Lyrics:

[Intro]
I bled the sun dry just to light your path
But all you saw were shadows cast

[Verse 1]
You wanted heaven, I broke the sky
Cracked my ribs open just to try
Built a throne from broken glass
Still not sharp enough to cut your past

[Pre-Chorus]
You say I'm chaos in a frame
But I was fire before you named me flame
I carved your name into my spine
Still you swore it was never mine

[Chorus]
You said I’m your best — I call that a lie
I’m the wreckage underneath your sky
You kissed my scars but I still bled
Your praise feels hollow in my head
I held the lightning, begged it to burn
Still never felt like I had worth to earn
I gave you love, I gave you breath
And still I prayed for my own death

[Verse 2]
Drowned in mirrors you made me face
Reflections of the love I couldn't chase
I gave you thunder in lullaby tones
Still you screamed, "I feel alone"

[Pre-Chorus]
You say I never played the part
But I was bleeding from the start
You watched me drown in your design
Then asked why I crossed the line

[Chorus]
You said I’m your best — I call that a lie
I’m the wreckage underneath your sky
You kissed my scars but I still bled
Your praise feels hollow in my head
I held the lightning, begged it to burn
Still never felt like I had worth to earn
I gave you love, I gave you breath
And still I prayed for my own death

[Bridge]
What’s left when your best still feels like sin?
When love’s the noose and you never win
I was the silence you begged to hear
Now I’m the echo of all your fears

[Break]
Not enough… never enough…
I WAS NEVER ENOUGH!!!!

[Chorus]
You said I’m your best — I call that a lie
I’m the wreckage underneath your sky
You kissed my scars but I still bled
Your praise feels hollow in my head
I held the lightning, begged it to burn
Still never felt like I had worth to earn
I gave you love, I gave you breath
And still I prayed for my own death

[Outro]
You said I was your best — I laughed inside
'Cause I see a failure no words can hide
I poisoned the calm with every breath
And dressed up love in fear and death

You held my face, said “you’re enough”
But I cracked at praise I can't trust
Now fading...
Now gone...
I was never the clear sky.

LZX - Lies (Promised Skies)

The Midnight Library

Nerf Herder

Taste the Moon

All I Have Is Me

The Colors In My Heart

Regret And Other Things

No Doubt

Self entitled debut EP of With His Wounds. A focus on uplifting the listeners faith, as well as reinforcing the profound Love and Grace of Jesus Christ through thought provoking lyrics and instrumentals that are intended to give the listener a feeling of acceptance, virtue, and Grace.

Shadows to Sovereign

Serpents in Our Shadows

Love Against the Shadows

Grace in the Ashes

Love Never Fails

The Last Amen

GRIP

LUMENFALL is a fictional band made by me for J.ai


"Static Halo" is a shimmering descent into quiet chaos — a dreamlike post-hardcore hymn that captures the ache between longing and light. LUMENFALL weaves ethereal ambience with emotional distortion, as Simon’s fragile, celestial voice trembles between breathy confessions and desperate release. The song pulses like static — intimate, haunting, and raw — embodying the beauty of imperfection and the pain of self-reflection.

It’s both a whisper and a scream, a meditation on losing oneself in the glow of something too bright to touch.


Lead Vocalist / Lyricist - Simon Aurelian
Bassist - Riven Kade
Guitarist - Kael Dray
Drummer - Aria Vaughan
Keyboardist / Synth - Echo Ryne


LYRICS

[Verse 1]
I’ve been tracing every flicker in the dark,
Counting heartbeats through the static hum.
The air is heavy, my voice is thin,
You said light was love, but it burned my skin.

[Pre-Chorus]
The walls are breathing—
Do you hear them too?
I’m just a signal
Breaking through.

[Chorus]
Wrap me in your static halo,
Let me drown beneath your sound.
Every word you said still glows,
Even when you’re not around.
Pull me closer, pull me through—
I still see the light in you.

[Verse 2]
Feathers fall where the silence starts,
Wings collapse in the undertone.
Every echo tastes like you,
Every shadow leaves me hollow.

[Pre-Chorus]
You said, “It’s beautiful—
To fade, to fall.”
Now I see the light
And I lose it all.

[Chorus]
Wrap me in your static halo,
Let me drown beneath your sound.
Every word you said still glows,
Even when you’re not around.
Pull me closer, pull me through—
I still see the light in you.

[Bridge]
Can you hear it?
The hum between the stars.
That’s where I keep you.
That’s where I fall apart.

[Final Chorus]
Wrap me in your static halo,
I can’t tell the dark from you.
Every fracture turns to color,
Every scar is something new.
Pull me closer, burn me through—
I still see the light in you.

[Outro]
I still see the light in you.

Static Halo

Just an existential concept dreamt up by the universe.

New tracks tagged #post-harcore