7 march 2021 - 1 may 2021

my mind is sometimes all over the place. this song is about coming back to that place you once knew. you'll come home eventually

7th song from the album "17"

stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Qmc43h9ikjKS22QoHe8jWN0fwFFEDEui

youtube: https://youtu.be/LtGUzuYzA_U

me
- https://soundcloud.com/nshvllmusic
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lyrics:
where am i
all alone
in my mind

i'll come home
to the place i know
in a day or so

i'll come home

this is quite an old remix. i can't find when i first made it, but it was one of the first remixes i made in ableton, so don't mind the imperfections here and there. i didn't want to hold on to it for any longer and i just felt bad for not releasing it. i hope you like it 

youtube: https://youtu.be/czarfleszJs

san holo 
- https://soundcloud.com/sanholobeats
- https://www.instagram.com/sanholobeats/
- https://twitter.com/sanholobeats
- https://www.youtube.com/c/SANHOLO

caspian
- https://soundcloud.com/caspian-official
- https://www.instagram.com/caspianofficial/
- https://twitter.com/Caspian

me
- https://soundcloud.com/nshvllmusic
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san holo - surface (ft. caspian) [aiden clarke remix]

maybe i did this to myself?
and now i'm dancing on my own

youtube: https://youtu.be/KjcEbgxqnpA
out on all streaming services <3

(artwork changed due to the previous artwork being too "blurry")

little faith
- https://twitter.com/LittleFaith__
- https://twitter.com/LittleFaith__
- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpWs9cHaLHb6qrVmosYQkvQ
- https://littlefaithmusic.bandcamp.com

me
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stream

little faith - on my own (aiden clarke remix)

i hope i'll see you soon

youtube: https://youtu.be/aCIPzL03src

me
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the loss of a loved one, whether partner or former partner, and either from death or them leaving and moving on

[lyrics]
i'm only 17
i don't know anything
but i know that i miss you

you don't deserve me
i don't deserve you
please take your time
but know i won't be here forever

and watch me fall

i remember the way
you'd look me in my eyes
like no other
just for you
i'd run away
take you anywhere you want
but i won't be here forever

(but i won't be here forever)
just for you
i'd run away
take you anywhere you want

i'll take you everywhere
to the moon beyond
even though you're not here
i'll do it just for you
and join you up there

i hope i'll meet you up there
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genius explanation: https://genius.com/Nshvll-i-wont-be-here-forever-lyrics
(trigger warning)

in the first verse, it's the parter/former partner talking. they do miss kai, but couldn’t stay for whatever reason, also alluding to the fact they won’t be here forever. they’ll be dead or they’ll have moved on.

in the second verse, kai’s saying what they’d do if their former partner was still here, but also pointing at the fact they won’t be here forever either, but we don’t know why or how just yet.

in the buildup, kai is losing his grip on reality and is breaking down. he can’t take it anymore, but he’s still holding on to the memories and moments that made it all, reiterating that they’ll “run away” just for them. but again, you hear “i won’t be here forever” because they won’t be here forever either.

kai comes back once more in the outro and ends it off themselves, saying they hope they’ll meet their partner/former partner up there in heaven when they’ve died of old age or suicide.

i won't be here forever

i'll follow the snow trails

youtube: https://youtu.be/9nphjAZwV-0
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7ppdApoWWVJ8y4azxqvqSO

clayekea
- https://soundcloud.com/clayekea
- https://www.instagram.com/clayekea/
- https://twitter.com/clayekea
- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCFCe6e8C7iPRvRpnBEYAOzA
- https://clayekea.bandcamp.com/

me
- https://www.soundcloud.com/nshvllmusic
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- https://www.twitter.com/nshvllmusic
- https://www.youtube.com/c/nshvllmusic
- https://nshvll.bandcamp.com

lyrics:
follow the snow trail
away from home
in to a place
where I belong
so I follow the snow trail
in a hurry
paint the streets white
with all your flurries

I'll follow the snow trails

I'll follow the snow trails
return from a journey that felt like miles away
I remember when we'd play in the snow
my parents were worried and I'd ignore what they'd say

snow trails (aiden clarke remix)

clayekea - snow trails (aiden clarke remix)

i'll be here until you're okay

this is for you.

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/10EEsP8ra1s0rXsf1r9xdD?si=I9SrQMRLRnamB8dJZyWiYg
youtube: https://youtu.be/KrTVcM64txA

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violet skies

now i'm just sitting here alone

bh
- https://www.soundcloud.com/bhproducer
- https://twitter.com/brycehawle
- https://www.instagram.com/bhproducer

me
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bh - sitting alone at a party (aiden clarke remix)

merry christmas <33

i hope u have a good 2021 <3

this is for you. you know who you are

me
- https://soundcloud.com/nshvllmusic
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all things new // together

together

9 january 2021 - 12 may 2021

what will i do

5th song from the album "17"

stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/14O7mcXLogQHIwtDwRG3gu7o3Z0-lPHGY

youtube: https://youtu.be/YOHgnTXEXSw

me
- https://soundcloud.com/nshvllmusic
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lyrics:
i see you day and night
i've been searching my way out
i close my eyes and see
you standing next to me

what will i do
to get you back where we were
do you still think of me
standing next to you

back where we were

26 november 2020 - 14 may 2021

just hold me tight

3rd song from the album "17"

stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NrwLseJ-lKGAOpieuxX76JS7tlcdL3pd

youtube: https://youtu.be/2VVLHi1E0ts

echoed.
- https://soundcloud.com/echoed-78
- https://www.instagram.com/shyboyevan/
- https://twitter.com/shyboyevan
- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtPUD6PRibZVAlcGd2hrnOg

me
- https://soundcloud.com/nshvllmusic
- www.instagram.com/nshvllmusic
- www.twitter.com/nshvllmusic
- www.youtube.com/c/nshvllmusic

lyrics:
just hold me tight
where i can stand and fight
i want you to go away from these tides

hold me tight

hold me tight ft. echoed.

fka nshvll

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