"Brendan Conboy as a troubled teenager. With an abusive alcoholic father, his violent behaviour, fighting and bullying, resulted in him being excluded from school. He began self-harming and was suicidal at age 14. On his way to a train line to end it all, Brendan passed a phone box. He stopped and called The Samaritans. Brendan poured his heart out to a listening ear. He says, 'I’m Alive Because I Spoke to Somebody.'"

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The Reality with Brendan Conboy - I'm Alive Becuase I Spoke to Somebody

Late night editing of a poetry

Lyrics:

I want to die
I really want to die
I’m not joking
I tried attempting suicide before
I tried going over the roof fences before
I never liked living before
I can’t see a future ahead of me

I need to die
I really need to die
I have always thought about crossing a red light,
I gave myself cuts in the wrist,
I planned and written a suicide note,
I don’t feel safe anywhere

I thought dying was easy
But, I’ve always chicken out at the last second,
But, I’ve always pretended to be fine,
But, I fantasize about killing people.
But, I know it’s a evil thoughts,
But, I wanna slit my throat so bad,
But, I need to press it deep

So, if you knew me, knew me in real life,
I hope you read this,
I hope you understand it’s a mental illness,
I hope you could be there for me,
even a small gesture is fine,
I wanna know if someone cares about me.

I WANT TO DIE - 我想要死

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歌詞

ゆらゆら 揺れる視界
ふらふら 独りワルツ
くすくす 聴こえてくる
悪魔の笑い声

いつまで続くのだろう
ほらまた制裁が下る

嗚呼 苦しいな
酸素濃度が下がる
嗚呼 どうせなら
このまま瞳閉じて

ほらほら 飽きもせずに
ぐるぐる 繰り返して
見て見ぬ 汚物の様に
救いの手は来ない

いつから諦めたのか
それすら覚えてもいない

嗚呼 冷たいな
体温が低下する
嗚呼 戻れない
普通のあの日々には

嗚呼 苦しいな
酸素濃度が下がる
嗚呼 どうせなら
このまま瞳閉じて

酸素欠乏少女 / 初音ミク [EN:oxygen deficient girl / hatsune miku]

Big Sacrifice - Pretty little liar (Prod. By Jayway)

Song is titled "Hold On" that addresses the themes of suicide prevention and self-harm, with a message of resilience and hope.

Hold On (Remastered)

찬바람이 불어와
기다리는 너는 오지 않고
-
찬바람이 내 곁을
아프게 맴돌고
난 어디에도 없는
사람이 된 것 같아
이런 나라는 사람은
바람처럼
스쳐지나 사라진다
홀로 운다
난 사람이 내 곁을
떠나지 않기를
난 버림받는 것을
당연시하는 걸까
이런 나라는 사람은
바람처럼
스쳐지나 사라진다
홀로 운다
-
이 외로운 나날 속에
네가 찾아와
잠시 동안은 정말
아늑함을 느꼈어
이런 나라는 사람은
바람처럼
스쳐지나 사라진다
홀로 운다
이런 나라는 사람은
바람처럼
스쳐지나 사라진다
홀로 운다
-
찬바람이 불어와
기다리는 너는 오지 않고
바람은 날 비웃으며
텅 빈 내 마음
공허한 마음
차갑게 날 아프게 해요

바람 커버_attst(원곡)

rq tutorial

laughing to your face and
sobbing on your back
i am like a fucking coin
you got only 50 percent chance
smiling on the tails
sobbings on the heads
where the bullets will end
either pure light or the pitch of black
canva of mine will be ripped in the end
   
punching floor but i know
nothing's changing for sure
only coping nothing more
broke my knuckles doing it so
every day i see my own death
even if my eyes are not close
voices of her ringing like a megaphone   

its not fun
i got so much cut 
wound after wound
they will never stop

not much tear left
out of my pain
feeling agony
maybe loving it

call me miserable
you will not be wrong
saw me crying you will feel odd
sorry for showing up
like this
im in tears
im in blood
bandage arms
face with scars
fingers crossed
taught by lies
no advice
peeling scars

laughing to your face and
sobbing on your back
i am like a fucking coin
you got only 50 percent chance
smiling on the tails
sobbings on the heads
where the bullets will end

COPING 101 (prod. zavitonusbeats)

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I found writing lyrics a new outlet for my creativity. As such, you all will have to suffer through the thoughts that go through my brain. Travel safe.

While i'm responsible for the lyrics and the general end result, i should emphasize that the actual sound is created with generative AI. I chose the sound, the voice, the genre and delivery and the general guidance of song structure and instrumentation. Build Ups, Instrumental breaks, Drops etc. are all placed by me and given input as best as the AI can handle it. With more granular tools and a better control over the generated audio my personal input will grow as well.

My heart has always been with the Rock scene since playing bass with a band called innocents in my younger years. Minecraft Music is more of a fun side thing I do with my son. Rock is always my soul.

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Dudley Anderson was born and raised in Johannesburg, South Africa. After graduating from Bible College in 1990, God opened the way for Dudley to branch out into Christian radio. As a musician and worship leader he developed a heart for Christian music, which became the main thrust of his radio work in South Africa. 

 In 1996 God called Dudley and his family to the United Kingdom where he now works as a radio programme producer and presenter. Dudley also writes a FREE weekly e-mail devotional called, GodTracker, available at surereality.net

Dudley Anderson is married to Karen-Leigh and has two adult children, Kerryn and Ryan.

E-mail Dudley at dudley@surereality.net

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┗ Songwriter
┗ Producer
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┓Diagnosed depression, Anxiety disorder, Passive SI, hope you be kind to me.

Im sorry 4 existing. Let Sacrifice my soul to make it up to you.  #IMF Immature mother fuckers. God Bless America, not me pussy.  ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّٰه

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