help me i’ve lost my mind
catch me i tried to fly
living all your life wondering is it worth a try
still we’ve come this far with no answers telling why
so it seems there is no reason guess we’ll wait to die
i’ve lived this life a thousand times im fried i cannot cry
chasing dreams gets you put down
i clipped off both my wings
i killed off all my dreams
i never thought i’d end up this way
i clipped off both my wings
i killed off all my dreams
i don’t think i wanna do this today.....


- check out ne1ro for some nutty ass beats https://www.youtube.com/@prod.ne1ro

petshopbird [Prod. ne1ro]

ugly - prod. diedinoctober - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzkmEVTMC8Q

[chxngii]
speak to me as a burden
reflect how you feel onto me
find peace for what you have to say

i will not find myself
in those who've buried their will

i will not take your side
for those who've chosen to die
burden me further and smile in reprise
i will tell you
i will tell you just how to lie

sacrificial pacts aren't anything to me
i see you in me
purest act of hedonism
spare your charades from me
its all the same
peace will not compromise

something spicy [prod. diedinoctober]

quanch - she got me losing sleep ft. zoloft prod. ???

lil ep with my brother quanch hope ya'll have a good halloween 




check out the prods if ya like;
https://www.youtube.com/@prodheks
https://www.youtube.com/@DeadRetiretriplesix
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.ne1ro
https://www.youtube.com/@cryalxtbeats
https://www.youtube.com/@kuvau

gg's

posted in hell [Prod. Kuva]

Abunai, Noriturn [Prod. cryalxt]

@ ur grave [Prod. ne1ro]

lifepacc [Prod. Dead Retire]

coin toss [Prod. Dead Retire]

voices//hwb2d [Prod. HEKS]

i just wanted to do good but it feels so wrong ignoring all this hate
i cant go on like this 
how did i get this way 
i could take a glance 
i could blow all it away and never know why 
i spent my life living in between the lines 
shaking hands living lies this love’s a disguise
 my heart is black my mind is faded after all these years im aggravated 
because of myself this situation 
has grown outta hand and im left here 
wait’n
death your majesty take me away 
im sitting here faithfully just waiting for the word
i’ll be waiting at the crossroads calling your name 
i’ll be waiting for your embrace to save me  the pain 
i just wanted to do good but it feels so wrong ignoring all this hate
i cant go on like this 
i want to pull the plug






dead retire is a goat go scope
https://www.youtube.com/@DeadRetiretriplesix

"bang" [Prod. Dead Retire]

[prod. diedinoctober] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agZeSPMOVa4&list=PLEsC2qlPYfVdAD6s3472UxWqH6FJl7fdO&index=5

augustmarigold

I become restless when the thought of you begins to spiral.
I can feel the restlessness inside of you.

Take it all from me,
I have a mask that I invite you to crack.
Make sure to witness the distance I'd ride for you.
Just let me go, and fall for you.

Take it all from me,
I'm feeling anxious,
I'm feeling a little bit scared.
Eventhough I've escaped myself before,
I'm feeling insecure,
The thought of you, begins to spiral.

And I don't really care that the thought of you is keeping me here.
I'm hoping my thoughts of you, have become more clear.

Get the fuck away from me.
I'm beginning to change, it's nothing new.
Tears tend to stream so free.
When you're not around me,
Cascade your image into a river of color,
I don't really think that you should bother.

People like me like to be strangled by the collar,
But seeing you is giving me back some color.
I don't know where to go from here,
I just don't know where to go from here,
Wait you're still here?

I become restless when the thought of you begins to spiral.
I can feel the restlessness inside of you.

Veralily Euphoria

Veralily.

augustmarigold [prod. diedinoctober]

[prod. diedinoctober] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g38Sx3eBi_Y&list=PLEsC2qlPYfVdAD6s3472UxWqH6FJl7fdO&index=6

raindancing

I find peace in what others feel.
Happiness to anguish I will steal.

It helps me distinguish what's going on for real.
Wrapped around my own head,
My nerve endings feel dead once again.

Calmly listening to the words you feel,
I smile softly and begin to heal.
You begin to instill nightmares I never lived making me feel anguish hell.
Wreathing again,
Everything you had to see, I could never understand it.
I can only cherish it,
Rush of chemicals keep me around again.

I find peace in what others feel.
Happiness to anguish I will steal.

It helps me distinguish what's going on for real.
Wrapped around my own head,
My nerve endings feel dead once again.

raindancing [prod. diedinoctober]

[prod. diedinoctober] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEU-92vFyNw&list=PLEsC2qlPYfVdAD6s3472UxWqH6FJl7fdO&index=7

pink

A sunrise won't see my eyes.
Windows shut.
Only let the rain inside.
Thread the needle in.
Stitching some feathers,
Cleaning off my shoes again.

Paw dirt stains mud litter the floor.
I don't wanna be here no more.

Best friend licks my face saying, "Good morning :)"
"I'm glad you're here today,
I don't have to think like you do.
I don't have to worry about a thing.
I know your love is here for me."

"I smell every other enemy cross your path so differently.
It's okay we both know,
Everyone is out here looking from some sympathy."
Best friend jumps up and bites my arm again.

I know she means well.
I know he's excited as all hell,
To see me.
Someone who's raised him since the beginning.

A Family worth saving,
A Home worth protecting.
I'll try my best.
I'll be annoying every once again.
I'll wrap myself around you.
I'll sniff out the evil inside you.
I'll bite the hate out of you.

Please just come back home again.
Don't say you won't be here anymore.

pink [prod. diedinoctober]

[prod. diedinoctober] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdIlu01EWbY&list=PLEsC2qlPYfVdAD6s3472UxWqH6FJl7fdO&index=8

comfort

I'm conceded under an influence thats beyond me. Fear the celestial bodies that hold atrocities in Their reality.

Amen.

Under the gentle giant and the unknown monstrocity, find peace in irrelevancy. Treated as the other absentee lover, find me at the edge of the void. Smile with me for our faitful defeat. We're so lost. We've become God. Mother and Father? I dare not speak that way. I had a Mom and Dad who decided to love me. And still I decide to wrethe in agony for the weight of my sins, I sing so cowardly.

Amen.

Coward Never Bothered.
Coward Never.

comfort [prod. diedinoctober]

[prod. diedinoctober] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKqOBnDSJlU&list=PLEsC2qlPYfVdAD6s3472UxWqH6FJl7fdO&index=10

life

Grant another life to the world in which it dies.
I will hold onto the brighter...

In another life I would have to some peace of mind.
Knowing damn well it's all going straight to...
Never in my life would I feel the wrath of time,
Cause I see eternity in your eyes.

Never feeling like a demon,
Cause your angel has severed off his wings.
He's denied from Heaven.
Thinking he'd never feel again.
Lately I've been afraid of walking the tight rope my friends stunt on everyday.
They're never finding any fucking hope.

Can you really blame them?
Scorched earth and hell flame is what they're breathing.

My eyes still bleed the same,
These words will cull the sane.
Your lust for my love, has ended all in vain.

In another life I would have to some peace of mind.
Knowing damn well it's all going straight to...
Never in my life would I feel the wrath of time,
Cause I see eternity in your eyes.

life [prod. diedinoctober]

[prod diedinoctober] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_hgZ0OKuvNs&list=PLEsC2qlPYfVdAD6s3472UxWqH6FJl7fdO&index=11

veralily

Etch into my skin, the sins you wish to live.
Etch into my skin, the pain you wish you hid. 

She puts the blade to my eyes,
Whats in the sky?

"She" claimed a heart without stride.
"She" redefined my emotional suicide.
"She" buried herself.
"She" pretends it's all well.
"She" screams through the keys.
"She" screams in black and white.
"A Living Hell"
She mourns her fathers pain.
She processes none the same.
She whispers in tongues,
"She suffers for none."

She never gets to rest.
She's only trying her best.

Carve into bone, the signs of a broken home.

Blade through my eyes,
Please,
Cascade the clear blue sky,
Redefine my emotional stride.

Buried my soul at the bottom of "oh well."
Sing to me in black and white.
Mourn the whispers we suffer well.

Take my blood.
Veralily Euphoria.

Veralily.

veralily [prod diedinoctober]

away [prod. diedinoctober]

[prod. HighCutBeats]: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZUDQbieuL0

[Pwyshh]
hopeless nihilist,
avoiding consequence.
Pick up the pieces of your soul you were so quick to ditch.
Now you're stumbling,
on the path you chose.
All those times you told them lies, 
do you remember those?

You try to salvage faith,
and understand your fate.
Become the thing you used to hate, 
so fragile you might break.

In the eye of the storm,
you wanna break away.
Just like the blinding strike of lighting on the darkest day.

On the darkest day,
I begin to pray.
Lord forgive me for my sins,
there was no other way.

[Chxngiix]
Spoken out of sight,
a struggling life,
won't feel the touch of a sunrise.
Survival isn't worth compromise.
Speaking of demons,
hanging from the ceiling,
seems like the only option.
Toss those feelings up for adoption.
Pass it on to the next mind to overthink.

[Pwyshh]
You try to salvage faith,
and understand your fate.
Become the thing you used to hate, 
so fragile you might break.

In the eye of the storm,
you wanna break away.
Just like the blinding strike of lighting on the darkest day.

Babylonian Lullaby (ft. Chxngiix) [prod. HighCutBeats]

[prod. White Gothic]: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNMVxV5HC4s

[Chxngiix]
Staring at the cross line,
I been waking all the time.
Sunshine to Sunrise,
Sunset to feel best.

Staring at the cross line,
I've been waking all the time,
to a wonderful lie.

Life has always been test,
of a patient moment,
to a hateful love.
I'm the top of none.
Ppare the honey,
I'm feeling rather sweet.

What's this life I have before me?

Aimless to hateful,
these people won't know no equal.

[Pwyshh]
Indecision in my predictions.
Finding myself in a sea of bottled up emotion.
Decaying thoughts consume my being fleeing from a beastly demon.
When I look back I'm just running from myself.

[Chxngiix]
Staring at the cross line,
I been waking all the time.
Sunshine to Sunrise,
Sunset to feel best.

Staring at the cross line,
I've been waking all the time,
to a wonderful lie.

I'm sorry to be the one,
to remind you that life isn't fair.
Why with that hateful stare?
I'm smiling and not lying.
I won't feed you what you want to hear,
because I feel someone holds your life dear.

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