Refreshed the sound and rearranged the tune a bit. 
Maybe better, maybe worse but somewhat different.

Retro Dream

Did a remix of a wonderful song by Robert B! 
Check out the original at https://soundcloud.com/robertbmusic/neonkids

Robert B - Kids of Neon (Turbo Knight remix)

Retro Synth

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Hashmoder (Omar Hash): Music composition, sound design, instruments, vocals, vocoder, arrangements, programming, mixing and mastering.

'mindFULL' is carefully constructed electronic music track with synthesizer baselines (syncopated), granular synthesis and pad layers, all evolving very tightly in and out of each other texturally and musically, along a mildly distorted groove of a drum machine. 

This track is about being a victim/survivor from a highly manipulative and malignant person who has borderline and narcissistic personality disorders on the full spectrum. Hence the dreamy ethereal sounds. Overall meaning is about the honeymoon state at the start of the relationship, but then it becomes chaotic; whenever there was chaos, the abused victim dreams of going back to the honeymoon state and staying there for validation ('trauma bonding') after being devalued and discarded by the borderline/narcissist; and no matter what, even after the relationship is over, a part of the victim still loves and misses the good idea/image which the abused only hopes the abuser to become (again: trauma bonding). Hence the middle part of the track sounding chaotic but quantized, then gradually going back to pleasant-sounding etherealness. In essence, this track is about a dream of 'what it might've been' if everything stayed constantly beautiful; and also it’s a mourning -- the death of someone whom the victim misses terribly but that person does not exist in real life, because such a person is a chameleon, a person wearing a mask at all times, lacking empathy.

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LYRICS:

BIG ROUND EYES
BEAUTIFUL FACE
POISE AND GRACE
A LOVE REVISED


THIS STORY BEGINS
HEART OF HEARTS
VISION, DESIRE
MIND AND SPIRIT

THICKENING SKIN
IMAGINED ART
TRANSITION, FIRE
REFINED AND VIVID


DREAMING OF TWO
REGARD AND TRUST
RELIANCE, SHELTER
HONOR AND PRIDE

KINDNESS, VIRTUE
MERCY AND JUST
FORGIVER, HELPER
UNION MAGNIFIED


	CHAOS
		I MUST WARN YOU
	CHAOS
		IT’S JUST A DREAM
	CHAOS
		GOT TO GET UP
	CHAOS
		I WARNED YOU

	FLY
		FADING AWAY
	FLY

	FLY
		FADING AWAY
	FLY
		FADING AWAY

CHAMELEON
EXPLOITATION
AMBIVALENCE
DEGRADATION

MindFull

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mindFULL

a work in progress.
electronic sounds, 80s horror vibes, 90s heart all rolled into a musical gordita. 
Just the basic structure.

Dawn early version

Freelance digital composer
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Professional electronic music producer & artist.  Synthesist & music programmer.  Pro-audio sound designer, engineer, mixer, master.  DJ.  Electronic music studio owner.  Music enthusiast, audiophile & collector.  Synthesizers, drum machines, 8000 records, and 10000 CDs.

Born Omar Hash.  Raised in London, England, and Toronto, Canada.  Lived in Chicago,Illinois, and Scottsdale, Arizona.  Currently living in West Vancouver, British Columbia.  One and only dominator!

I love making music
i love playing video games
I love anything that takes me back feeling like a kid in the 80s

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