This month Collin is joined by Aleks from our essays department as well as special guests Ruby (Codex Entry) and Spencer as they explore the very nature of art and entertainment as the concepts apply to the medium of video games. That is to say, do games need to be "fun" to be "good"? 

With a special focus on Ice Pick Lodge's cult classic Pathologic, the conversation juxtaposes the subject at hand against the mediums of theatre and visual art and explores the value of unpleasantness when a piece of art "pushes back" against its audience.

#62 The Bitter Rind: Exploring the Paradoxical Attraction to Punishment and Extreme Difficulty

Mega Chad Slovakia Papers Please Based And Jorjipilled

lyrics:

they say i talk too much abt it let it go, the same ones thas suppose to be my bros, the same ones thas suppose to be 10 toes, the same ones thas suppose to never fold

theres alot of things i wish i never told, but if i never did my body would turn cold, u missed dem packs i hit dat jugg lil boi u sold, i was dat nigga even b4 i made soul

theres been alot of ways niggas tried to change me, they say im good they say my music is "amazing"

how das yo "brother" if u competing in fame g
if i go up, then u go up but you'd prolly snake me

if i go up, u go up
wit da drugs, fell in love
lmk what u want
dont giv a fukk
dont giv a fukk
i sold my soul what i said to her
she saw my face she the only one

kiss the mouth of a loaded gun
ill kiss the mouth of a loaded gun

silence <imdead>

This track is part of the original soundtrack of an unfinished video game project.
Caligo Bellica, developed by 13 Lucky Number.

In this action and strategy game, we are this young person who must hide from the gaze of the elite, while trying to rescue our family.

This loopeable track, called "From Now On" corresponds to the first level of the game. 

The song begins with an almost lonely guitar, representing our protagonist who must hide, but not stay still. The percussion, coming from the body of the guitar, makes a typical drum and bass rhythm, encouraging the movement. Electric and powerful sounds begin to appear, representing our enemies and increasing the tension. The piece culminates with the ominous sounds of brass, confirming that the war is already here. At that point, the guitar returns, totally solitary, without metallic murmurs, but the loop resumes, as everything has changed from now on.

The visual artist of the illustrations, scenarios and models:
IV GM
https://www.instagram.com/iv___gm/
https://www.artstation.com/iv_gm

Caligo Bellica - From Now On (Video Game OST)

oh boy! here we go! glory to Arstotzka! the greatest country!

original composition (as well as track art and sound samples used) by Lucas Pope
arranged in MuseScore 4.5
recorded, mixed, and mastered in Audacity

Glory to Arstotzka (Papers, Please tribute)

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Each song was produced, composed, mixed and mastered by me. 
Each track has its own particularity according to the musical genre, but every piece was made with all my heart, with the intention of telling a story through the sounds in time.

No audio generative artificial intelligence is used at any point in the process.
Just old sampling techniques, real recordings, virtual and real instruments performed by me.
(Same applies for SFX)
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