This year I felt the winter's cold frigid hands
Exploding in a thousand pieces, while I dance
I can read you well, just word for word, and
I'll always wait for your return

My feelings are hiding in a pile of leaves
After the snow has melt away
Leaves, decaying as if I felt something
Finally decay in me

I rest my mind
On feathered thoughts to fly through these weathered storms
I rest my mind
On feathered thoughts, with broken wings that I clipped on

And we'll tell each other stories
Like a song you like to hear
We'll smile from ear to ear

With words, like sewing knit sweaters
That you use to wrap me in
With a warm sense of seams and ease
(Your warmth melts me)

Oh great! It just had to be a bad day
It's cool, outside's always a bright sunny day
And all I need is you here everyday
(And I crumple upon your name)

(YEAHHH!!!)

Whoa
I'll wait for you for days
Even if the leaves rot away
I'll still crumple upon your name

The frigid snow at May
You'll melt them all away!

You're Pretty, But You Smell Like a Siakol Song

It felt so sweet
When both our hearts
Had snuck inside

I miss the touch
Of your lips
With your hand in mine

We we're both kids
That told stories
Your voice that's so soothing
Just like a song you sang

I miss the touch
Of your lips
With your hand in mine

I felt so inlove
Until we grew apart
We we're so young
With our dreams ahead of us

(A love that has no toll)
A love that has no toll
You are what you love
And it's not what loves you
But that love was mine

I was made to believe
That everything was possible
You made me it like that
There's nothing we can do
To change that

What do we have to do
To have that

Can't you see
What you've done to me
A fucked up hope
Run away!
Footsteps on the leaves, i hear it
Footsteps on the leaves, i hear it
I figured your anatomy
A heart that's been made for me
made for me

Umiiyak Ako sa Moshpit ng Walktrip

LYRICS:
i remember taking lonely walks around the block 
for some cigarette butts
comin back with nothin feel like shit
creepin into holly's grab the borski bottle chug it til i'm sick
i remember shaking out the winstons out of holly's diet coke cans to dry em out cuz i was down bad
i remember barely talking bro up out of suicide up in that house cuz we was down bad
days spent sitting in that silence no one talking with each other 
it's a mutual knowing that we all fucked up collectively
malachi sparking up a savage then he pass it and i hit it secondly
veteran drunk from the moment we got back from the bottle run
took a chop of showtime guts and then collapsed
shit is treacherous boy

Sadness amongst friends #R34L3M😢 (prod nd mixed by akoge)

LYRICS:
i'm tired of all these groupie hoes i want somethin real for real
she wanna fuck after the show said she already popped a pill
and all that shit is just for show he ain't in that field for real
sticks he got a few of those but he don't really shoot for real
tired of all these groupie hoes they don't feel this pain i feel
they say that i'm they favorite rapper only song they know is k1ll and tranxxform and itxx funny i think that is so funny
she be saying that she love me but i can tell that she don't love me
i can tell she bad for me before i even fuck the bitch 
she said that she want my kids told her just to swallow it
try messaging my ex bitch but she got me blocked again
groupie hoes all on my dick but i just want them off of it

groupie hoes #R34L3M😢 (prod. chris9000 n mixed by akoge)

LYRICS:
It was me and Cassius out back chain smoking boof pack
Rain hitting the roof it’s cold as fuck but the drugs will keep us warm
Heart broke and torn self harm on my arms
Tryna do better but my friends keep poppin bars
Blowing fat clouds reaching for the stars
Don’t wanna come down but i’m crashing hard
Drugs like rock n roll but we got no guitar
Help me out this hole i’m in or at least get me high
We was blowing fat clouds reaching for the stars
Don’t wanna come down but i’m crashing hard
Doing drugs like rock n roll but we got no guitar
Help me out this hole i’m in or at least get me high

no guitar #R34L3M😢 (prod. akoge, confusion216, innam)

EXATAKA - PLAN B NOT WORKIN 😭 (PROD - YNX) #BIRTHCONTROL #REALEMOSHII🪦🏴‍☠️

(old)whatru2me prod me

LYRICS:
we all die one day i'm hoping that it's this one
drinking til i'm piss drunk friends i won't miss em
maybe i'll make some better ones in the next lifetime
i hope they nothin like mine and give a shit next time
maybe i'm just bitter tho this lifestyle do that to you
sorry that i do this to you i hope it doesn't change your life
when i finally build enough courage up to take mine
i'm laughin at the irony i know it sound cowardly
i promise that it's nerve wracking 
seriously i know that i'm a selfish fuck
numbing the anxiety i'm feeling with a plethora of lines of different kinds of drugs
i'm racking out and sniffing up 
i'm quitting life and quitting love 
i'm quitting all of the above
i'm tired of this bullshit i just want forever rest
life is a forever mess 
someone take this weight up off my chest so i can take a breath
i'm feeling really bad right now
and i could really use a friend right now
i'm back up on them xans right now
and i ain't tryna go thru this shit again
i'm feeling really bad right now
and i could really use a friend right now
i'm back up on them xans right now
and i ain't tryna go thru this shit again

WE'LL GET EM IN THE NEXT LIFE TIGER #R34L3M😢 (PROD. AKOGE)

mixed by @kxhner 
prod mcm3lllen 
vocals @me 

(KXHNER MIXX) SADSHXTTT😢😢  #behelits #VAMPSWXXXXG

im fkn crazy (prod me) #WAR (ALL PLATS)

mixed by @pr3sence
prod @h4llwdd
vocals @me

(DJ PR3SENCE MIXX) WHENN YOU SLXXXP PROD @h4llwdd #vampstep

LYRICS:
I ain’t seen the sun in some months
I ain’t seen the moon in some years
Secluded recluse I am
I am the movie man
I’m makin em up in my head
And I watch em over and over
Weight on my shoulders like boulders and boulders
The weather get colder and colder and colder
Shit just get darker and darker
It ain’t no light cuz I drowned it out
Even the sick me is frownin now
Pounding the whiskey to drown it out
Sit in the silence I’m feelin it
Xanax bar to take the edge off
Thinking bout blowin my head off
Or cutting my neck off and letting the red out
I can’t even say the shit I really think about
Y’all wouldn’t listen to it
This is that different music
This that cut up your wrist while you listen to it
I’m at the end of my rope
I’m at the end of the cliff
One foot over the edge
And i accidentally slip
I’m at the end of my road
I’m overdosin again
My wrist is open again
There ain’t no love
It’s just dark in the end
I’m at the end of my rope
I’m at the end of the cliff
One foot over the edge
And i accidentally slip
I’m at the end of my road
I’m overdosin again
My wrist is open again
There ain’t no love
It’s just dark in the end

SAIKYO CHAN #R34L3M😢 (PROD. THUKK)

AKOGE | ONLY 4 R34L 3MOS MIX #R34L3M😢

Letra

Una deformación 
que quiebra 
en el silencio 

y mis manos 
mis mano tiemblan
mi boca 
Mi boca sangra 
palabras 
Palabras 
tu aliento

¿cómo apago el miedo? 
espasmos - de tiempo
colores en tu techo 
que nunca - volví a ver 


tengo montañas roídas 
dentroo de mi cuello 
como imaginé
ya no las cami-na-bas 

niebla!, ¿dónde estás?
mierda! ¿dónde estabas?
niebla! ¿dónde estás?
mierda!, MIERDA, ¿dónde estabas?

500tormentas (demo)

Letra

Me ves fumando lo que queda de espacio 
Pintando los blancos, desesperada

la venia que guardo no cabe en mi almohada
todo el día pensando - poder quemar ese cuarto 

tumbaré — todas las puertas 
a ver - si llegas 
a ver si llegas 
ca-ra de cruz 
treinta olvidos 
la claridad de los faroles 

resortes en mis amígdalas
(¿por qué ir a casa? si no hace falta 
prefiero dormirme en un banco 
una sonrisa de pétalo muerto
(respiro la tarde malva y parpadea tu mirada)
un retazo de mi vida que va descalzo 
(¿quién nos explicaba el mundo?
niños con sangre en las manos)
acariciame, córtame 
(¿quién nos explicaba el mundo?
limpio sangre de mis manos)

…

lo siento en mis entrañas   
se escucha todo
se escucha todo
golpes del mar
la vista mas linda del mundo 
mas linda del mundo
mas linda del mundo 
mas linda del mundo
¿cómo acabé acá? 
dámela 
la voy a enfrascar 
la voy a enfrascar 
la vista del mundo 
del mundo

:para(ca)idas (demo)

Letra

Bese sus tatuajes.
Los besé como pidiendo perdón a su piel.
Pedía perdón por no estar tan cerca de ellos.
Los besé por última vez.
Algo me decía que luego iban a ser un recuerdo.

Me acosté hirviendo.
La mente me hacía gárgaras.
Tenía el corazón erecto.
Las piernas me temblaban.
Y la memoria me contaba historias del futuro.
Futuro donde ella era un recuerdo.
Yo le decía que cerrara la jeta,
que se limitara a hablarme un poquito del pasado.
Que si algún día tenía que recordármela,
era porque yo la había matado.

Marta's Dinner (demo)

We are North Sentinel, a band from Metro-Manila, with a mix of mathy punk metalcore guitars, and screamy vocals. 
northsentinelmanila@gmail.com

#warboys #behelists
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i hate everyone, can't get no satisfaction

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