Juxtaposed against the outer world lies an inner world full of imagination and abstraction, a rich world of raw emotion, a cauldron of lust, holiness, inspiration, insightfulness, depravity and terror. To some this is a private sanctuary, to others it is their place of imprisonment. Which is it for you?

Is your Inner World your Sanctuary or your Prison?

These raps ain't shit
My songs always flop
Punk ass wannabe
Trying to make it rock
Hating on everyone except who I should
Acting like I’m livin in a bad neighborhood

I lay it down for my three fans
Concerts so sad like an incel at a dance
Never caught bumpin out your cellphone
Stuck in a trap like I’m Home Alone

Fuckin lame ass white boy wants to feel cool
Catch myself dreaming about going back to school
To get a degree that just won't do shit
Grinding for a dollar like a stripper with kids

Got teeth like an Escher staircase
Shits so crooked they come outta my face
Self-esteem lower than my IQ
Punk ass pussy sippin on some Bitches Brew

I’m not
Saving Shit
So get off my dick
You stupid Bitch
Leave me alone
Let me stay home
And hate myself
Like everyone else

Lame, fat, a spineless coward
If bitches were rain, I’d never be showered
Dumb, poor, a redneck chump
Unless I ride a camel I never get humped

I set my standards way too low
If I was a dog, I’d be worst in show
Fucked up hair
Fucked up teeth
Fucked up brain
Fucked up totally


IQ 17
BMI 213
Life's a joke and I'm not laughing
Waiting for the good but it's never gonna happen

Piss poor, my credit is shit
Thank god I'm sterile, them poor kids
Plus size, no super-sized
You smell that bacon?
That's just my thighs

I’m not
Saving Shit
So get off my dick
You stupid Bitch
Leave me alone
Let me stay home
And hate myself
Like everyone else



Sure is Hateful in Here (Feat. Buster Crush)

prod. by sparkle & sunrisess
featuring @prodluke110
m&m by @prodluke110 & me
lyrics - 
(@prodluke110)
smoking weed smoking loud
smoking all this weed, all this loud
been going thru it so long i cant count
give me some time i needa figure some shit out
smoking weed smoking loud
smoking all this weed, all this loud
been going thru it so long i cant count
give me some time i needa figure some shit out

fuck is going on? thought u were da one
weed in my mothafuckin lungs, in my system
relying on these drugs, relying on these drugs
i just need one text ya, i just need one word

i just need one text ya, i just need one word
tell me whats up baby tell me whats the word
i just need one text ya, i just need one word
tell me whats up baby tell me whats the- 

(me)
i dont know where to go
and its all my fucking fault
it doesnt make sense, i cant fold
puzzle pieces, and they missing tho
huh huh huhhh

its time to do better, but i cant
crumbling relationships, i'm doing what i can
throwing up on the floor, i cant feel a thing
and its all my fucking fault, cant u take my hand?

and im crying all night
for u its just a game, but now i wanna die
huhhhh, i've been popping percs to fall asleep
its hurting to the core, this shit is so deep
all my luck is gone, i cant fucking sleep
u sew my mouth, and now i cant speak 

ayyy, and u jump into conclusions
ayyy, and my life just an illusion
im just taking what i can, never further (i'm the worst)
im just taking what i can, never further (i'm the worst)
im just taking what i can, never further (i'm the worst)
im just taking what i can, never further

oneword ft luke110 (sparkle + sunrisess)

I wish that I could restart

soy un pendejo

#500YRS
@h4lflife founder
@sensitivityy member

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