whats the point in trying?

drugs was written in a small studio room in Lagos, Nigeria. It talks about a young man influenced by the powers of his negative self, becoming a woman with her looks, being rejected by his father, and being lost by his mother.

Drugs

꧁༒•lyrics •༒꧂

i smell panic in the air
manic when she stare
theres flower petals in her hair
she wont ever play fair
can tell im not safe here
can tell im not safe there
im havin visions nightmares
if i woke up she wouldnt care

i never sleep at night
cause i hate the day
its hard to stay alive
im not okay
she wanna hurt me right
she wanna play
go head n get the knife
so we can paint

bloodstainz 
oooohh
dark rain
ooooh

panic (gypsum)

Coming from the hot heat of Nigeria: Shirtless studio sessions. Life. Hustle. Bustle. From the trenches to hotels. Travel, hard work, slave to the Cross, believer in equality, love and peace. Stung by loss, homelessness, violence and corruption. The voice of the determined.

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