2016

jet lag

u being happy is temporary u can see it by the needlesi n my arms 
such a sad expression after all these drugs n selfharm
someone whos once was special 
will someday forget me
not talking bout depression
but happiness is temporary

do u feel the urge to bleed
do u feel the urge to scream
do u wnna blow ur brain
and end on up liveleak

everything is fame
there r always shame
care about urself
Instead of caring bout sumbody else

i am such a loser she will never like me
she says i am weirdo n im always crying
when im in my room i lock myself
i just want to kill myself

Happiness is Temporary (demo)

shes the kinda girl dat makes u mad
shes the kinda girl who makes u laugh
shes the kinda girl whos looks deceiving
shes the kind of girl to leave me bleeding

im sorry im attached
its so hard to not get back
end my life not rn
for u to smile

drop a benzo
shes not much of a thought
it wouldnt work anyway

but it hurting

but ur always in my mind

on my mind 
on my mind every single time

cut right thru i wnna bleed out on the woods
girls never liked me they tght i was no good
i wnna break ur little bones see how brittle they are
i would give my eyes for ur breath of life

i saw her with another guy
tried to not relapse and they all would die
i wnna die x2
i saw her with another guy

shes so cute and kind
pretty devine
i hope its only inside
putrid bleeding
she seems so nice
oh wat a silly surprise

She's the kinda Girl <3 (Demo)

poser girl end my world
music taste trying to be based
u dont like dat as much as me
pretend u like it jus for me

its so annoying x2
why u pretend u like da same music as me
disapointed, thought i rly found da1
top 1 song post reach for my gun
poser girl end my world x2

theres nothing wrong u say
now it starts to decay
pretending u like wat i like its something fake
ill fade away

nothing is real anymore
im a mess
and i wont ever feel like i felt before

Poser Girl (Demo)

Chief Keef Psych Ward (Ryan Pong Remix)

getting 2 the slow money 
getting 2 tha bluezzzz
nothing gon save me 
get me out the bluezzz 
& u know me, had 2 be the fool
& it's okay, use me like a toollll
big money coming, yeah u know it's falling 
big pain on me, yeah u know I'm falling 
relapse on me, yeah u know what's coming 
suicide watch at the psych ward, calm me
repeat cycles, loopty loop
missing like a screw, imma looney dude
idk who's talking, maybe it's the voices 
maybe u just came in tearing down my fortress 
idk yeah maybe I'm doomed
anytime I'm around, I'm the darkest in the room 
all i really know is i need 2 get away 
if I'm not the light 4 u then i cannot stay
only feeling comfy when I'm sitting at the bottom 
i don't wanna keep it in, i don't wanna bottle 
so i put it in a song, I don't wanna bother 
i don't tell you bout the times that i hide 
i don't want 2 feel your shoulder when i cry
i don't want you feeling the wave of my tide
i don't want you knowing that I'm dying inside
i don't wanna tell you that I'm running out of time
i don't wanna let u down, I came so far
guess i really am just traffic to a car
guess i really am just a kink to a hose
guess i really am just a sneeze to your nose
if I was your song I'm the off key note
if I was a frog I was meant to croak 
if I was a tree, yes im made to fall, then I turn to ember this fall

looney freestylyyyy. [prod. serumm]

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lyrics: 

i love my fucking brothers til the death of me
ridin in the whip i got the hennesey
crystals in my cup, no ice, its still ice tho
turn the lights off im finna pipe this hoe

this bitch so bad i wanna fuck her right
we off x pills tryna have a good time all night
trap phone boomin selling pills in the city hoe
cruisin down berry street im tryna touch a milly hoe

make another song feel like gucci mane in ‘09 (cook)
im like free my brother paul i hope the cops die (goddamn)
i decline every fucking call from a bitch
too gone in this bitch
far gone i aint shit

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FeNtReAcToR - Psychward type beat (Official audio)

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