2 WEEKS

U AIN’T HERE

Song 3 (145BPM)

A haunted drive through the desert of the mind. “Vision Quest” blends lo-fi textures with post-punk grit and emotionally raw vocals, capturing the feeling of being lost and searching for something that may never come.

Dark, minimal, and drenched in atmosphere — this track lives in the space between memory and meaning. It’s not polished, it’s personal.


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Vision Quest

Cinematic Girl

Crash the Matrix



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Though something made me stop and think of what you said
You know it meant a lot, but I was just a kid
One with all these dreams of growing up and playing
Music on the road, I've been screaming all these years and thinking of you both

You held me close, & you left me sad
All of those nights, I was wishing I was dead
Tell me why you're scared of me
These memories haunt you 'til you're dead
You ain't love me then, but I needed you like that
You held me close, & you left me sad
All of those nights, I was wishing I was dead
Tell me why you're scared of me
These memories haunt you 'til you're dead
You ain't love me then, but I needed you like that
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Can you stop the car at the stop sign?
She stared at me in the spotlight
Baby can you kiss me when the times right
Can you take this dance & let time fly
Then I'll be alright
So tell me, are you scared of me?
Swear, I saw you in a bad dream
Bae I hope you dream, so I can talk to you every time we sleep
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You held me close, & you left me sad
All of those nights, I was wishing I was dead
Tell me why you're scared of me
These memories haunt you 'til you're dead
You ain't love me then, but I needed you like that
You held me close, & you left me sad
All of those nights, I was wishing I was dead
Tell me why you're scared of me
These memories haunt you 'til you're dead
You ain't love me then, but I needed you like that


DREAMS OF YOU

Crashing Out

A mellow lo-fi intro with warm vinyl crackle merges into crisp EDM beats led by punchy synth bass. Verses blend soft pads with edgy electro-pop touches, while emo-pop melodies float over layered arpeggios. The chorus explodes with dynamic synth stacks and driving electronic drums.
Lyrics explore vanity, rebellion, and the beauty found in chaos — a demon’s perspective on humanity’s glittering decay.

Lyrics:

Oh, you silly little humans  
Playing gods with broken toys...  

You build your towers out of lies  
then pray beneath the flashing lights  
you call it freedom, call it faith  
but it’s just glitter on decay  
and I’ve seen your wars, your empty crowns  
your ticking clocks that bring you down  
I dance on ruins in heels of flame  
mirror cracked, but I look the same  

and maybe I like your lipstick shades  
your diamond masks, your masquerades  
I line my eyes with mortal sin  
then wink at all your chaos, grinning  

paint me red, paint me higher  
lipstick on fire, wings made of wire  
I’m your favorite sin in designer  
you built this hell, I just made it finer  
yeah, I sparkle when your world expires  
lipstick on fire, lipstick on fire  

you sell your souls in online carts  
trade hearts for likes, and love for charts  
your systems hum like dying bees  
you call it order, I call it disease  
I sip your greed like cherry wine  
it tastes divine, it’s so... benign  
you built your cage with golden keys  
then throw the blame at ghosts like me  

and maybe I’m vain, but so are you  
I contour truth till it looks new  
a smoky eye, a subtle grin  
while empires burn, I blend it in  

paint me red, paint me higher  
lipstick on fire, wings made of wire  
I’m your favorite sin in designer  
you built this hell, I just made it finer  
yeah, I sparkle when your world expires  
lipstick on fire, lipstick on fire  

all your kings wear plastic crowns  
all your gods forgot this town  
I rise through ashes, perfect skin  
and smile at how the end begins  

and maybe I’m not here to save you  
maybe I’m just here to watch you shine  
one last time...  

paint me red, paint me higher  
lipstick on fire, queen of the liars  
I’m your mirror in the pyre  
you built this hell, I made it brighter  
yeah, I sparkle when your world retires  
lipstick on fire, lipstick on fire  

you call it sin  
I call it style.

Lipstick on Fire

Fast modern emo pop-punk powered by distorted clean guitars and buzzing synth bass, with sharp, playful female vocals leading the charge. Verses feature a steady four-on-the-floor kick, glitchy hi-hats, and aggressive claps for a club feel. The chorus bursts into bright emo melodies and shout-along hooks, underpinned by swirling atmospheric pads for dreamy dimension. A surprise techno drop hits with metallic synth stabs and pitched vocal chops, adding an unpredictable high-energy twist.

Lyrics tell the story of a fallen angel torn between lust and redemption — disgusted by heaven yet addicted to love.
Written & performed by Sadbloom.

Lyrics:

I’ve kissed angels just to taste their fear
watched your cities disappear
I’m carved from lust and gasoline
a monster made of magazine
and then you smiled — a stupid thing
your mortal warmth, it burned my wings
I wanted blood, but found your pulse
and now I’m cursed by what I stole

you pray to gods I used to bite
you dream in day, I bloom at night
we never should’ve touched, but still—
I crave the ache against my will

heaven makes me sick, but you taste divine
I hate your heart, but wish it was mine
I drag my claws through holy lies
to feel alive, to feel alive
you make me want what I despise
heaven makes me sick, but you’re my crime

you talk of love like it’s a cure
I’m made of lust — that’s how I’m sure
your trembling faith, your gentle tone
they cut through skin, they hit the bone
and I would laugh, but not tonight
you look too good beneath the light
you make damnation feel like sin
and I can’t tell where I begin

you bleed for truth, I burn for fun
but here we are, two halves undone
you touch my face, and for a breath
I almost don’t believe in death

heaven makes me sick, but you taste divine
I hate your heart, but wish it was mine
I drag my claws through holy lies
to feel alive, to feel alive
you make me want what I despise
heaven makes me sick, but you’re my crime

and when your prayers reach where I dwell
I’ll whisper back from under hell
a love like ours can’t resurrect
but oh— it wrecks so perfect

heaven makes me sick, but you taste divine
you’re the reason I crossed the line
I’d burn it all just one more time
to feel alive, to feel alive
you make me want what I despise
heaven makes me sick, but you’re my crime

don’t worry, darling
hell’s got room for two

Heaven Makes Me Sick

Fast-paced emo pop punk infused with alt-rock grit — driving electric guitars, punchy drums, and layered synths for atmosphere.
Powerful female vocals shift between melodic hooks and fierce screams, blending raw emotion with a modern pop edge.
The track captures the catharsis of breaking silence and reclaiming strength — a sonic outburst against decay, ghosts, and confinement.

Lyrics:

shadows crawl across the bricks  
whispers cling like dirty tricks  
every breath is razor thin  
something’s breaking under skin  

i feel the ghosts inside my lungs  
they choke my throat, they bite my tongue  
but silence is a slow decay  
i won’t be buried this way  

scream until the walls break  
scream until the ghosts shake  
rip the silence out of me  
make the darkness finally bleed  

faces flicker in the haze  
burning eyes, a twisted maze  
every step, a deeper fall  
echoes pounding through the hall  

i feel the ghosts inside my lungs  
they choke my throat, they bite my tongue  
but silence is a slow decay  
i won’t be buried this way  

scream until the walls break  
scream until the ghosts shake  
rip the silence out of me  
make the darkness finally bleed  

no cage can hold the sound i bring  
a thousand shadows start to sing  
from my throat a firestorm grows  
a broken hymn that no one knows  

scream — let it tear the night apart  
scream — straight from a hollow heart  
scream — i won’t fade away  
scream — i am here to stay  

scream until the walls break  
scream until the ghosts shake  
rip the silence out of me  
make the darkness finally bleed 

Scream until the walls break

the words i left you with were my own
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sadbloom writes songs for people who smile during breakdowns.  
emo pop with too much honesty and not enough sleep.  
if you came here to sell me “promotion,” don’t — I already have chaos doing that for free.

Punk / Pop / Hip Hop
I do what I fuckin' want matey.

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