Food for the soul I know you're hungry two stepped away 
you're moving outta place
 Moving on and now I'm in this tidal wave
 A hundred minus one you know I can't replace you
 But I Also can't keep you it's selfish I know 
So I'm sandy walking on the coast 
Maybe I was born to be a lonely soul 
I'll just take my love I'll leave it right here 
Yea it's me and you and then the truth 
August with your black top on face to face with the books you found trying to set the rules Fast forward and I'm all alone 
And I still got the poems I wrote 

And I'll sing songs but won't hit your line 
Be friends if you want to you can call me one time 
And I'm at peace so I don’t really mind 
Switched texts for the entries for the journals I wrote 
Days when I woke up to you warm and close 
Nights by the water to balcony smokes
 Still got your pictures they fill up my phone 
Thoughts to erase them I'm conscious I don't 
I'm grateful I don't 
Give a fuck about your new man If you got a new man 
Sorry bout the loose ends If it sounded kinda rude

Karaoke pink.

'lethe' is a reflective, atmospheric track that captures the weight of heartbreak and the longing to let go. with vivid lyrics and a haunting melody, it explores the tension between holding on and finding release. raw, honest, and deeply human.

lethe

Do it.

[Verse 1: Milo]
I packed my bags this morning, left them by the door,
The weight of all our silence, I can't carry anymore.
Your eyes don't even follow when I walk across the room,
We're strangers in the mirror, love faded far too soon.

[Verse 2: Colette]
I saw your bags this morning, but I didn’t say a word,
I knew this day was coming, though I hoped it seemed absurd.
The echoes of our laughter are ghosts we can’t revive,
We’re living in the same place, but not the same lives.

[Chorus]
We’re checking out, no turning back,
Two hearts on different tracks.
The love we built has burned right out,
And now it’s time—we’re checking out.

[Verse 3: Milo]
I found the note you left me, folded by the bed,
The words you couldn’t say out loud, the things we left unsaid.
It broke me for a moment, then it set me free,
A parting gift of honesty, the last thing you gave me.

[Verse 4: Colette]
I couldn’t face the goodbye, so I let the ink speak clear,
Every word a memory, every line a tear.
I hope you find the sunlight, though I’ll miss the shade,
Sometimes the hardest choices are the ones we’ve already made.

[Chorus]
We’re checking out, no turning back,
Two hearts on different tracks.
The love we built has burned right out,
And now it’s time—we’re checking out.

[Bridge]
[Man:] You were my compass, my northern star.
[Woman:] You were my home, no matter how far.
[Together:] But the map’s torn now, and the road’s unclear,
The only way forward is away from here.

[Chorus]
We’re checking out, no turning back,
Two hearts on different tracks.
The love we built has burned right out,
And now it’s time—we’re checking out.

[Outro]
No blame to place, no wars to win,
Just a quiet end where we begin.
We’ll carry the good, leave behind the doubt,
With one last breath, we’re checking out.

Checking Out - Milo (Feat. Colette)

Needy_SPED UP - Ethan Ruth Leaks

I don’t think I can handle a, relationship ~
Often times I find myself, feeling sick ~
And I can’t help it I don’t know why 
Always wanna be by your side 

In my head a white picket fence 
Maybe couple a kids 
I’ve been doomed since we met 

I really wanna scream 
Everything you do to me 
Feels so perfect feels so good 
You never get me misunderstood 
I’ve given myself away
Too many people have kissed my face 
But none of them felt as good as you
That I promise and that is true
(That I promise)
(That I promise)
That I promise that is true 
You love me and I love you 

I could never find my way out of my self dug grave 
Until she let her hair down and I pulled myself out  

I’m so scared I’m terrified  
That she’ll leave me dead inside
Heart beating fast 
I can’t even blink
Kissing the blade it always stings 

I really wanna scream 
Everything you do to me 
Feels so perfect feels so good 
You never get me misunderstood 
I’ve given myself away
Too many people have kissed my face 
But none of them felt as good as you
That I promise and that is true
(That I promise)
(That I promise)

That I promise and that is true
You love me and I love you 

I promise you i promise you
I promise you i promise you
That its true 
I promise you 
Promise you
Promise you
Promise you 
Its true

Promise (prod. Teague)


I can’t take it back
No matter how hard I try, you’ve made up your mind
No such thing
As second chances when you’ve put true love on the line

Did you have a heart attack 
Come lay on my chest, don’t worry—no strings attached
Don’t want me like that
But I’ll keep on talking just to make it last

San Diego fairy, come and carry my heart in your hands again
Even if you scare me, Bloody Mary, I’m the world’s best ex-boyfriend

You never asked, but I still stay
I’m the best mistake you could ever make 
Say you don’t miss me, say we’re just fine
Then why do you take up most of my time

I’ll fake a smile and take the blame
I’ll nod when they bring up your name
Say I’m happy, say I’m fine
You moved on and I don’t mind...

San Diego fairy, come and carry my heart in your hands again
Even if you scare me, Bloody Mary, I’m the world’s best ex-boyfriend

I’ll bite my tongue, I’ll play pretend
I’ll raise a glass to you and them
Even if it kills me in the bitter end

I promise you’ve made it awfully clear 
You don't want me near baby you’re giving me tears

San Diego fairy, come and carry my heart in your hands again
Even if you scare me, Bloody Mary, I’m the world’s best ex-boyfriend
San Diego fairy, come and carry my heart in your hands again
Even if you scare me, Bloody Mary, I’m the world’s best ex-boyfriend

World's Best Ex-Boyfriend (prod. Sebraca)

You're as beautiful 
As the day I left
I was delusional
A victim of theft

Kisses and wishes the words won't come out 
Red flower petals they fill up my mouth 
Lying and crying to see you again 
I should've never said this is the end 

She's got the spare keys to my car
I should've let her in my heart
San Diego isn't so far 
Two hours and I'm in your arms 
I didn't think 
I'd regret
All of the things I had said 
It feels weird to meet you here 
We were in the same car last year 

Kisses and wishes the words won't come out 
Red flower petals they fill up my mouth 
Lying and crying to see you again 
I should've never said this is the end 

I was a fool 
I fucked up 
I miss you so fucking much
Thought I was cool without your touch 
I need you my Snugglebug

I'm glad you're fucking happy 
(without me)
I wish that it was with me with

You really like her but what about me 
You held my hand in Rueben's backseat 

Snugglebug (prod. Peril)

Heartbreak hits hardest in the silence of the night.

Do You Ever Think of Me is a song about late-night regrets, missed chances, and the kind of love that lingers long after it’s gone. It’s about scrolling through old messages, fighting against memories that refuse to fade, and wondering if the other person ever thinks of you too.

With haunting melodies and raw emotion, this track dives deep into the pain of letting gowhen your heart still holds on. If you've ever stared at your phone, waiting for a call that never comes, this one’s for you.

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Do You Ever Think of Me

I wrote this song about a breakup where I didn't get any answers for why the person was leaving me. So this is just me trying to capture heartbreak daydreaming in song form.

01. Changed your mind

prod. @yunnygoldz
lyrics:
Things got lost and lost our hope
Second chances still got choked
Highways always stall to slows
And true love always hurts the most

Honestly im telling the truth there aint been truer words
You got to meet my nan before she passed away in luneburg

had your bunny necklace laying for months on my nightstand
Whats tonights plan? Maybe rot in bed until i conceive the right plan
2 years fall apart within your hands, fine to grain and bits of sand
Even i had the bullseye point blank i doubt my shot would land
I need help now, im craving for attention even tho im in the background
Dont come back’round, cause i dont wanna waste more time just for it all to crash down


craving for attention even tho im in the background [prod. yunny goldz]

maybe i should stop believing 

i feel like frankenstein lacking human feelings

on my back and i am staring at the ceiling 

im wondering to myself if i have a meaning

do i have a meaning x3

why dont i ever feel things

do i have a meaning (do i have one)

do i have a meaning (i need to know)

do i have a meaning

frankenstein

Rose was the one true baddie love of Napoleon.



Original lyrics by Iron Professor.
Music developed with DAW digital composition technologies and generative instrumentation; written in the key of conviction.

Rose

nie mam szans - mlode jajo prod sickboy

i'm all alone

cry :(

ᴘʀᴏᴅ. ᴍɪᴇʀᴄᴏʟᴇs

϶ᴛо ᴨᴇᴄня о ну ϶϶ ᴛиᴨо я ᴩᴀзбиᴛ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇ ʙᴄᴇ дᴇᴧᴀ оч ᴦᴩуᴄᴛнᴀ

я знᴀю ʙ ϶ᴛой жизни я нᴇ буду ниᴋᴇʍ
я уᴛоᴨᴀю ʙ ʍоᴩᴇ из ᴄʙоих жᴇ ᴨᴩобᴧᴇʍ
я уᴛоᴨᴀю ʙ биᴛʙᴇ чᴛо ʙᴇду ᴄᴀʍ ᴄ ᴄобой
я нᴇ ᴨᴩоɯу о ᴨоʍощи я ᴦᴧᴀʙный ᴦᴇᴩой

ᴀᴀ-ᴀ
ᴛы ʍоя ᴦᴧᴀʙнᴀя ɸобия
ᴀᴀ-ᴀᴦᴀ
но я боюᴄь ᴛᴇбя ᴨоᴛᴇᴩяᴛь
ᴀ-ᴀᴀ
и ϶ᴛо боᴧьно оᴄознᴀʙᴀᴛь
очᴇнь
я хочу ᴄᴇбя убиʙᴀᴛь

ᴛы ʍой яд ᴛы ʍой яд ʍоя ᴄᴋоᴩᴀя
убиʙᴀй ᴄᴨᴀᴄᴀй ʍᴇня
ʍой зᴀᴨой ʍой зᴀᴨой ʍоя ᴄᴋоᴩᴀя
ᴨᴩиходи оᴛᴋᴀчᴀй ʍᴇня
дᴀжᴇ ᴇᴄᴧи ʍы ᴄᴛᴀᴧи дᴩуᴦиʍи
дᴀжᴇ ᴇᴄᴧи ужᴇ ᴄᴧиɯᴋоʍ ᴨоздно
обᴇщᴀй нᴀʙᴄᴇᴦдᴀ зᴀᴨоʍниᴛь
чᴛо у нᴀᴄ ᴄ ᴛобой быᴧо ᴄᴇᴩьᴇзно




я справлюсь

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I’m a historian (PhD) turned lyricist and digital producer, crafting innovative music that breathes new life into hidden histories. I write original lyrics inspired by rigorous historical research, using DAWs and generative tech to blend history with fresh sounds. Step Outside The Academy and experience stories the textbooks overlooked.

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Power moves in the direction of hope 
2 0 5.

Nada Samir is a gifted German singer and songwriter hailing from Frankfurt am Main. Born on June 18th, 1996, she has created a unique sound blending elements of pop, indie pop, and R&B soul. Nurturing her passion for music from a young age, she began writing her own songs at the tender age of 13, and by 16, she was sharing her talent by posting cover songs on YouTube. Her music career took off in February 2020, with the release of her debut single "Your Promise." April 2nd, 2021 marked the release of her critically acclaimed debut album, "Heartbroken." And on January 1st, 2023, she has recently dropped her sophomore album "See You Next Life." Her music is an honest reflection of her feelings and experiences, delving into themes of depression and self-discovery.

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history major and future teacher

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