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Another night im feeling broken 
Someone please check my pulse and
If im still breathing 
Pull the plug i feel so hopeless
Deep in the abyss 
I won’t forget 
I wasn’t chosen
Counting all my scars 
As numerous as stars
What can I do 
Your so dead to me 
But your love is still next to me
What can I prove
Is this freedom off ketamine
All these diamonds cuts
They come from reality  
But im so actually 
Still so prone to bleed


I thought I was different 
I said it wouldn’t be this time
Calculating every loss
Just to see when you’d be mine
Overestimated my odds 
Didn’t know they were slim to none 
In a ocean of better ones 
I thought I was one of one
Said you hated my laugh 
You hated when would I have fun
It was too late to go and run
My heart weighed a whole ton 
Inside of a hotel 
Sheets soaked in red rum 
This is one sided love 
Can’t believe this cruel stunt
One day you’ll get what you deserve!
No it’s not a handout…
I promise it was earned 
Evil incarnate 
But your revenge was incomplete 
I’ll see you in hell 
Or maybe you won’t see me

Another night im feeling broken 
Someone please check my pulse and
If im still breathing 
Pull the plug i feel so hopeless
Deep in the abyss 
I won’t forget 
I wasn’t chosen
Counting all my scars 
As numerous as stars
What can I do 
Your so dead to me 
But your love is still next to me
What can I prove
Is this freedom off ketamine
All these diamonds cuts
They come from reality  
But im so actually 
Still so prone to bleed

scars last forever🩹 (NEONMAID w/ NOTLILTHOMAS)

lyrics🎀

Pick me up like a ragdoll 
I don’t wanna talk
Moving off a adderall 
Rejecting every call 
No this isn’t like me 
You never noticed 
Tilt my head slightly 
I can’t focus 
This nights so bogus 
I just wanna go home
Feeling so lost
With a Glock
Like socom 
Be forreal 
U wanna keep me as a secret still

Tucked away in a locked box 
Everyday outline my heart with chalk
Keep a blade like a pocket watch 
I just want to escape before my pulse stops 
it’s the little things you can’t remember
You would always treat me like a prisoner
I would fall fall down like timber 
You’d rather watch me burn 
all the way down to cinders

Pick me up like a ragdoll 
I don’t wanna talk
Moving off a adderall 
Rejecting every call 
No this isn’t like me 
You never noticed 
Tilt my head slightly 
I can’t focus 
This nights so bogus 
I just wanna go home
Feeling so lost
With a Glock
Like socom 
Be forreal 
U wanna keep me as a secret still

ragdoll (AIDYN + JEWEL)

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