Music by A. Harris, words and vocals/instruments A. Bendelow

I want some equilibrium

This song is an intense, emotional release, capturing the feelings of desperation, anxiety, and disillusionment. With raw, honest lyrics and a chaotic, unpredictable energy, the song conveys the sense of being on the edge, where the lines between sanity and madness are blurred. It's a visceral, unapologetic expression of frustration, confusion, and the struggle to cope with the pressures of life. 

I want to clarify that this song isn't a reflection of my current state, but rather a creative expression of the emotional turmoil I've been navigating lately. I don't drink anymore, and I'm not really going crazy. Or at least I don't think so yet, anyway. LOL Having faced numerous personal tragedies, in the last month, I've found myself in a very dark place, and this song is just my attempt to process and release those feelings. I just wanted to express it with a weird and crazy song. I hope that others who have experienced similar struggles will find solace in this song and know they're not alone.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
I'm totally unhinged
I'm going crazy
I'm like a dog in a cage
I'm barking at the window
Now I'm afraid of kids' TV programming (ah)
I don't speak to my family anymore
My brothers are all gotten married
And I'm locked up in a cavern
So I kill my dreams (so, run) 

[Pre-Chorus]
No
I'm not fine
As much as you'd like to think (ooh)
I'm not fine
Don't ask me anything
Because.. 

[Chorus]
I'm going to go crazy
(completely)
(bla bla bla haha) (crazy)
For a hangover
Or because I asked for it?
Everything is fine
When I'm drunk
It's not because I'm French (bah voilà)
(classy-fancy)
Something's gnawing at my bones (ah, ah)
So help me get through the night
Some musicians are organizing a festival down here
Stop wanting to mean something
Just be epic 

[Bridge]
So
"BLAH-BLAH-BLAH" with a capital "B" and your open mouth
Like a sausage(agh!)
I am ifinissed because I ate too many of you 

[Outro]
No, I'm not fine
As much as you'd like to think
I'm not fine
Throw yourself out a window before I throw myself inside
No I'm not fine (No I'm not)
As much as you'd like to think (as much as)
I'm not fine
Don't ask me anything because
I'm going to Go
Crazy!



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It is with our greatest pleasure we bring to you the first solo body of work from Kingdom allstar and good friend of ours FENIX.

If you haven’t heard of some of the stuff FENIX has been cooking recently holy cow are you in for a treat, these are 6 of his best tracks featuring 2 very saught after collabs that we know you are going to LOVE.

The future keeps getting brighter and brighter for this donny, with releases on other labels such as BoujeeBassTV, Pick The Lot & OYO to name a few, you better be ready for when he becomes a household name in jump up.

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FENIX - On The Edge (OUT NOW)

An interview with Alethea from Ships In The Night on "On The Edge" aired on c895 Radio in Seattle

c895 On The Edge - Ships In The Night Interview (6/01/25)

On The Edge sits down to speak with CYRNAI

c895 On The Edge - CYRNAI Interview (6/14/25)

The mind in spiral... More explorations of alternate tunings and texture.

Music for the Frame

Abstraction

B1GHEADCHRIS - On The Edge

When you're on the edge, at your breaking point, you can't do it anymore. 

I Can't Take the Strain

„CHCI S TEBOU DO CIRKUSU“ je motto letošního ročníku festivalu současného cirkusu On The Edge ve Vídni. Od svého založení v roce 2020 se ON THE EDGE etabloval jako stálá součást mezinárodní cirkusové scény. ON THE EDGE se odvažuje zkoušet nové věci, otevírat nové perspektivy, jemně zkoušet, přijímat kontrasty a spojovat se s lidmi.

V posledních letech se v Rakousku objevila živá a rozmanitá scéna, která ukazuje, jak mnohostranný může být současný cirkus. Kde se rakouský cirkus nachází dnes? Jaké jsou současné umělecké trendy? A kam směřujeme dál? Pojďme prozkoumat odpovědi v podcastu CIRQUEN CIRCUS, který moderuje Veronika Jošková Štefanová v Theater am Werkt ve Vídni. Poslechněte si rozhovor s uměleckým ředitelem festivalu Arnetem Mannotem a cirkusovými umělci a performery - Michaelem Zandlem, Tanjou Peinsipp a Susou Siebel.

CHCI S TEBOU DO CIRKUSU! On The Edge jako jediný festival současného cirkusu ve Vídni

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Est 10/2022.

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An independent Edinburgh based record label,  satisfying your needs for both the freshest and heaviest jump up drum and bass from upcoming artists from all around the world.

Residents;
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[FREE DOWNLOADS]
1. DJ Fresh - Louder (DIAL Bootleg) (14/10/22)
2. Kreuz - That's Mean (28/10/22)
3. Endor - Pump it Up (DAGZ Bootleg) (18/11/22)
4. HEMZ - Dream (1k) (02/12/22)
5. ERROR - Resistance (16/12/22)
6. Medicine - Party (30/12/22)
7. Leon & Ragla - Under The Influence (13/01/23)
8. Zedd - Clarity (HEMZ Bootleg) (2k) (27/01/23)
9. Sanity - Trust (10/02/23)
10. Hexnine - Barbie Flow (24/02/23)
11. JayBee & MC Doe - The Sounds (17/03/23)
12. GinX - Pandora's Summon (3k) (07/04/23)
13. Temple & ACast - Space Invaders (12/05/23)
14. Bevsy - Get The Money (26/05/23)
15. Nexus - Ritual (09/06/23)
16. Jaynie - Divorce (4k)  (23/06/23)
17. Outbreak - Darkness (07/07/23)
18. Unknown T - Homerton B (Herbz x Montz x Spaven Bootleg) (11/08/23)
19. Xenos - Action (09/09/23)
20. Nero - Innocence (ERROR Bootleg) (5k) (13/09/23)
21. Zoldo & GinX & Fenix - Fear (27/10/23)
22. The Prodigy - Omen (R3dx & Smuggler Bootleg) (17/11/23)
23. ACast - Bass (ft. Woodz) (08/12/24)
24. Kesha - We R Who We R (Sempa & Klimate Bootleg) (23/12/23)
25. Dua Lipa - Levitating (Foe Bootleg) (12/01/24)
26. Sophie Ellis-Bextor - Murder on the Dancefloor (Devro Bootleg) (09/02/24)
27. L3MMY DUBZ - Uproar (12/04/24)
28. Vital - There It Is (10/05/24)
29. Black Sabbath - War Pigs (Coben Bootleg) (14/06/24)
30. Central Cee & Lil Baby - Band4Band (Wrekka Bootleg) (12/07/24)
31. Doechii - What It Is (ERROR Bootleg) (09/08/24)
32. Sabrina Carpenter - Espresso (Devro Bootleg) (13/09/24)
33. Tim Berg - Seek Bromance (Kaimen Bootleg) (13/12/24)
34. Torque - Eating Glass (13/06/25)

[PAID RELEASES]
(KNG001) R!PT!DE - The Vault EP (23/06/23)
(KNG002) GinX - Archangel EP (21/07/23)
(KNG003) Medicine - Dem Man EP (25/08/23)
(KNG004) ERROR - Outbreak EP (22/09/23)
(KNG005) Rise of Kingdom LP (V/A) (20/10/23)
(KNG006) Herbz & Friends EP (01/12/23)
(KNG007) Foe - Buddah Finger EP (26/01/24)
(KNG008) Kingdom x Debunked : Fusion EP (23/02/24)
(KNG009) GinX - Lullaby EP (29/03/24)
(KNG010) L3MMY DUBZ - Get Ready To Die EP (26/04/23)
(KNG011) Vital - On Road EP (24/05/24)
(KNG012) Coben - Imposter EP (28/06/24)
(KNG013) Wrekka & Friends EP (26/07/24)
(KNG014) ERROR - Thunder EP (30/08/24)
(KNG015) Devro - Bass Theory EP (27/09/24)
(KNG016) The Divinity LP (V/A) (18/10/24)
(KNG017) Buried EP (V/A) (29/11/24)
(KNG018) Kaimen - Echo EP (27/12/24)
(KNG019) Jam Thieves - Bumbleebee / Exodus (10/01/25)
(KNG020) GinX - Spirits EP (28/02/25)
(KNG021) L3MMY DUBZ - Mammoth EP (30/03/25)
(KNG022) FENIX - Anomalies EP (01/05/25)
(KNG023) Xscar & Friends EP (06/06/25)
(KNG024) Inflate - Tonight EP (20/06/25)
(KNG025) Fanatics - Pegasus EP (01/08/25)
(KNG026) Slonkers - Lose Control EP (30/08/25)
(KNG027) ERROR - Praise EP (03/10/25)
(KNG028) Dynasty LP (31/10/25)

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neyoooo hailing from Poznan, Poland, is an artist whose musical journey is defined by his quest for originality and creativity. Unlike many artists who draw from specific influences, neyoooo doesn't limit himself to inspirations from established icons. Instead, he embarks on a continuous journey of self-discovery, experimenting with new sounds and collaborations. His music is rooted in the Drill genre, yet he deftly blends it with the strong, pulsating beats of electronic music, creating a powerful hybrid that is unmistakably his own. This fearless approach to music-making allows neyoooo to switch styles effortlessly, refusing to be confined to a single genre.

Composer, music producer, and instrument designer, Emlyn creates haunting, atmospheric soundtracks for film, TV, media, and video games.

Sharing music as it arises in me and my co-creators, I hope my tracks improve your day. 

Constructive criticism welcomed

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Underground indie, Dallas, TX. Stories of love, loss, life, animals, and adventure.

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here. Especially for some of the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes for when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'm at my limit of follows and I want to follow back everyone who follows me. Did not know that SoundCloud limits us to following only 2000. 😢

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VickStiX's Artist Manifesto
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I am the static between truth and noise.
A pulse that cracks the silence open.
When the world forgets its conscience,
I remind it — one beat, one lyric, one spark.

I don’t shout to divide; I sing to awaken.
I don’t chase fame; I chase clarity.
My art is not a weapon — it’s a flare in the dark.
A signal to every soul that still believes in better.

Let the trolls rage, let the cowards hide.
They can’t drown out a voice that’s tuned to truth.
I will paint their lies in sound and light
until justice has a melody again.

Because protest is not anger — it’s hope with a megaphone.
And I was born to be loud.

🎶 VickStiX — Truth. Rhythm. Revolution.












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