACE
EVERYTHING I TOUCH TURNS INTO BLOOD ON MY FACE

i ripped off my face cause it whispered my name
(youre not real, it giggled youre just part of the game)
i stitched my mouth with barbed wire just to feel the sane
but i can only feel that im turning insane

tried to slit my wrist, blade laughed and broke
my mind is a gore porno, death is a dirty joke

WHO THE FUCK AM I, WHO THE FUCK AM I
A STRANGER IN MY SKIN WITH A DEAD MAN EYES
WHO THE FUCK AM I?!!!!!!!:"":!:": WHO THE FUCK AM "IIIAISFADGFASDG
BANGING ON THE WALLS TILL THE WHOLE WORLD DIEASFKJSHDFLUASHDGKLIAUHSDKLAUSHDEFILHUblekgahsd.gkjlahsliuggbjas,dfjahůclvmnas,fkjhase.lfkj

♫⃠  KANNYBAL KANNABYS ♫⃠   - HIGH VOMIT SESSION

BLACK AIR FORCE ENERGY

Red Room (Demo)

prod yeahdudejoshishere

feat 
STACEY TRINKET
MOONLUVSLUNA
EDDISON
DIRTYBUTT
MEKEL

SAY WASSUP (LOUD)

STONE COLD BUSTER (REEFER MADNESS)

BIG CHEESE

TURN ME UP w/ MOONLUVSLUNA

MIDNIGHT CLUB

NU CUTTER

@sable-wav thank you for collaborating
screams by me

Fever ft. victim of leisure

In A Room Full Of Hammers

thank you to everyone who contributed
@r0t10 for guitar loops

Platinum K ft. curse mode

thank you to everyone who contributed
@kijiji333 envision

Bahnof

thank you 
@0x6167 
and @s3r3n3gr4c3
for sounds

Harmony of the machine (100 gears) ft. s3r3n3gr4c3 & pcb

RUSH A

lyrics

as if u got up and gave up today
the way the thoughts are moving got u feeling so astray
i cant just
set it aside
take a hit to ease my mind
as im crawling through the static 
feel so semi automatic with it
spray it
if youre unable to say it
feel im feining for some freedom from the games im always playing
think im bulletproof
but the guns just always jamming
scared as fuck of when it catch up
gonna hit me like a cannon
suffocatin under cushions
treat my mattress like a home
i know whats set in stone if i keep goin down this road
my break pad isnt working
needa think of sumn stat!
i squeeze a lil harder
hopin itll help with that *
but this shit aint getting clearer, windshield wipers dont work son
the steering wheel is busted, think im drifting through dirt son
ill come up with a plan to fix everything undone
ill spin a lil lie & tell it smooth to my loved ones
like,

opposite of a well oiled machine!
im falling forward
they call it progress
i cannot protest
its up my sleeve

the course of action calls
two steps of authority
i know its a facade 
realize the majority
problems that i face
hear the knock is from within
tryna see what i can take
throwing caution to the wind
the course of action says
i dont have much left
seeing lies behind your eyes
praying that its all a test
trusting of your truth
recent actions thrown aside
for a moment, me and you
splitting pieces of the pie

for a moment, me and you
spitting image in my mind
we stay silent, me and you
steering steady towards decline
im breaking cycles of the glue
screaming just to feel alive
to catch a glance of me and you
we must meet on separate sides

produced, mixed, mastered, and performed by OUTSIDE ZERO!
cover art by Daz Tricky

C.O.A.

J'rap

https://www.instagram.com/sxwyer31?igsh=MWRnMDZiNDd1Nmc3dA==

Hi, my name is Marcus, or “Big M,” or by my artist name (if I even still have it) Apacolyptyk. I’m an artist who makes Hyperpop Rap & Trap Metal music on BandLab as well as hip hop songs as a joke. (I’m white btw so I’m naturally trash at it) but I’m also a guitarist in an (atm in the making pop-punk band) but this is my SoundCloud account.

masraaa, or Rapa.

Uploading music tracks.

UnBound

Rat's Nest Recordings (Oct 2024 - April 2025)
https://ratsnestrecordings.bandcamp.com/

ig: hmakesmehappy

yt: https://www.youtube.com/@Bip%C3%B8lar-1k

bandcamp: https://kannybalkannabys.bandcamp.com/track/kannybal-kannabys-high-vomit-session

one-man project. 16 years old, czech republic

aspiring artist and producer from charlotte, looking for an outlet of expression. all love!!

KNUPDICA

EVERYTHING/NOTHING

the melting pot of genres

WE ON SOME SWAGCORE HYPERPUNK GRUNGERAP ACIDPUNK SHIT

@acid-punks-radio

New tracks tagged #noise rap