STORY TIME!!!  please read.
 
In the quest for love anew, my latest mix is poised to grace SoundCloud, offering solace to eager ears.
For those who’ve journeyed with me, you understand the intervals between my releases. Each track is a labor of love, an intricate blend born from the fragments of my own existence.

This mix is a symphony inspired by the process of rebuilding after life’s upheavals. Despite a year marked by success, the toll on my family was steep. Music took precedence, and in the pursuit of ambition, I inadvertently let go of my role as a father and partner.

One Crucial Song to this whole mix is "Hate Me" - Two friends ft Billy Lockett (Sadbois Remix). When everything was falling apart at home after my tour with shrek rave/bikini bottom rave, I found myself in a deep depression. It was a dark time I was angry at so much, but more than that I was angry at my partner for wanting to be done with me.

She was the pillar in the relationship, she always made everything feel ok, always held it down, always had the answers. But when I was putting music and the party life before her and our two beautiful children she started to break down. I failed at seeing how much she was suffering with the weight of two parents responsibilities along with her own career and masters program. 

I became so angry that I became abusive, I just wanted the world to burn if It meant that I couldn't have her. I became someone that I wanted her to hate. Because if she would hate me it would make sense for her to leave. It would somehow make it easier for me to move on. I now realize that I couldn't have been further from the truth 

Since April, I’ve been reconstructing the remnants of my life, grappling with the consequences of misplaced priorities. A successful year for me meant her shouldering the weight of both parental roles, leaving me with a hollow ache of remorse.

The past remains immutable, but the future is a canvas waiting to be painted. Now I just find my self asking,  “Can we find love again?”

Thank you for reading this! I hope this mix helps you through your endeavors :)

"Can We Find Love Again" End of year melodic bass mix

Skylights

3AM Again

Intro:
Lights off... brain on...
Can’t shut it down... not again...

Verse 1:
It’s 3AM and I’m stuck in my head,
Talking to ghosts that I thought were dead.
Eyes wide open, but I’m half past gone,
Been scrollin’ through hell with my headphones on.
Missed calls and I missed myself,
Fake smiles sittin’ on dusty shelves.
Shadows dancing on my ceiling wall,
Ain’t afraid of the dark, I just fear the fall.

Chorus:
3AM again, and I’m losing grip,
Thoughts run wild, can't tighten the zip.
Heartbeats loud but I play it mute,
Sleep’s a lie that I can't compute.

Verse 2:
I told my friends, “Yeah I’m doin’ fine,”
But I write my pain in between the lines.
Smoke in the air, but I can’t unwind,
Runnin’ from a past I can't rewind.
Anxiety’s a roommate, never pays rent,
Livin’ off fears that my soul has lent.
Pillow talk with my darker side,
Says “You’re safe here,” but it always lied.

Chorus:
3AM again, and I’m losing grip,
Thoughts run wild, can't tighten the zip.
Heartbeats loud but I play it mute,
Sleep’s a lie that I can't compute.

🔥 Bridge (Emotional Climax):
Maybe one day I’ll sleep through the night,
Without fighting demons in fading light.
Maybe I’ll learn how to let things go,
But for now—
I scream in silence, drown real slow.
Tears on repeat, but nobody knows.
I’m not okay, and that’s my truth—
This pain's the beat I write my youth.

Outro:
Another night, another war inside.
Goodnight world…
Or maybe, goodbye.

3AM Again

lyrics - " 

Amazing song 🎶 w/ my bro! On ALL Plats! Ft. @TStewie on YouTube! Almost 1k let’s go! Luv yall</3 💔🤞🏽💯shoutout my gng xoxo- sadboiera/sadboiclique rep forvr! #sbec #sadboieraclique #sadboiera #sadboiera #2025

all is u

All Is u 🥀

"Mind’s a Motel"

Intro:
No vacancy...
But the thoughts check in anyway.
Neon buzzin’ like my brain won’t pray.

Verse 1:
Clock says four, I say who cares?
Stuck in loops, fallin’ down old stairs.
I rent my mind to regrets and fears,
Each door's a scream that nobody hears.
Messages typed but never sent,
Emotions broke, pockets of time spent.
Blanket’s warm but I’m freezing deep,
Counting scars instead of sheep.

Chorus:
Mind’s a motel, open all night,
Every thought flickers under cheap light.
Wish I could check out, leave no trace,
But I’m stuck in room 108—face to face.
Silence screams like a hallway fight,
And I’m just tryin’ to make it to daylight.

Verse 2:
TV static, plays in my chest,
Memories haunt in a dirty vest.
Mirror’s cracked, shows too much truth,
Echoes loud in this soundproof booth.
Left unread, like a love note burned,
Still chasing sleep that never returned.
Ashtray full, but I don’t smoke—
Just burnt out dreams and words I choke.

Chorus:
Mind’s a motel, open all night,
Every thought flickers under cheap light.
Wish I could check out, leave no trace,
But I’m stuck in room 108—face to face.
Silence screams like a hallway fight,
And I’m just tryin’ to make it to daylight.

Bridge:
Maybe tomorrow I’ll turn the key,
Let the sun rewrite the script for me.
But tonight, I’m pacing tile by tile,
Smiling like pain is in style.
The night don’t end—it just resets,
Same room, same soul, same unpaid debts.

Outro:
So if you hear a whisper in the night—
That’s me,
Tryna find peace in motel light.

Mind’s a Motel

While i've experimented, and grown as an artist and started defining my own sounds, experimenting with mixing and mastering until I've landed on something consistent - I felt the next logical step would be to publish an EP

This is the lead single for the EP "DEAD BOY" releasing 9th of september
The EP will have 5 tracks and a bonus, i'm working on getting collabs and features from artists i've connected with, and fw the style of for a while

Lyrics, cover art mix and master by FEVVI 
Beat produced by IL. IK. in collaboration with RedJon

DEADBOY

DEAD BOY

🇻🇳 [VIETNAMESE]
“Em Đừng Kéo Anh Xuống” là một bản pop/R&B kể về một tình yêu độc hại — nơi trái tim đã từng yêu thật lòng nhưng giờ chỉ còn lại sự tỉnh táo. Bài hát là lời nhắn mạnh mẽ: đừng kéo anh xuống khi anh đang cố bước lên. Nhẹ nhàng mà sắc bén, cảm xúc mà vẫn đầy tự chủ.

🇺🇸 [ENGLISH]
“Em Đừng Kéo Anh Xuống” is a Vietnamese pop/R&B track about walking away from a toxic love. It’s emotional, smooth, and confident — a message to someone who had their chance but pushed it too far. He’s not heartless… he’s just finally done.

em đừng kéo anh xuống

I'm going through some shit, and that's alright.
But I'm jealous that the world you see is so bright. 

Shoutout to soprettyanxiety for this beat!! 
Hope you like it :) 

bright world [prod. soprettyanxiety]

I'm so high, I cannot breathe,
I might need to go sit it out.

Thank you to Deatheart for this beat!! 

the nights i cry [prod. Deatheart]

I didn't mean to hurt the kid in the mirror. 

Big thanks to lL lK for this beat! 

kid in the mirror [prod. lL lK]

I miss you,
I know you loved me then,
and I know you still haven't moved on,
because your actions say more than words ever have. 

Shoutout to xenshel for this beat!
Hope you like it :)

loved me then [prod. xenshel]

The lyrics says it all :) 
Hope you love it! <33

Thank you to p4ra for this amazing beat!! 

mama [prod. p4ra]

Ey, its Jezusbruhh aye. This that soundcloud page y'know I'm sayin'.

23💔🥀
@kidsketchyy (all plats & socials!) I am currently 7+yrs into the sad-era vibes #heartbreak genre :) :( #Indieartist #Rapper + #AudioEngineer / Mixing&Mastering services 💯❤️‍🔥

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#sadboiera #sadboieracollective #sadlikesketchy #antisocial 

#sadsongartist #emoartist #emorapper #genresadboy 

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@biteki #bitekivibes #biteki yahh;(( luv #sbeclique & #bitekicom 4 life & for life style forevr < / / 3 3 : 3 am = #sadboihours #sadera

YUNGPUNKCLIQUE

A Norwegian independent artist striving to put Norway on the map

Are you a producer and interested in working, or feel your beats match the vibe? Hmu 

Business inquiries - yungfevvihype@gmail.com

My biggest influences and inspiration are Lil peep 🕊️and Brennan savage. 

Still trying to find my voice, but slowly getting there by each release. 
Thanks to listening in, and follow my road 🙏

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