"Must be too much for you to be my lifeline"

Lifeline

you ever felt like the weight of the world was on your shoulders?

WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS

WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS (prod. MYDADMADETHIS)

I had made this song before in the past and things tend to recycle you know kind of return in our lives and hoping that this is not a return of the same cycle currently in my life especially now but unfortunately this song kind of resurfaced with this beat at the same time and it just feels right and it's kind of scaring me so God's will God bless all thanks be to God

UnSure B4 (now I am so sure)

Opened My Eyes

This is Monster - you've realized the person you thought could have been yours lie to you all along and turns out they are a true monster, but you just sit back and let it happen.

The last song in my new EP "Resurgence", hope you enjoy it!

Monster

It Starts Tonight

trojan horse type beat

Christopher Murphy answers the question by a student "Can you speak about delusions and how to prevent the mind from morphing reality into something negative?" 

The mind is a shape-shifter, constantly forming identities, narratives, and perceptions. Spiritual practice often helps it take on more positive forms. Ultimately, all forms are delusions. True liberation means going beyond all shapes, identities, and desires into a formless, desireless awareness.

https://www.3awakenings.com/

Delusions and the Shape-Shifting Mind

Epiphany begins in chaos—strange rhythms, distant echoes, a pulse that doesn’t quite make sense. Then something shifts.

A signal cuts through the noise. Pads swell, the groove locks in, and clarity arrives. This is the sound of realizing what was always there.

A sonic awakening. A moment of truth. This is Epiphany.

Epiphany

more recent one, made me realize something important

POORKID - I Can't Understand [FREE DOWNLOAD]

An emotional driving rock anthem about the relentless grind of daily existence and the futility of life's struggles. The song explores themes of exhaustion, persistence, and the realization that our efforts may ultimately amount to very little. Powerful vocals convey the weight of routine survival and the eventual acceptance that comes with life's end.

Created with Suno AI

Lyrics by Kenneth Carlino

Struggle for a Speck

“Lost in the Feed Part 1 (The Realization)” is the first jolt in a three-part story—an unfiltered look at the slow unraveling that comes when life is lived through a screen. With raw, confessional lyricism, it captures the hollow high of likes and follows, the quiet ache behind curated smiles, and the disconnect that deepens the more we “connect.”

This track feels like staring into your phone too long and suddenly catching your own reflection—exhausted, overstimulated, and unsure how you got here. It’s part spoken truth, part melodic plea, pulsing with urgency and self-awareness.

If you’ve ever felt buried under your own feed, heard the silence under the noise, or wondered when connection stopped feeling real—this is your song.

Lost In The Feed: Chapter 1 (The Realization)

Christopher emphasizes the importance of developing an inner gaze and self-awareness to counter the mind’s habitual movement from stillness to obsession and distraction. Instead of fixating on the contents of the mind, one should observe the mechanisms behind them, recognizing that enlightenment is a natural, unconditional state, while suffering is conditioned and self-created.

Undoing the Mind's Conditioning

Cinematic collection about the epiphany, featuring orchestral pieces unfolding with emotional turmoil and inner depth that blossom into epic insight, carrying the listener from doubt to clarity, from uncertainty to conviction. Whether it's the spark of understanding, a surge of inspiration, an epic speech or the inner awakening that shifts destinies, these tracks are perfect for scenes where a single moment of realization can transform the entire story and change everything

It Is Time To Change

Eyes Open Wide

Living From Inside

BMG Production

Music, rock, progressive rock, metal, jazz, blues and pop. Almost always AI, and usually my own lyrics.

LONGAGNANI Joeffrey - Film Music Composer

- https://www.cinematicscoring.com

Compositeur de musique à l'image. 

Composition, Arrangement & Sound Design.

Composition et arrangement sur mesure de qualité pour tous types de Médias et tous supports vidéos.
- Compositeur, Musique de films. 
- Spectacles. 
- Arrangeur, Orchestrateur
- Ecriture de Bande Originale de Film
- Jeux vidéos
- Sound Designer, Mixage.

Philosophy is the pathless path; our inborn search for Truth. It is the hope of Christopher Murphy that through his teaching endeavors he can remind others of this innate search for Truth and empower them to see the Eternal with their own eyes.

thethreeawakenings@gmail.com

Hello and welcome!

I’ve been creating music for the past six years, learning and evolving with each track.
My instrumentals are deeply personal—each one shaped by emotion and often named after the feeling that inspired it.

I try to sculpt sounds and melodies in a way that expresses what words sometimes can’t—like trying to describe a color with language. Everyone hears and feels differently, and that’s part of the beauty.

What you hear here on SoundCloud is just a glimpse—there’s a much broader journey waiting on my YouTube channel, where you’ll find many more tracks and visual experiences.

Thanks for listening.
Enjoy the journey.

A broken hearted sad boi who's expressing his feelings through music.

My new album “Rise Up” will be out everywhere soon!

New tracks tagged #realization