and to the long night...

written & produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
about u
i think about u
x8

shawdy
i have no head space
i have no head space
aint slowing down

i still have no head space
i have no head space
i have no head space
out of bounds

its on the road
i sped it too fast
yah i know
i spun it round
in the snow
like what u worried bout
its jus my soul
i saw it
yah in the face
yah in the face
end it

about u
i think about u
x16

its your time
i think about u
x14

i think about
u
u
its jus u
its jus u
u r me
u r me
i am u
i am u
we r us
we r us
i lost it
i lost it
over now
its over now
ill come back
ill come back
i know that

i feel myself
i feel myself
i feel myself
yah i can feel myself
i feel like no one else
i am all ive felt
i am all ive felt
feeling i think about u

i think about u
x8

i think about

*you*

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

... i send my soul

ithinkabtu

written & produced by the mufuka who sing it

Lyrics-
i got the stains no they never gon wash away
she feel the same but i guess we had lost the faith
carry the weight of the problems need solving
but i never resolve it though that's all that im wanting
yah thats all that i want

im tired and the fates be calling me
im at the gates but no ones here anymore
im in the wind Aeolus and Anemoi
i dont know it but i been here before

inside i fall

i fell from eden
man i didnt mean it
the gardens on fyr
i guess i should leave

for its dark 
for it gets dark

covered in scars 
blud is tar

heart open
heart scars
heart wounded
in the park
draw the lines of what is family
king of the ocean im forever sailing

was it the fantasies that raised u
cause all i wan do is relapse with u

i found a way back
we go way back 
hiii 
how could i fake that fake that
the way u play that

we could stay locked in the dark
when u smile thats my favorite part
i seen the way that she moves the stars 
oh we could go

you
             i
stay
            miss
here
            u
    yah
     x2

yah we could roll
but i know she never felt this shit at all
i been caught up in the wind i took a fall
they all like to talk but i jus like to ball

climbing mountains steep
been stuck in my sarcophagus
blud pouring out of my esophagus
brain melts in the desert heat

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

eden

written & produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
im in my head again
x4

im too tired to miss u
x2
im so tired
x2

i wish i could love like u
i wish i could have that too
yah yah

tell shawdy if i do
would u tell shawdy if i do
i wish i could love like u
i wish i could love like u
would u tell shawdy if i do
would u tell shawdy if i do
tell her if i do
would u tell her if i

i felt the time right
when i had felled u
i saw the bright light
n then the hell fumes
i heard the fyr sprite
when i had felt u
i fell in spite right 
like may i sell u
i wouldve died like
if i could tell u
smoke on the sideline
take in the world view
ride on a fyrbike
shawd i will melt u
i saw the abyss right
and then i fell through
x2

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

fyr sprite

written & produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
when i die
ill face the final fear
n then peace behold
at least thats what i hope
cause im fyrbound

n then i hear not a single sound
n ion feel no woe
for the ones ive known
cause im fyrbound

i wash away
i feel nothing at all
i tried to run
from the way home

i got a gun 
hes got a gun
put it to my head
public display

i shot it once 
he shot it once
cranium fountain
the blud of my brain

yah yah
yah shawdy hung
but idc
fill my lungs
with anything but air
for when i try to breathe
i go insane
all the finer things
that i take in vain

i dont believe i must
but i still hold the weight
shawdy could i trust
i feel it float away
in my head im ok
in my head im jus fine
in my head i feel alright
in my head i fly

i miss u
i miss u yes i do
x2

running backwards i had lost the path
when i asked her shawdy laughed
im moving faster than i can track
i got a fat purse full of tabs

it was right here the blud sprayed to the left
gun under the right side of the chin it seems
i had seen him jus a say before his death
he looked perfectly fine to me
try it try it TRY IT
why should i if i can help it
try it try it TRY IT
its hard to miss u
its hard to miss u

i like drugs
dont mind my buzz
yah from whence i came return to dust
no matter what i touch
it turns to rust
i dont know if its real
could i trust

like bitch i left
cause bitch i could
like bitch dont stress
cause bitch u good
one more test lets see if i should
i got the stag on the crest, from the irish wood

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

fyrbound

written and produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
im like damn u act like a fan
i smoke the dopest u cant understand

oh shawdy take her hands off the wheel
painkillers
velvet skin
i dont want it to change
oh shawdy let me know how it feel
california i be cruising to the bay

redline shawdy speeding by left her tread on the road
redline shawdy speeding by had the feds it her toe

i was tryna take her back to the coast
eyes real low she had smoked all the dope

shawdy yes ur highness
she a persian princess
i smoke on the finest
shawdy could i show u this
i feel like the highest
drugs is on my wishlist
i roll in the fyr bitch
i got sent to hell swift

yah im drowning under the sea 
like '07 seb im fucking whipping the beam

crash it in the lake
i swear this is my fate with u
my mind roll in sync
when i smoke on this dank

hold up let me think
i dont know what im sayn
i swear my life is feign
i had switched up my face 

sorry i had text u
im jus tired let my eyes close
i jus been so tired let my eyes close
i been driving round with my eyes closed
novocaine
i numb the pain
another stain
its okay
i need the hate
drop the fangs
roll with vamps i need a cape
smoking dank

shawd i thought u died
why u hit my line
ghost gurl i need 5
u jus wan get high
tbh i jus wanna get thigh
but shawd i wan be fine
i need all my mind
i miss iphone 5
back when i had time

back when i had time i was in the moment
now u catch me hotboxing my coffin

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

iphone5/sotired

written & produced by the mufukas that sing it

Lyrics-
highways highways baby how u doing
i jus been rolling my foot to the floor 
i could come by n pick u up tomorrow 
ion got nothing but shes wanting more

i cant escape what i got coming 
you stay away stay away 
x2

i cant stay
hide my face
i watch u
i watch u

n your so dead
so i cant feel u
but i like that
would u mind if i heal u
ill have u comin right back
cause i know ill need to
have another relapse
shawdy stay i plead to u
jus know ion need u

i don’t need u but i gotta leave can you come with me 
Girl
I cant always please you but i’ll try to give you what you need boo

Weak spot for you, your my achilles heel
Pain receptors turned off dont know how to feel
Ears are clogged from the voices upstairs gotta clear the gunk
Hard to recieve your love gotta readjust
Give some water to the tree everything starts as a seed it needs time
Cant be blind gotta read thru the lines
When i think of flowers you come to mind

New day
Still in pain
Im in pain it dont rlly feel like pain
matter fact i love it 
Like i love you wont give up for nothing 
Please dont make me choose 
Dont know when im dying 
So sick of trying 
Continue down the path that lead me to alignment, unsure
Take a detour pop a pill and relax
Ima leave this town and prolly never come back

Choice is yours i hope im what you find 
Way past due girl im running out or time
Or we could forget and fantasize 
I fear of that but not to die 

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

Fratres w/ WiCK3D

written and produced by the mufuka who sings it

Lyrics-
hey shawd whatchu talkn bout
hey shawd whatchu on
hey shawd whatchu talkn bout
hey shawd whatchu on

i could hate u
but why would i do that
its hard to face u
hol up shawdy lemme grab my mask

i been tangling wit vines
tryna figure out my mind
shawdy ima need u here
if only u could spare the time

autumn leaves falling in my hair i could stay put
shawdy wanna watch she wanna stare how my eyes look
i jus yell shawdy
u out so far
shawdy shawdy

hey shawd whatchu talkn bout
hey shawd whatchu on
hey shawd whatchu talkn bout
hey shawd whatchu on

i could hate u
but why would i do that
its hard to face u
hol up shawdy lemme grab my mask

i been tangling wit vines
tryna figure out my mind
shawdy ima need u here
if only u could spare the time

autumn leaves falling in my hair i could stay put
shawdy wanna watch she wanna stare how my eyes look
i jus yell shawdy
u out so far
shawdy shawdy

i watch the world spin
x4

sir i am seriously high i dont feel like u
sir how come u cannot catch the vibe i was not planning to duel
sir i have got plenty of the guys i have got plenty goons
it is a shame that youve come to die u shouldve followed the rules

im so sorry bout it
i should hide u
im wouldnt worry bout it
they wouldnt find u
i gotta lie about
yah i might do
cast in the fyr bout it
i was planning to

i dont think i wanted u in my head
i been feeling like the flu super sick
im like damn i found two in my bed
im like damn i need u in their stead
im like damn shawd went slew all the feds
im like damn shawd went loot all the chests
im like damn shawd i want uu as my vet
im like damn shawd for u that i bled 

i need a head spark
skip to the war part
idk i think i prolly got like 2 stars
which ones the health bar

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

hey shawd

written and produced by the mufuka that sings it

Lyrics-
hii'shfirr

- Faerie Tales & Crimson Castles -
A collage made of my favorite pieces from the various works I've created from Feb '24 to Feb '25. The sounds compiled on this mixtape were crafted using various specific deep residual feelings toward a place and time and encapsulated to be repeated. I call these deep feelings that feel like something beyond feeling "Qwoibs" and each song has at least one of these within its waves. These feelings are specific to me but the beauty of art is that it is up to the observer to say what it is, so I implore you to explore and ponder these sounds however you wish with hope in finding a peace of some kind, whatever that would mean to you. 

- Samben, sending you best wishes from the seventh hell

straptuppinkprincess

written & produced by us

lyrics:
coming down
coming down
that lil bitch i hate her
i spend time with faders

coming down 
coming down
send her through a phaser
im out here with faders

coming down
coming down
i feel like such an oddity
i can see everything
i slide down velocities

n she know that i wish her well
i wish her well
i doooooooooooooo
but she know i been cast to hell

all the time
what you coming in for
shade cast hii-shfirr i fear nothing at all
n all my time is fraught man
but im still feeling you
im locked in my coffin
n all i see is u

parasitic shawdy all up in my brain
narrow passages but I still feel the same
heart is in a tear, blud lake
i am fully still, outta pain

Roll a camo wrap now im on one
Percy dust inside tar in my lungs
Fantasy world created by design
Butterfly effect im reading thru the lines

What u wanna do
Lets have a duel
Feel like im in a zoo
Dont make me mad man
Wick3d bluddyboy crew
Benjamin got my fingers looking all blue
True love

I been cutting everybody off as of recently 
Try my best everyday think im doing decently 
Ima leave when i get the chance give me a reason b
Hoping one day ill be happy i forget how the feeling be

Latina hoe she Dominican 
She know how to dress
This one hoe tell me im too devilish should read Philippians
She ride me like an srt with no mileage 
I dont need no damn accountant im in love with counting it

All these drugs got me dried up like a starfish
On the bright side life is naturally garnished
Kick back and put my feet up and light a cigarette
Looking at the water and moonlight glistening

Past my darker days but its still dark some days
Wont allow myself to put my trust up on display
I told that you werent shit i wasnt stuttering
Ear buds in ipod shuffling

catch me in a fantasy, I don't wanna be, and to the long night, i send my soul, only when you call my name, will i fall, king of the ocean, i everwade, pour me upon a notion, a realm of pure creation, even gods die, and their corpses rot in our heads

Media/Communications:
youtube - https://www.youtube.com/@samben9
Instagram -  https://www.instagram.com/sambenjz/
wick3d soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/sirwick3d

faders w/WiCK3D

written & produced by us

lyrics:

im like damn shawdy pass the blow
im like damn shawdy pass the dope
damn shawdy pass the blow
damn yah im bound to blow

like damn shawdy pass the blow
im like damn shawdy pass the dope
got fyr in my head ik
i got fyr in my head ik

rockstar i jus roll
ion even have to know
fyr in my head shawdy pass the blow
rockstar i jus roll
yah roll
yah roll

damn shawdy pass the blow
im like damn shawdy pass the blow
im like damn shawdy pass it

you dont want me back
i wont be back
shawdy why she sad
tired when she asked

you dont want me back
i wont be back
shawdy why she sad
tired when she asked

gave that bitch a timeout
said she wanna find out what she find
i jus wanna head out backwards
i jus wanna go so backwards

im like damn shawdy pass the blow
count it up shawdy pass the dough
im like damn shawdy bound to glow
my head fell off n roll

Pass the blunt 
I dont wanna ask for much
We could do whatever you want 
Only 22 but i prolly need brand new lungs 
If you really love me tat my name up on your tongue
We could change the future baby lets get something done
Take me by the hand you dont have to do this alone 
Humans just like dogs they’ll do anything for a biscuit
They look at me crazy everytime they see my wrist slit
Pop a perc im slurring words i might need some assistance
Bend her like a pretzel and start tearing up her fish nets 
Could you back to the part where i gave a fuck because i missed it
Im bout make an impact but i aint talking bout genshin
Bluddyboyz move like kings we see you moving like a bishop 
I had to move on to a brand new way of life

Driving down the city scape
You can’t find me im so far away 
In another realm with Sam adventure awaits
Lifes a fantasy
We cant even see 
Sometimes i be feeling mindless
I experiment with drugs but im no scientist
Me and Samben invented our own language
Never teaching anyone 
We needed our own shit
They dont even understand us in the fucking first place 
But its better that way
Dont need no one in my face 
Came a long way from being trapped in the abyss
Long live all my brothers i cant help but reminisce 
Got a lot of demons but im not no satanist
She prefers to lie because the truth is hit or miss

catch me in a fantasy, I don't wanna be, and to the long night, i send my soul, only when you call my name, will i fall, king of the ocean, i everwade, pour me upon a notion, a realm of pure creation, even gods die, and their corpses rot in our heads

Media/Communications:
youtube - www.youtube.com/@samben9
Instagram - www.instagram.com/sambenjz/
wick3d soundcloud - @sirwick3d

pass the blow w/WiCK3D

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i jus wana do it shawdy i wana fyrwalk, i wana fyrwalk, hu yah

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