Fever Dreams

In a world clouded by deception, we're called to be a community of truth-tellers. The ninth commandment, 'You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor,' isn't just about avoiding lies – it's about recognizing the profound power of our words. James 3 vividly illustrates how our tongue, though small, can steer our entire life like a rudder guides a ship. Our words have the potential to bless or curse, to heal or destroy. As followers of Christ, we're challenged to speak truth in love, balancing honesty with compassion. This requires humility, self-reflection, and a deep understanding of our own flaws. By setting up 'humility time' in prayer, making commitment cards, and running our speech through a truth and love grid, we can begin to tame our tongues. Ultimately, our ability to speak truth stems from finding our identity and security in Christ, freeing us from the need to deceive or impress others.

The Ten Commandments | Do Not Bear False Witness - Exodus 20:1-2, 16 - Clint Leavitt

F*ck Ramsey County (prod. zonic)

This song tells the story of a rebellious and proud "bad boy" struggling with love, self-destructive behavior, and inner conflicts. It explores themes of broken dreams, emotional walls, and the pain of losing love due to ego and stubbornness, while searching for a way to break free and find redemption.

Bad Boy, Lost Boy

TGA – Phosphor Silence (Official Audio)

🎶 A dark and emotional journey through silence, heartbreak, and self-reflection.
From TGA’s 2025 collection blending dark pop × cinematic vibes × raw lyricism.

This track dives into the echoes of lost love, the shadows of memory, and the quiet that lingers.
Let it resonate with you—beyond words.

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Phosphor Silence

This song dives in to how I hate that I hate myself

Haterade

"Incertidumbre" is a song I wrote in a moment of deep doubt. The lyrics say exactly what I felt: the more I knew, the more questions I had. It’s not a song with answers. It’s more like admitting out loud that I don’t know.

It talks about feeling broken inside even when everything looks fine on the outside. About not knowing if you’ll ever be happy, but still leaving a bit of space to believe you might be.

The samurai and shogun metaphor reflects how we sometimes act like we’re in control, when deep down we know we’re not. And swimming in a world of fantasy isn’t a choice — it’s just how it feels inside.

I didn’t try to make it pretty. I just said it the way it came out. And I still feel that way.

Solo esto

Incertidumbres

Incertidumbre

Mirrors is a testament to my growth, but also a reflection of how my past struggles has affected others around me. It’s about facing your true self, flaws and all, and learning how to grow from it. If you've ever struggled with feelings of regret or disappointment, then maybe this song can speak to you the way it spoke to me while creating it. The track features a bright, fast-paced, retro 80s sound that is surely to grab your attention quickly.

Mirrors

"It Wasn’t Me" is a deeply personal track created with AI using Suno V5. Every detail—from haunting choirs and immersive solos to lush reverb—was crafted and mastered with Ozone 12 and custom plugins, including a vocal enhancer. The song is an emotional journey of self-reflection and healing, blending digital innovation with raw feeling.

Lyrics:

[intro]  
Yeah…  
Ten years gone… ten years lost…  
I’m standing here…  
Trying to pay the cost.  

It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[verse 1]  
I was a prisoner… inside my own skin.  
The powder… the bottle…  
The chaos within.  

Every promise I broke… every tear that you cried…  
It wasn’t my heart.  
It was poison inside.  

I know I cut deep.  
I left open scars.  
Chasing numbness…  
Beneath the stars.  

But if you could see the man I used to be…  
You’d know the darkness—  
Wasn’t truly me.  

[pre-chorus]  
Will you look past the lies?  
The broken years?  
Past the mask of anger.  
The shame. The fears?  

[chorus]  
It wasn’t me…  
It was the chains I wore.  
A haunted past  
I couldn’t ignore.  

If I sing from my balcony—  
“Forgive me. I love you. Set me free.”  
Would you see the man I’m trying to be?  
It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[verse 2]  
Addiction doesn’t ask.  
It doesn’t knock at your door.  
It just burns down  
Everything you’re living for.  

I never woke up.  
And chose this fight.  
I was running from shadows.  
Every night.  

Ten years blurred…  
Like a hurricane.  
But I’m standing now…  
Breaking the chain.  

If you can’t forget…  
I hope you’ll believe.  
I’m more than the ghost  
That you still see.  

[chorus]  
It wasn’t me…  
It was the chains I wore.  
A haunted past  
I couldn’t ignore.  

If I sing from my balcony—  
“Forgive me. I love you. Set me free.”  
Would you see the man I’m trying to be?  
It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[bridge]  
“Sorry… forgive me… it wasn’t me.”  
“Yeah…”  
“It wasn’t me…”  

[chorus]  
It wasn’t me…  
It was the pain I hid.  
The broken child.  
The life I lived.  

If I sing from my balcony—  
“Forgive me. I love you. Set me free.”  
Would you see the man I’m trying to be?  
It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[outro]  
Ten years gone…  
But I’m still here.  
Fighting through shame.  
Facing my fear.  

To all of the hearts I made bleed…  
Please believe…  
It wasn’t me.

It Wasn't Me

“A journey back to the me I once was”

A reflective journey to my younger self — healing, self-love, and growth.
100% original lyrics by me (credit to my past)
 | Following my creative direction - Melody & vocals AI-assisted|

© 2025 Teja Kenchana. All rights reserved. Unauthorized use or reproduction prohibited.

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Aletta to Me

I will be what some say that I can not be (zhake)

Federico Gerhardt is a versatile Argentine musician who moves effortlessly between blues, pop, and funk.

As a singer, harmonica player, and guitarist, he has made the cigar box guitar one of his trademarks, blending tradition with experimentation in every performance.

His music ranges from the raw authenticity of blues to the freshness of contemporary sounds, always carried by honest lyrics and deep emotional presence.

Beyond being a songwriter, Federico is also a luthier, crafting and playing his own instruments, which gives his work a unique and handcrafted identity.

Musik aus dem Wattenland, an der schönen Nordsee. Eintauchen in die verschiedensten Genres. Viel Spaß beim hören.

🎵 TEJA KENCHANA🎵 –  “From Malay Roots to Global Sounds” 

I create as Teja Kenchana (TEH-ja KEN-cha-na), blending Malay culture with music and lyrics that transcend borders. Inspired by heritage, I connect people through words and melodies. Let's collaborate! DM or email me!

A lifelong creative mind blending technology and art. My journey began in 2005 through the lens of photography — from aerial and macro to underwater imagery — and evolved over 13 years as an Official Government Photographer. Along the way, videography and drone cinematography expanded my visual storytelling.

Music has always been my heartbeat — I play eight instruments and record from my own home studio. With a strong foundation in IT and my role as a Senior Administrative Specialist, I now channel all these worlds into neuroART — a project fusing AI, music, and imagery to explore the intersection of human emotion and machine creativity.

At Midtown Presbyterian Church, we value honest questions and genuine community, working alongside one another as we discover more about what it means to follow Jesus in the modern world, and in Phoenix. You are welcome here.
Listen to our teachings in this podcast to follow us, and be sure to join us Sunday mornings; visit thespringmidtown.org to learn more.

then the voice in my head said
WHETHER YOU LOVE WHAT YOU LOVE
OR LIVE IN DIVIDED CEASELESS
REVOLT AGAINST IT
WHAT YOU LOVE IS YOUR FATE

—Frank Bidart, "Guilty of Dust"

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