Voices (Brutalkill Session)

Voices (Brutalkill Session) [feat. Yuri Lemes]

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I see the way you try to understand
Your patience burns like an open hand
I lie and say "I'm fine" again
But inside I'm drowning in my own pretend

[Pre‑Chorus]
You love like I deserve it
But I can’t even return it
Every smile I fake
Feels like another heartbreak

[Chorus]
I carry guilt like it's skin
You let me in — I let you spin
Round a version of me I can’t defend
You think I’m worth it — I just pretend
I’m sorry I don’t feel clean
You're holding on to someone never been

[Verse 2]
You ask what's wrong — I never say
Cause how do you confess you push love away?
I watch your light grow dim with mine
Still I let you burn, time after time

[Pre‑Chorus]
You love like I deserve it
But I can’t even return it
Every smile I fake
Feels like another heartbreak

[Chorus]
I carry guilt like it's skin
You let me in — I let you spin
Round a version of me I can’t defend
You think I’m worth it — I just pretend
I’m sorry I don’t feel clean
You're holding on to someone never been

[Bridge]
Every good thing turns to rust
When held by hands that don’t earn trust
You look at me and see a chance
I look at you — and feel like an accident

[Chorus]
I carry guilt like it's skin
You let me in — I let you spin
Round a version of me I can’t defend
You think I’m worth it — I just pretend
I’m sorry I don’t feel clean
You're holding on to someone never been

[Outro]
Don’t wait for me to change
This guilt is deep, and it won’t rearrange
Maybe walking away is how I prove
That hurting you was never what I meant to do

LZX - Heavy With Guilt

Lyrics: (German + English) 

March to me...
Obey me gently.
Or crush me violently.

I wear the scars of a thousand wars
My voice - your drum, my will - your law
Chain me to battle, feed me your flame
Touch me with blood, scream out my name

I draped your orders in satin and black
Licked the war dust off your back
Your boots between my parted thighs
You aim... I moan... and we both survive

COMMAND ME - tear down my walls
ERHEBE MICH - until one of us falls
In this war of flesh and fate
I’ll kneel... if you detonate 

I was the soldier, now I’m the sin
Her whispers cracked the steel within
I bled for nations, now I burn for skin
Her yes was the loudest discipline

I marked your chest with rebel teeth
Crowned your pain in ecstasy
I kissed your rage, then shot the sky
And dared your god to watch me cry

GIVE ME THE ORDER - I’ll obey
BREAK ME FASTER - I’ll decay
BLEED ME PROUD - war is sex
LOVE ME HARD - what comes next?

Du bist mein Befehl...
Ich bin dein Untergang.
(You are my command...
I am your ruin.)

Command Me / Erhebe Mich

February 2016 -

After being tucked away in a silent shelter somewhere in London for the last three years, we decided to escape and travel to an Old Church Hall in Trowse - an echoing stained glass portal that led us straight back into the twisted eye of the storm.

Cymbals were cracked, amps were exploded, and at the meditative end of all our frenzied etchings we were left with this triumvirate of tornado-lullabies, our latest contribution to the MANDALA library - Dead Hands Lure.

Enjoy.

Oli Mortham - Guitars/Bass
Jack Fargher - Drums

Production and Mixing by Jonny Cole @ The Mill Recording Studios - www.themillstudio.co.uk

Recorded at Create Norwich - www.createnorwich.co.uk

Cover photo by Tara Tate

Sharkwalk

Doom Painting

Which Image Destroys

Heavy Not Metal - Radio Buena Vida 17.07.25

Jumbotron Justice is the ultimate stadium-sized takedown—psychedelic alt-metal/trap with venomous memes, riot energy, and no mercy for billionaire CEO clowns. Savage, hilarious, and anti-corporate, this anthem was made for the moment the rich finally get ratio’d by reality—broadcast for the world to see. Stadium hooks, wall-of-sound choruses, and meme-driven punchlines ensure your playlist goes viral. If you’ve ever wanted to see a CEO roasted in 4K—this is your soundtrack.

Lyrics:


“Live from the nosebleeds—tonight’s main event: Billionaire gets ratio’d by reality!”


Said he’d change the world—
But only changed his Facebook status.
CEO in the wild, privacy sold for clicks,
Jumbotron confessional—no NDA can fix.
Above the memes? Bro, even nacho cam’s cringing.
Lip-locked at Coldplay, while the staff checks layoff listings.
Built your kingdom with forced smiles and clock theft,
But one stadium kiss—now your stock’s outperformed by regret.
Now you’re trending—#KissCamGate,
#CEOSimp on X, your DMs leaked (“Sent from yacht—sorry, babe”).

How many off-sites till you’re out of sight?
How many “team-building” lies to cover the night?
The cloud remembers—screenshots forever.
Sorry, HR can’t fix this one.
Check your mentions, check your soul,
Tonight, the Jumbotron’s in control.

Jumbotron justice, every scam on replay,
No edits, no NDAs—just you, center stage.
You wrote the rules for the rich, but tonight they break you—
Now you know how your workers feel:
Public, exposed, and paid in memes too.
Dance for the crowd you underpaid,
Tonight you’re the TikTok trend—you made.

“Values matter!”—said from the side account.
PR team’s on TikTok Live, speedrunning damage control.
You gave the world burnout, “unlimited” time off—
But all it took was one concert for your legacy to switch off.
Decades of gaslit, sleepless nights—
Now your empire’s out, like stadium lights.
Distracted Billionaire, hand on your phone,
Your wife saw the jumbotron—now you’re LinkedOut, alone.
Your DMs leak: “Sent from yacht”—that’s peak.
You’re the meme, bro, not just this week.

Annual review, Mr. CEO:
“Excels at vanishing when the spotlight’s hot.
Blames interns—LinkedOut on the dot.”
Zoom meeting ended. Cloud’s still got receipts.
Clean-up on aisle: your legacy.

Jumbotron justice—caught in 4K,
No golden parachute, just a viral shame bouquet.
Hid behind lawyers, glass, and steel—
But the real bottom line’s what the people feel.
No more Coldplay to “Fix You,”
No apology script will do,
Tonight your legacy’s written by the floor crew.

(“No more billionaires!”)

Jumbotron Justice

Lyrics:

[Intro]
(They never left…)
(They never left…)

[Verse 1]
I used to lock the doors inside my brain
Tried to drown the voices whispering my name
But they kept digging graves in my sleep
Feeding off secrets I buried deep

[Pre-Chorus]
And I broke— but they stayed
In the silence, they prayed

[Chorus]
I made peace with the beasts in my head
We shake hands where the angels fear to tread
Not alone in the dark anymore
They’re the family I never asked for
(My monsters and me...)

[Verse 2]
They taught me how to bite, how to bleed
Showed me strength in every ugly need
"You're not broken—just designed for war"
They etched those words into my core

[Pre-Chorus]
We don’t sleep— we just wait
Every dream a twisted gate

[Chorus]
I made peace with the beasts in my head
We shake hands where the angels fear to tread
Not alone in the dark anymore
They’re the family I never asked for
(My monsters and me...)

[Bridge]
I don’t fear them now—I speak their tongue!
Every demon was a part of me all along
They howl and crawl, they tear and bend—
But they held me when no one else did in the end

[Chorus]
I made peace with the beasts in my head
We write lullabies in blood and lead
Not alone in the dark anymore
They’re the home that I was searching for
(My monsters and me...)
(My monsters and me...)

[Outro]
They never left…
But now they stay…
As my friends…
My monsters and me…

LZX - My Monsters & Me

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I lie awake, the night feels near
Hollow breaths echo in my ear
Shadows shift where silence reigns
My body frozen, running cold through veins

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m tethered tight, no will to keep
Between two worlds, I drift in sleep

[Chorus]
Dreamlock, I’m trapped inside this fear
Heart racing, but my voice disappears
In the midnight hush I fight the binds
Dreamlock, captive of my mind

[Verse 2]
Eyes open wide, room’s out of shape
Weight of darkness pulling at escape
Shapes on the walls, faceless eyes
I’m locked in stasis where the terror lies

[Pre-Chorus]
Intuition screams, I’m pressed so deep
Breath’s a whisper I cannot reap

[Chorus]
Dreamlock, I’m trapped inside this fear
Heart racing, but my voice disappears
In the midnight hush I fight the binds
Dreamlock, captive of my mind

[Bridge]
Breath pulses through electric air
Strings tremble of the nightmare stare

[Break]
I stretch, I strain, I crawl inside
Between the worlds I fight to hide

[Chorus]
Dreamlock, wake me up from here
In the void, I face my darkest fear
But when dawn breaks and the chains unwind
Dreamlock falls, I leave it all behind

[Outro]
Soft light peeks across my face
Soul untethered, finding grace
Dreamlock fades in morning’s glow
Breath returns, I finally let go

LZX - Dreamlock

Guitar/Bass - Oli Mortham aka @polymorth
Drums - Jack Fargher

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