@trisonline

dont even have any words
say what u want idc if it hurts
make no sense im just vomiting words
im feeling sick ive been vomiting

youre almost everything id ever want 
somehow youre still nothing
youre almost everything id ever ask for 
somehow youre still nothing

they see a problem they run like athletics
they like to talk but not back it up
and they say that were pathetic
they never look at whos speaking up

give me an offer ill take it up
i think im using up most my luck
taking my time got no need to rush
minutes they turn into hours

minutes they turn into hours
im waiting for may and the flowers
im waiting for things that i may never discover
i dont know why but i hope that i never recover

minutes they turn into hours
i dont really mess with the others
i never move i just hover
i dont think that ill ever get better
i dont think that ill ever get better

minutes turn to hours prod me n tris

@1kayro

scram:

fill my messages w alt accounts
here i was thinking i was different
i still dunno what they talk about
i wont ask it's nun of my business

tho i kno that it's worth it
i've only killed what ive nurtured
you were gone it was the first thing
that i noticed in the morning

i'd be a fool to want it back
yk i can't keep myself on track
i never claimed i was perfect
was it really that obvious

dgaf what my friends did
yk what u did and i hope that u end it
i'm w aisle i'm w jane ya we centred
made it better tho i know u never meant it

kayro:

Can’t get calm, my god, I’m a let down
Said I should get fucked, what was that about
One ask, one try before I get out
Tried taking me back and took the wrong route

And now ur acting like I didn’t know
And ur still trying like it isn’t over
Stop telling me that I shouldn’t go
You can’t fix this with a clover

scram:

dgaf what my friends did
yk what u did and i hope that u end it
i'm w aisle i'm w jane ya we centred
made it better tho i know u never meant it

the thought of you was awful
it's so pathetic you were the only one i talked to
i was hoping it would end soon
and ik that u felt that way too

alt acc + kayro (kayro)

lryics later hi gujys song war people cover art by me prod me flip you

scrambl

i dont care abt the side effects
are you stupid why you asking if im leaving yet
you dont know how fukcing bad it gets
i know we aint talk for ages sorry i forget

ho i know you you just duck when youre called out
u know u far away u talking on my phone now
he know what he done he aint even try n clear his name
they try to say i changed

did i do enough
rlly thought i healed but i still want me gone
i could never pick that up
i cant pick it up
i dont want your drugs

i got headaches and it gets too much
im not trying to earn back your trust
i cant name a time i dont know when to start
you can sit back while i tear myself apart

daikyu

i think thats just how it goes
everyone's a poser
i dont know where but im going there
i think that im awful
i think i got set up
but would you come back if you had the choice

no i dont have the choice
i been stuck in one place for a year now
there's nothing more to talk about
dont know why im fucking up so i just keep on fucking round

you could take my life
i'd kill myself to be something
i know that shit will never get better
handful of pills tell me "take it or suffer"
cant rely on shit like that i can't be altered

i see people looking for a way to break the clock and wind it back to change the things that they regret and fix the problems that they left but i could never tell
if that's something that i would do
if its something that i could do

scrambl

and theres nothing i could do
tell me why would i want to
dont go saying "zy you aint call back"
what you said that aint nothing you can take back

dunno why they hate us when they taking what we built up
tried to talk to you i swear that shit was rlly torture
get off their dicks you aint nothing to them
mfs rlly would just kill u in a second w no second thoughts

quite a handful + daikyu

feel

@prod-rioxion

i feel like majima
eyepatch on my face
like a pirate on the island
y'all stuck on the bay

ask me did i win the race
are you dumb
it’s okay 
i still dunno what i can say x2

who am i to tell you what to do
i just lost myself and i can’t get it back now
who are you to talk when your mans got sat down
yall still on the floor it’s the air that we stand on

i’m w bro i'm w kiryu
all these other motherfuckers they ain’t even close to you
i’m like majima bitch i’m everywhere
fuck the crowd i’m a breaker
ik u wanna stare

b i'm in the shed i feel like laker
thought he was my bro but he as fake as the others
he can’t take shit he can only take cover
fuckin' up my thoughts we were fine in the summer

how can you act like that
ik that you give a fuck drop the act
howd you let it get so bad
youre unrecognisable i want you back

js act like i never gave a fuck
i don't really anyways i'll give you want you want
n i'm slurring all my words i'm feeling like a drunk
me and buddy might get mad, put you in a trunk

i've been sorry but we're past that
when you tried to fuck me over can't look past that
you can't realise yourself you were off track
what you do is what you get, no more takebacks

you bitches inconisderate
telling me to switch i could not even consider it
don't you touch my face stg i said i'm over it
take it at my pace, if you rush i swear i'm leaving it

how come you only put in effort when we're losing it
now i'm dumping mid song i swear i'm losing it
two years fuck its plenty to get over it
tell me really please do you find me pathetic

FUCK ME you're pathetic
you can never blame yourself youre fake synthetic 
you were lying all along you thought i read it
now you know i am really that oblivious

Majima (Rioxion)

@fleshtoflesh 

lost my mind recording this

did i take too long
i would rather die in here than play along
with you
why you acting like i wanna ride with you
got me feeling like i wanna die

fuck the cold fuck the summertime
take a look and tell me what you like
you dumb fuck you aint getting nun of it
if i were you i'd cover it
i do it for the love of it

dont go
before you leave can you tell me what you know
he been talking lots but he been moving slow
he been gone he been comatose

cant you tell im busy cant you hold it
had it in the bag but he sold it
had me in the end but he folded
had it in the end think i folded

tell the truth
i dont wanna call back
ya you got me so mad
i dont wanna hold back
give ya all that i have
on my life id rather die

its not even that late
but i feel like a fucking corpse
i got tired of this game 
but how could i want more

and its not even that late
i think i feel the same
this shit just rots my brain
i cant tell it apart anyways

in mah bed im watching markiplier
feel like afton in this bitch they set me on fire
ask me what i know ask me what i-
my brains in a knot cause they left the fuckin heater on

dont go
before you leave can you tell me what you know
i love the cold i hate the cold
i dont miss the sweater weather but im missing you

taketoolong @fleshtoflesh

prod @1kayro and i

i dont wanna live w that on my conscience
gtfo of my head w that nonsense
i couldnt live w that
bloodshot eyes seeing what i didnt have

can you repeat what you said
im so sorry that i do not understand
u can cry by urself if u want
cant believe my eyes cant believe you when u talk

what the hell do i want
its not like you would care about it
the hell do i want
would it even have mattered
nothings changed i feel bruised n im battered
i promise theres still nothing i would change if it mattered

i dont wanna get u back
i just wanna take that breath i never had
rlly wish i didnt stay i didnt have to
all the things i did for us i had to

bruised and battered @1kayro @scrambl

prod @qlein

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

why are you still holding that grudge
baby are we doing too much
i cant help but think that you dont wanna talk
can you promise to me that youll prove me wrong

do you know if im running out of luck
tell me you dont wanna talk fair enough
can you stay for a little i dont ask for much

---

can you tell me where to go from here
im lost im afraid i cant act from fear
dont dogs act weird when the end is near
how do i react to your tantrums

fuck
i dont wanna go home
cant keep up god i feel so slow
no it's not that bad, im overreacting
it's that bad its the right reaction

am i an idiot
can you say it to my face
am i stupid
im sorry if im late

everybody else seemed to know before me
you dont have to worry youre not doing it for me 

wtf am i doing 
2 minute song fuck the mind that im losing 
youre a hypocrite telling me these lies and im sick of it
i needa take a break cause ill never hear the end of it

late.... @qlein

Dieser Song ist Teil des Albums „Warum ich, aber warum nicht auch mal ich“.
Er steht nicht für sich allein, sondern gehört zu einer Reise, die ich seit meiner Diagnose durchleben muss. Jeder Titel erzählt ein Stück dieses Weges – ehrlich, roh und unverstellt.

der Tag, der alles ändert

Scram

@debutvalley @eboof

im in here like where they at tho
who are you i dont know
im tryna stop the cycle

we go big like tidal
foreign bitch come w subtitles
u stuck at the start me and bro sit at the final

u a clanker, i said i dont want her
had to drop her, car move like a chopper
i could love her, my btc still calls me awesome
yous a bitch i could never take ur offer

said ur going up ya thats not true
i cant fw him if he with u
i was thinking damn id be dead soon
at the front like how could i help u

im in this bitch like what u want
dunno what to do when everything is gone and said and done
imma take him down solo 1v1
look em in the eyes i could tell that they had enough

i dont wanna kno u
ya u soft like some tofu
ya hes goobin ya he call like what u up to
ya thats bro i could trust him cause hes not u

swear to god
im not tryna talk
messing w my head i cant crawl i cant walk
hit him up like when tf u up
i dont wanna see no im not tryna swap

the cycle @debutvalley @eboof

@oaelis @daikore

ive been done for a year now
cant let my head push my plans south
i got my brother on my side u a let down
thought u dropped me cant expect me to be there now

do u rlly feel alright
come in to my life just to tell me all those lies
this shit happens all the time
do it all but youll never tell me why

you gon leave me in the dark thats alr
i cant see thru the dust in my eyes
miss my bro i just hope he had been doing alr
ive been good its okay if u dont care i dont mind

idk much im waiting for u to tell me more
i was tryna talk then u told me u were bored of me
ya ik ya u told me not to worry
keep me on ur mind dunno why u still wan talk bout me

@daikore

they're all pushing me away
they say that I'm an asshole
they dont wanna be around me
maybe that's the goal
cuz i dont wanna feel guilty
know you'll never get me
if you have a problem
you gut it at the source

fuck it i'll just go
fuck it i'll just : skull :
fuck it they won't know
I can't tell em bitch its too late
I just wanna go
I cant even start to cope
know nobody did me wrong
man that's all my fault

"dont follow spam"

@scrambl

i wanna get back to what i been doing
idrk ive been picking n choosing
i dont wanna know ive been down i been losing
idk when u walked in the room like who bitch

u could leave me in the dark dont give two shits
feel like @stokahr i pull up n leave him toothless
pain in the chest on the daily i still do this
pain in the chest i still couldnt give a fuhdge


(leave me in the) dark + daikyu prod r000

prod @attc @xandror2

crazy timing wtf

"i love lying on the internet to get internet points"
i was gonna kms to make a point
were good now i hope that fuckign bitch knows that im not a toy
techincally im not a boy no techincally im still not a boy
hop on a atticbeat jsut to make some bullshit
how r half of u ppl bigots ur surrounded by f*ggots
how do u still fw me u want all my friends dead
u lett that shit get in yo head no fuck ch*rlie k*rk he in ur head

i dont wanna drain my pockets further
name still ring a bell i dont know where i heard it
yk ur still a burden
u still pray that one day i get murdered
ik cause i saw u say it
hate my game dont play it
saw u diss 2 ppl but they not related
i looked in the mirror i look awful
swear my girl is lying to my face or shes doubtful
speaking loads of shit u got mouthfuls
skip me to the outro
plug got plenty stock got a house full

internetpoints @attc @xandror2

@bonedoji @qlein
i will never get a job wont get no offer
u dont get to write my story im the author
why u covered head to toe in blood thats awkward
u could say it to my face no i dont care abt it
u dont wanna care abt me i dont care abt it
i aint left the house in the days i cant stress abt it
i feel like every other bitch but i cant care abt it
how u calling out a r*pist but u chill w one
u just use the double standards for the larger sum
how u chilling w a predator yall were 1 on 1
he knows that ladder wont climb itself hes not a dumb cunt
i dont fw all teh drama
u make music on the internet aint no shit that deep thats beyond me
@bradily got the bapes that shit look good w louie v
yall talking shit just wait n see yall talking shit couldnt be me

offers (bnnett qlein)

@chewgen @noraware pic by @zzoos

i tried my best it wasnt worth it
i cant get it perfect
its not just you whos hurting
we can never know for certain
we gone fuckin merk him
it will be a service
i could never work it out
tell me where u heard it
im doing ..stuff
im doing something!!
u dont got a reason to hate me
i dunno whats been on lately...
u still think that u could change me
u aint shit u a jerkoff
why u being weird keep ur fkn shirt on
had a chance to give a reason gave teh wrong one
dont give me shit get ur job done

im doing stuff @chewgen @noraware

youdontlovemelikeyoudidyesterday (where did it all go wrong) - ev0.el0 | prod. xxyymmtt

Ich schreibe, was ich denke, fühle und erlebe. Schreiben hilft mir, Erinnerungen einzuordnen und ihnen Klarheit zu geben. Wenn Gefühle eine Melodie bekommen, entsteht etwas Wunderbares – eine Botschaft, die direkt ins Herz geht.

Für mich ist es ein Ausgleich, ein Stück Selbsttherapie. Die Texte sind ehrlich und frisch aus dem Herzen. Und wenn ich damit jemanden berühre, der genauso fühlt wie ich, freut es mich umso mehr.

Da ich selbst nicht gut singen kann, nutze ich KI für die Melodie und die Stimme. Ich bin dankbar für diese Möglichkeit, meinen Gefühlen Ausdruck zu verleihen.

Viel Freude beim Hören 🥰

Gruß, Marco Memory

PS: Ehrliche Kommentare sind willkommen – aber bitte keine Angebote, ich kaufe nichts.



I write what I think, feel, and experience. Writing helps me sort out memories and bring them clarity. When feelings find a melody, something wonderful is created – a message that speaks straight to the heart.

For me, it’s a balance, a bit of self-therapy. The lyrics are honest and straight from the heart. And if they touch someone who feels the same way I do, it makes me even happier.

Since I can’t sing well myself, I use AI for the melody and voice. I’m grateful for this opportunity to give my feelings a voice.

Enjoy listening 🥰

Best, Marco Memory

PS: Honest comments are always welcome – but please no offers, I’m not looking to buy anything.

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