Hi Guys, 👋🏾 
It's been years and i'm so sorry 🙇🏾‍♂️
I feel like there are so many people i gave up on and if you're one of those persons, I know saying "sorry" will never be good enough. I broke a trust that was established between us, may y'all forgive me for the sake of please ?

I spent recent years reflecting on my identity, who i wanted to be, what i wanted from life on this planet Earth. I thought about giving up everything (suicide) a million times. It was a spiral that held me confused and depressed about my life choices. Felt like waking up to find everything all the Gold in your house turned into copper.
In other words i was not satisfied with what i had going on in my life at that moment and i felt like "to be real this music thing never took me anywhere beyond my little bedroom setup" and that translated into unsatisfaction and borderline chronic anger at myself because of all the time i felt like i've wasted. 

That was the beginning of a new journey for me to rehabilitate myself i and asking myself the right questions with the goal of having more clarity.
After that things started to be more clear but still devoid of any form of pleasure. And every single time i heard music or saw somebody enjoying making it, i felt the deepest hurt, like a whole in my heart. Everytime i saw my musical peers ahead of me i felt a form of jealousy like..."I can do that too" and the logical answer to that was "So why you're not doing it ?"

With the distance i have with those moments right now i understand that was the wrong way to go about anything in life. Everything we enjoy in life requires a balance. Once you become obssess with one thing over everything else you'll lose your balance. Don't put all your eggs in one basket kids !! let pleasure be pleasure in order to never be saturated by the seriousness of life. Life is hard but Life is Worth it. A little while ago i had totally forgotten that, Musicians "play". that's their profession and that's the lesson i had to learn. And that's what i'm doing in my NEW SINGLE "Lana".
I'm having fun as my Alter Ego "Blindbabybutterfly".
On a beat produced by smlr https://soundcloud.com/sml_r .
And SURPRISE !! SURPRISE There's an (Official Music Video) for it on youtube.
 
Artist : Blindbabybutterfly
Song : Lana (from His Forthcoming Project "Love Is Under Rated Vol.2")
Written and performed by : Blindbabybutterfly
Studio Engineer : Moustapha Thiam
Mixing & Mastering by Moustapha Thiam.
Produced by : https://soundcloud.com/sml_r
Additional guitars by : Mike Genta 
Available on Youtube, Instagram and Tumblr (Not on Spotify yet)

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LYRICS
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(INTRO)

now you hear this ! 
got this one coming straight outta thedancehall,(Ah) ! 
yo my selectah !

VERSE :

You aint gotta see my face,
You aint gotta know my name,
By the sound of my voice you know that,
I’m a real n*gga nothing like a f*ck boy,
Yeah I make own money nothing like a broke boy,
I don’t care about the he said she saids,
Been there done that, n*gga Reset,
Why you’re worried about how I get my bread ?
I’m in peace with myself baby you’re sad,
Paris, Tokyo, Morocco, Ibiza,
Freestyle on a seashore on a B side,
Afro like a soul brother from the east side,
Stamps on my passport, airport we fly,
Don’t worry about the Cheese and the Visa,
Mask on for the lick and Corona,
Got a white b*tch hotter than a sauna,
That serves me a meal while I smell her aroma,
P*ta Napolitana,Blondie blue eyes like Lana, 
Ultra Violent she likes drama, 
every day she calls my momma,

CHORUS :

She knows she’s sexy, she can’t help it, she can’t even hide it, (8 Time)

Love Is Under Rated Vol.2

(Official Music Video)

Lana

NEW SINGLE "Stoic" Available on Soundcloud and Youtube.
For any inquiries : mousto52000@yahoo.fr

New tracks tagged #orcavibes