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Marijuana Tree

20 Fucking Issues

~Lyrics~
Fluxx:

The resurrection of another
The second coming of pain
Engulfed in the flame of your brain
Contemplate the will to change
Lead to breaketh of the chains
See the birth of a new god
Lives succumb to greed and jealousy 
All they wanna do is kill

From choosing murder for fun 
To being a victim of a laser cutter
Bitch imma crank it up to high 
Piercing the iris down to your retina
Methods like it’s Saw bitch
I’ll leave you anticipating very hour
Deceiving the ones you trust
just to kill another bastard

Live a life of lies and piles of fake ones
Truth will bring the tendencies of suicide
Rehabilitation till your soul’s reborn
Your ghost is left to rot, you’re out of time
To rise or die, rise or
Rise or die, rise or
To rise or die, rise or
Rise or die, rise or
To rise or die, rise or
Rise or die, rise or
To rise or die, rise or
Rise or die, rise or die
(Zoh Shia cry)

Engulfed in the flame of your brain
Contemplate the will to change
Lead to breaketh of the chains
See the birth of a new god
Lives succumb to greed and jealousy 
All they wanna do is kill

PLAGUE OF A NEW GOD w/ CRAIGSCISSORHANDS [prod. TAKIZAVA]

"This isn’t just a song. It’s a scream from the void. Face the darkness in Monster in the Mirror 🪞💀 #FDM"

Monster in the Mirror

RUN MY MOUTH PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE

"Need An Umbrella" by TDC is a powerful, unapologetic anthem that pulls no punches when it comes to tackling one of the most controversial and divisive topics of our time—gender identity and the manipulation surrounding it. The song blends intense trap core with elements of soft screamo to create a sound that’s raw, emotionally charged, and impossible to ignore. With this track, TDC takes a bold stance, challenging the growing belief in multiple genders and exposing the dangers of societal manipulation, especially when it comes to children. The song addresses how the confusion and brainwashing have been allowed to spread unchecked, with far too many people too scared to speak the truth.

"Need An Umbrella" is not just about calling out the confusion surrounding gender, it’s also a defense mechanism for those who are being manipulated into believing that biology can be ignored. It's a voice for those who feel trapped in a world where their beliefs are mocked and twisted, a voice for the children who are being manipulated, and for anyone who feels lost in the storm of false information and societal pressure. The umbrella in the cover art symbolizes protection from the storm and the rain, but also serves as a reminder that sometimes, even the most well-intentioned protections aren’t enough. The lightning still strikes, exposing the raw, unfiltered truth of our biology, and in the process, revealing who we truly are. It’s a call to stand firm in the face of the storm, even when it feels like the odds are against us.

Jessica’s vocal delivery on this track is at her peak. Her speed and delivery are unmatched, and yet, you can hear the strain in her voice, a reflection of the emotional depth of the song. Her voice carries the weight of depression, anger, and frustration perfectly, as she delivers each line with relentless energy and conviction. The duality of the song is present in the lyrics, with one side of the track aimed directly at those who believe in multiple genders, calling out the manipulation and false narratives being spread. On the other side, the song acts as a defense for those who feel lost or brainwashed, offering a voice to the voiceless, and a call to arms for the truth.

The song tackles the societal manipulation head-on, acknowledging that the world is full of confusion, yet refusing to remain silent. The manipulation goes beyond just gender; it’s the way society has been molded to accept lies and falsehoods as truths. "Need An Umbrella" exposes the dangerous propaganda that’s been used to control minds, especially the minds of our children, and how we’ve been conditioned to accept these lies without questioning them. It's a reminder that we must always stand up for what’s right, even when it’s hard, and even when it’s not popular.

With a hard-hitting trap core sound that’s blended with the raw emotion of screamo, the song takes the listener on a rollercoaster of aggression, frustration, and passion. The bass-heavy beats and dark, gritty sound are perfect for the theme of the song—facing the storm head-on, no matter the cost. Jessica’s performance is nothing short of stunning, and her delivery feels personal, as if she’s speaking directly to the listener, urging them to rise above the confusion and embrace the truth, even when it feels like the world is against them.

The track doesn’t shy away from the heavy issues at hand; it faces them with a courage and strength that’s rare in today’s world. With each verse, TDC lays bare the manipulation and falsehoods that have spread like wildfire, from the lies surrounding gender identity to the way society has been brainwashed into accepting these lies as truths. It’s a direct challenge to anyone who’s been manipulated, a plea for clarity and truth in a world that’s drowning in false narratives.

This song is a must-listen for anyone who refuses to stay silent in the face of manipulation, and for anyone who believes that the truth must always prevail.

Need An Umbrella

Morbid Haven [prod. TAKIZAVA]

Focus

No more stopping my brain from leaking constant thoughts of
Another life from mindlessly obeying orders
I see cracks if they break I’ll lose my own persona
Need a turn to escape so put it down and pass it over

No more stopping thoughts of permanent rest
A running car breathing in carbon monoxide 
I wanna die but nonexistence it’s just so terrifying 
Another night of sleep body forgetting what rem is like

I use to hate sleeping 
Now it’s the only thing that I think of
Things that use to keep me up have no effect any longer 
I’m so toxic to myself
Another habit I inherited from myself 
I use to want suicide more but I found some other ways I took to shut my own brain off
Addiction holds me tight I wanna shut my own brain off
Too scared to make a move for everything left to go dark
I’m fucked up

They won’t understand me
I won’t say what’s happening 
World is taken over by wealth with no passion
Keep in mind I’m sick and tired of incompetent bastards
Minds are ruined, lives are at the lowest points they’re all crashing
But that’s the least of my worries 
Busy dealing with this burden of sorrow I carry
It’s for the other’s wellbeing
Wanna stress conversation
At a point to getting help but I’m already past it

NIHILISM 22 [prod. TAKIZAVA]

underground trapmetal

Lyricist. ZILLTRAFER
Composer: ZILLTRAFER
Mix/Master: ZILLTRAFER
Producer: wydastral

1.8.2025

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