Lonely days EP

Sad Vibes Ft Lake purple

prod by siem spark x itschrismarek
mixed and mastered by de$ire
vocals all done by yours truly !

LYRICS FOR YOU ! (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥

i'm wasting my time again, baby,
hate me, i love it when you hate me,                                   [x2]
take me, to the times when we were crazy,
baby, i love it when you hate me,

baby, we got something special,
know that you can't deny it,
i swear that you're breakin' my heart,
with all the silence,
tryna keep my mind off of it,
baby, i'm an introvert,
you know i'm lacking confidence,
i be smokin' weed and poppin' pills,
but i'm not proud of it,
if i'm not in your close friends,
i'll make myself a part of it,
fightin' all these demons in my head,
you know i'm over them,
closed so many doors,
i think it's time for me to open 'em.

UGH !
what you thinkin' about?
i think that you would leave me to die,
without a doubt,
i know you wouldn't shut it,
if i told you to cut the rope,
i know you wouldn't cut it.

i love it when you hate me (prod. siem spark x itschrismarek)

prod by @prodmichael
i mixed my vox, ryen mixed and arranged his 😅
go check out ryen's music ! 👉🏻 @datboiryen

LYRICS FOR YOU ! (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥

[𝖉𝖊$𝖎𝖗𝖊]
baby we're fallin',
into the darkest abyss,
but we can crawl out,
even if it takes our last breath,

tell me something, baby !
do you love him just for the sex?
why can't you face me?
are you scared of what comes next?

but i'm contradictin' myself,
by tellin' you i love you,
i know that it hurts,
but baby, we can get through,
baby, you know i don't hate you,
right now, i don't know what to say to you.

[𝖗𝖞𝖊𝖓]
i just don't know what to say,
i try to make myself feel okay, but,
this shit ain't workin',
my stomach is burnin',
i don't wanna have to lose myself again,

'cuz i might fuck around and go to hell again,
suicide doors, baby i don't need no friends,
fuck,
it's got me thinkin',
don't push me to the edge,

i'm doin' the best that i can !
and girl i know you can't really see,
but trust i'm tryin !
and if this what livin' means,
then i guess i'm dyin' !
don't tell me what you want,
'cuz you always like this,
i'm doin' more than he ever did for you,
so take your time, and just choose me.

take your time w/ datboiryen (prod. xmichaelwarren)

@.Redwristculture
feat.
   deadbroke
  kidsketchyy
yungaxstn

Bb girl is my plug - feat. Deadbroke x Yung Axstn

Heaven help us- w/ frvr&alwys (prod. Jolst)

When u say it like that - feat yung axstn (prod. Metlast)

I am my brothers keeper.
R.I.P.

Producer creds: https://soundcloud.com/themostwackest

Electric Blye (Prod. Elias)

Clearly they didn't intend the vocals to match this pitch, but the instrumental is identical to the Boiler Room performance.

Green Echo - Once In A While (Pitch Corrected)

thank you all so much for the love you continue to give this project <3

i cant express how grateful i am for your support

:)

Internet Jesus

Track Ten

Produced By @seldzor

Lyrics:

yea i got a thing or two 
that id like to say 
but i been fucked up all day 
now they wanna see me go big or go home
now they wanna see me go big or go home
yea i got a couple things 
on my mind im not fine 
but i been passed out all day 
now they wanna see me dead 
or with drugs up in my head 
i dont want to get out of bed 
cause this bitch keeps leaving me on read
i dont really do that much 
i just make a few songs 
for the people of the internet 
yea yea yea
i might fly away
yea yea yea
to a place where nobody knows me

get the fuck out my head
leave me lone
i say fml
cause i dont feel whole
nobody can really tell
i try to explain
why the fuck i dont feel swell
i aint been feeling great
tell me how many drugs
does it take?
theres no warmth left in a hug
i wear a fake ass face
the nicotine 
dont hit me the way that it used too 
its sickening remembering how you used me

Internet Jesus

All Day

Stream/Buy

Tell me little sweet thang, sweet thang
Was it something I said or I did?
You don't ever say shit, not shit
I don't want to fix it like this
(2x)

Angel of mine, will these wings heal over night?
Play my heart strings the same way you play with everything
Love plays a sad tune, a note that sings abuse
If love is peace on earth, I'd rather (burn)

Tell me little sweet thang, sweet thang
Was it something I said or I did?
You don't ever say shit, not shit
I don't want to fix it like this
(2x)

ANGEL MANE- IF LOVE IS PEACE ON EARTH, I'D RATHER BURN (PROD. RETROHYPE)

25 years old, hailing from the small town music scene of Georgetown, California, Belak’s musical ethos is nothing short of groundbreaking, as he adeptly fuses the pulsating energy of hyperpop with his roots in alternative rock and rap, crafting a sound that he aptly describes as the "modern alternative."

From humble beginnings crafting beats with friends over Skype on the family desktop at just 17 years old, Belak quickly embraced the collaborative power of technology. With the advent of Discord, his creative horizons expanded exponentially, allowing him to collaborate seamlessly with artists from all corners of the globe. Among his collaborators are notable contemporaries such as Powfu, SadBoyProlific, and ulovely each bringing their unique flair to the musical tapestry they weave together.

Currently, Belak is based in Los Angeles at gravehouse gearing up to release his highly anticipated yellow album, a self-produced masterpiece that promises to push boundaries and redefine genre norms. Drawing inspiration from shoegaze, hyperpop, alternative, indie, EDM, and hip-hop, this album is a testament to Belak's boundless creativity and fearless exploration of sound.

< @-kidsketchyy

Hmu for audio engineering / & or collabs! :) 
Mix & Masters
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"Broken's Best"

There was an era of hip-hop that died with suicide, violence and addiction. The soundtracks were vulnerable, the instrumentals were gruff, lyrics explicit and vocal arrangements were hypnotizing. Soundcloud rappers like Capital STEEZ, Lil Peep, XXXtentacion and Juice Wrld  - the forefathers of emo-rap - used their creative talents to express and highlight their mental health. Unfortunately for us, they were taken as quickly as they rose to fame. 

Jay Illicit is a recording artist who connects with his fans through emotionally vulnerable lyrics, thought-provoking views on life, moody chord progressions and a stage presence that easily becomes the talk of the town. By blending the diverse styles of emo-rap, hip-hop, punk, rock, and R&B together, the singer and songwriter creates a mixed atmosphere of rebellious melancholy. His intimate records, and uncanny social media presence welcomes an outcast, like yourself, to be a part of a community where you finally know you belong. His revolution is for you, the people craving music reminiscent of something real, organic and that makes you want to feel again.

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