Can’t move on till you let go. 

The moral of the album and life, I couldn’t have made anything else without this album first. It’s always been in the back of my mind to release. I think it wraps up showing who I am and my personality through a gritty underground style sound, fitting the basement theme completely. It’s where I made my first songs, eps, and mixtapes. It’s the final chapter of that saga. All throughout the latter end of middle school and all throughout high school, it all lead to this project. Continuous practice and effort to finally create something that I hold dear to my heart. 

And that’s it. For now…

Under

Just a simple break up song, living in the aftermath. I really liked the guitar loop I found on Splice, and just felt like the vibe would fit perfectly.

Guess Work

Have you ever felt like someone was holding you down and you didn’t know? Ever create like a fake personality around people, like your trying to trick them just to fit in? This is voicing my feelings on how I was in life, trying to fit in with people that I didn’t really like. Changing views and opinions hoping to be liked for it. That way of living is a cancer. 

On the other hand “Could’ve Been” is just thoughts about choices I’ve made and whether or not they were the right ones. I know I constantly think about “what if I did this differently?” Or “said something in this moment?” The past is the past, just got to recognize that.

What You've Done & Could've Been

This was originally apart of a completely different project that fell through, but I still really enjoyed this verse. I know with social media I tend to subconsciously judge my life around someone else’s, which is what the basis of the song is around. I also included some words from one of my best friends at the end, some motivational stuff.

Focus On Me

Waiting, waiting, waiting… 

I hate waiting, if there’s something I want or need to say I’ll do or say it. These are just two examples of how waiting has felt detrimental in my life. There’s lessons in mistakes we make. We grow, we live, we learn.

Waiting

Apparition is a very important track, it’s the start of the more personal side of the album. It’s the through the perspective of an apparition that’s watching over the protagonist who is struggling mentally. Explaining what he’s feeling but also consoling him. Fear, doubt & anxiety is something everyone experiences, it’s what makes us human. Overcoming those troubles is what gives us purpose. #SoInspirational

Apparition

I was planning on writing something for this song but I just loved the way it sounded the way it is. Just a sampled beat acting as an intermission / interlude for the next song.

a haunted intermission

This is the isolated eurorack track from a new song from Syntheholics, Jan2024

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Relentless Mar5-2024 This is the short 1:17 taste of the 16 minute eurorack experiment with control voltage by Syntheholics.

Relentless

Eurorack synthesizer melded with latin jazzy tune by Syntheholics Apr8-2024 it is short, 2:03 min, CorcoNews is only the working title

Good News

There is tempo and harmonic structure here.  Bass/melodic portion and any intermittent tones are derived from one of the diminished scales or a whole tone scale, so all harmonic interactions are related.  Gate skipped beats intersperse with regular beats.  It's only 89 seconds in length.  Modular eurorack synthesis by SeeNoEvil Syntheholics.  JUN29-2024

Bad News

Continued experiments and studies in control voltage as related to eurorack synthesis by SeeNoEvil / Syntheholics.

Euro2581

6:46 exercise in eurorack activity, a study in control voltage.  A blend of a shift register driven oscillator with various tonal and envelope movements to changing melodic shapes coupled with variations in eurorack synth beats.  The result is mesmerizing and confounding.  Reverb, delay, slew shapes and phase effects are applied as well to secure this cacophonous tapestry.

I Wanna Eat a Crayon

2015 version of See No Evil By : spaceghostpurrp hosted by djlyricalmixtapes

SpaceGhostPurrp - See No Evil

May 19... May 19... MAY 19! It's May 19 and Jamal Almustapha (Agents of GUARD) discusses the WWE Films horror, um, classic "See No Evil" (starring Kane and Rachael Taylor). Berto and Jamal also get into the wrestling storyline that accompanied the movie and its marketing. Tag in!

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Aug2025 SeeNoEvil/Syntheholics - The aleatoric beat is driven by Eurorack Synthesis as well as the synthesizer melody being generated from the granulated sound of Lake Michigan sloshing against the big rocks of the Kenosha WI shoreline.  Watch the video at https://rumble.com/v6x1ks2-kenosha-big-rocks.html

Kenosha Big Rocks

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