Behold: My first attempt at vocals, much credit to the @AFEW2MANYMEN studio!

LYRICS:

Suffering in silence
Suicide is on my mind and I cannot deny it.
I'm marked for death; I can't hide it.
Nobody can see the crazy shit inside my eyelids:
A Chuck E. Cheese ball pit ruled by a tyrant;
Two tons of rotten meat, eight years expired.
Every day it feels like I'm dyin', sadge man.
I'm fat as hell; I need a fucking diet, Packman.
Hugging a tear-stained pillow
To ease the pain
 inside my veins.
Psychotropics inside my brain
Keep myself from driving me insane.
Broke, impotent, and lame.
All the advice I ever get is the same:
"Suffering and death is all a part of the game
Just like playing top lane against a Vayne."

My spirit's subsumed into a cruel mind where
self-hatred flows like the Danube.
Dropped off and used, like a doll
in a cabbage patch turned sand dune.

Is this the honest truth? Or am I just
tying my own noose, and dying before you?
What is a boy to do when he's nowhere near
being the man that he's supposed to?

Sand Dune (prod. Ornn Main)

Sand Dune

Soft sand being blown over a hard crust of sand on a dune in the Namib desert. Read about my expedition to Namibia at https://mindful-audio.com/blog/namibia-sound-recording-2020

Skeleton Coast - Sand Dune In Moderate Wind

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