The product of two years practice, two years recording, and simultaneous decisions made at once. I've poured days of my free time for this project, and yet, it's still incomplete. I don't expect to ever complete a project like this on my own. I am only an individual. However, with future practice, love for passion, and hate for dissatisfaction and people, I can dream it to be; and that is enough for me. 

Japanese Arithmetic means putting effort and dedication into what you love, only to have it be cut-short by a lack of full-comprehension or understanding. We are all the inferiors to the real geniuses above, and they, the inferiors to the workers down below. As above, so below, and so, we will be. 

Earnestly, I likely won't be able to make another project like this in my life. However, that does not mean I will not try. I am going to university next year and will be held by myself severely engaged. Ergo, I will work and study and participate and be myself. I will try and find time to record my next album, e.p, single, but will likely not be able to. But I will try. Wait for nothing soon, expect everything in a decade. That is all. 

Au revoir, and continue doing what you love. Until next time. 

-LH

Marshall Lee was My First Cartoon Crush (DEMO)

Pessimist (DEMO)

Songs I Like You Hate (DEMO)

LH (DEMO)

For as Long as You Allow (DEMO)

Coronach (DEMO)

Jack Allister and Paraphilic Epiphanies (DEMO)

I want you.

go dm

menace

Misery Machines is a solo music project from Peter Miller. Contact: miller.pl@gmail.com

If You're Human (Let Me Know)

Produced by me 

Sample: Slow & Hurry by Ronkon

Lyrics: 

17 i was cooked them drugs was doing em all, i used to stay up through the weekend through the week have withdrawals, i used to freeze while i was sweating that shit dripped to my balls, and i was laid up with you, you would stay with me to the morning 

would if you could, walk the plank no board these rappers be so boring, i’m yawning, i’ll come in the game, might fuck it up no distortion, extortion, bitches out here caked up really be whoring, affording, anything that they want cos their body be a fortune, 

i’m gone, out this place, flying up damn near outer space, out my face, out my way, eveV gotta find a way out this maze, 
i’m so lost, find my map, i been alone and i’m fine with that, i’ll be gone, I’m right back, 
lie to my face and i’ll lie right back

Oh you wanna lie 
Wanna push my feelings to the side 
Like I ain’t got none aight 
Couldn’t block you out if I tried 
Couldn’t feel fine not if I tried 
Wouldn’t feel alive even if I died 
And I came back to life 
A second time 
Ain’t a wound that won’t heal with time 
Ain’t a room I wont kill the vibe 
Ain’t a soul here that I’ll confide in 
All that’s left is hiding 
Away guess I’ll seek in time 
You love me wanna see inside? 
My mind deep if you wanna dive 
I’m the bee and you run the hive 
Buzz buzz buzz just sting me fuck 
Cuts cuts cuts my wrist is fucked
Buds buds buds that sticky stuff
Fuck fuck fuck my lung right up 
Cough cough cough can’t breathe I’m done
Sike its weed od huh nah 
Sadness swimming in my cup 
I don’t wanna die for love 
If i do will I float above 
Hell is hot 
I want warmth not 
Melting pot 
Tender soft 
I’m tender soft

The Changing Maze of a Brain in Vein

released in 2018 via Noise Temple

https://soundcloud.com/noisetemple
Predator does not exist anymore on SoundCloud

Predator - Hyperventilation

Predator - Pessimistic

degradation

got a few more tracks to drop so enjoy the shpam. 

JAG - hope in Afm (feat JUV3Y)

How we connect with others and form relationships can fill our lives with meaning and value, or make us deeply anxious, unhappy and insecure. It all depends on the attachment styles we adapt to in our early lives.

Speaker: Jude Pemell
Our speaker, Jude Pemell, explores the significance of different attachment styles, how we form them, the consequences, and importantly, how to transform unhealthy relationship patterns to find the love, peace and  stability that we all seek. Relationships can provide fertile ground for our spiritual and emotional growth.

Jude is a Sydney-based writer, filmmaker, and forensic psychotherapist with more than three decades experience in her field. She is also an experienced couple and relationships counsellor. Jude has been meditating since 1983.

The Sweetness and Sorrow - Jude Pemell - Thursday 16th February 2025

maker
ig: @birincikathe & @methlaby Methlab Rec.
kendinizi yavasca sevin

I upload deathstep/minatory tracks that have gone missing off of Soundcloud. Every track uploaded here is purely for archive purposes (aka I don't own anything). Please dm if you want something added/removed. Do NOT dm on the original Lost Deathstep account, as I will no longer be using that account except to repost the tracks uploaded here.

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The Brahma Kumaris World Spiritual University (UK), a registered charity since 1975, opens its doors every day of the year to students from all walks of life, cultures and backgrounds to study Raja Yoga meditation. Students find that meditating in this way daily brings a lot of peace and positivity to their lives.

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