skeleflowrs part three
guitar by @jolst

fun fact I actually wrote this song from the perspective of Jax Teller, the main character of my fav tv show (and quite honestly the tv show that kept my mind occupied and stopped me from blowing my brains out for years) sons of anarchy, I ended up rlly liking it so asked my good friend The Skeleton Man to jump on it 

so yea, bonus points if you've seen sons of anarchy cus the lyrics will probably make a lot more sense to u lol

voicemail by vict molina

sendflowrs:

when everything goes wrong
and all i can smell is smoke
I promise this will be the last time
the last time I ever choke
I feel intoxicated 
the violence is killing me
I just got one last thing to do
and then I think that its time to leave

bury me a son,
bury me with my friends
and im nothing without this club
but I just want it to end
I said bury me a son
my brother we will meet again
and im telling you my love
I just wish we could start again, we could start again

skele:

we can start again
this can’t be the end 
i had so much for us to do 
and i don’t know who’s a friend 
i might be broke but i’ll mend
i don’t wanna do this without you

honestly, i know i never meant a thing, love 
i’d give you anything
i’d bleed until the days done 
n honestly i know you’re already gone 
i just wish you wanted to hold my heart 


sendflowrs:

so I sit here, on my roof,
write another thought down
about you
I know im not my father
what should I do?
need to lock this shit down
and get a move
need to clear my head right
think ill take another ride
in the night time
oh this town it comes alive
heart is air tight
I cant let you read the lines
oh my love I 
think its
time for me to go 

so just bury me a son,
bury me with my friends
and im nothing without this club
but I just want it to end
I said bury me a son
my brother we will meet again
and im telling you my love
I just wish we could start again, we could start again

bury me w/ skele (jolst)

took a step away from the usual stuff for this one 
produced by dead yami
my first attempt at not using autotune for a song lol

you've got your headphones on
and he "loves" you (loves you)
what the fuck is that supposed to mean?

and it won't be long
til' he leaves you (leaves you)
and you'll come crawling right back to me

and I wrote you a song
its called "you liar"
I hope it gets stuck in your fucking head

and I bought you a bong, 
set it on fire
and go and lay down with him instead

you've got your headphones on
and he "loves" you (loves you)
what the fuck is that supposed to mean?

and it won't be long
til' he leaves you (leaves you)
and you'll come crawling right back to me

beats me, you're cool and im not
kiss me to stir up the pot
I cant think my brain is sideways
with love, you're killing my heart
feel it even when were apart
I cant think my brain is sideways

beats me, you're cool and i'm not (dead yami)

produced by jolst (@jolst)

lyrics:

out of all of the things that you said last night
yea a couple of those things still in my mind, oh
I cannot get past it, I dont feel alright
I cant even see my friends under these lights, no
x2

so ill sit here
and feel sorry for myself
and I dont live here 
this is simply where I dwell
temporarily
she's ahead of me
I think she scared of me
you want an enemy?
im full of jealousy, oh
she got no empathy
her hands cold, ill rest in peace
keep on telling me that we're forever 
gonna grow old

I need a lil bit of happiness 
if you could spare it id be grateful
and im like "how could I be mad at this?
if I was her id leave me too" 
I guess im hateful
I might delete my shit and call it quits
nobody likes me anyway I fuckin hate them
my face the thing the glass was shattered with
now im bleeding on my brand new skateboard (true story)

out of all of the things that you said last night
yea a couple of those things still in my mind, oh
I cannot get past it, I dont feel alright
I cant even see my friends under these lights, no
x2

bluelights (jolst)

prod frevel & 5head

i decided to try and recreate my old 2019 mix for this one and i rlly like how it turned out

lyrics:

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG (no idea why i said that, i’m sorry)

think u need to switch it up
go change ur attitude 
and i can’t wrap my head round this shit
he can’t have you too 
x2

ur the sun and the stars and the moon and the sky, 
nah i don’t wanna talk to u lil bitch go get offline’d 
and i’m never fuckin sober smokin cookie till i die, yea
i jus need some help think i’m struggling tonight 
x2

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG

netherrealm (frevel x 5head)

prod @taurs and @jolst

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy babe they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

is this true love 
gonna throw up
if u repeat that phrase
those 3 words make me go numb 
need to get up
been laying here all month
and this weight it holds me down
but the weed help me get up 

and thats ur man, is it?
hes kinda handsome,
well compared to me ur a muhfuckin damsel
think I got 2 greedy follow bread like im Hansel 
I fuckin hate this place and ur friends I cant stand
i can’t stand em 
x2

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy lil bitch they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

dead weight (taurs x jolst)

prod @whtlen 


tell me what is my sin 
I must have done 
something bad for this 

one look at her grin
makes it worth it 
with one soft sweet kiss

i let it all in
my feelings
have never not been hurt

never me; always him
i’m silver
never to be first 

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance, 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

so i’ll stay here,
and listen to the same 3 songs
till i cry
oh my god i wanna throw up !!! 

ur not an angel, you’re a demon in disguise
princess 
take my heart leave me to sew up 

so i’ll stay here and listen to the same playlist
that you made
all those fuckin years ago, ugh ): 

n i don’t miss you
i just really miss
what i thought that you were
i think it’s time for me to grow up

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

(so i’ll stay here,
 and listen to the same 3 songs til’ i cry, oh my god i’m gonna throw up!!)

contrast+ (whtlen)

prod the homies @jolst & @vieraxo

track 1/3 from the ep "sunchaser"


she didn’t think that i would do it
i could see it on her face 
and i was feelin fuckin rough 
so i just poured the whole 8 
i don’t want any attention
just want you to go away 
n i can barely see my phone 
the fuck is happening to me
and i’m positively sure 
that’s it’s me that u hate
so i dip straight out the party
when u try to show face 
she didn’t think that i would do it 
called my bluff and ran away 
but i’ll have the last laugh
when i’m rollin in my grave 

put ur phone down 
n jus listen to me
ur talkin so damn much
like literally
she just takes my heart
rolls a spliff and then leaves
and i can’t even stand up
TR, glistening weed
i jus made 150 so i spend it on a lease 
only sip care plus, u can keep ur fake lean
n i been feelin wavy baby give a fuck about a fiend
and my line don’t stop calling
why are you still mad at me 
i hurt myself
n i bleed red
same difference baby u still want me dead 
yea yea 
keep that bookshelf
i’ll miss ur dad 
how something so evil 
can be bred 
yea
yea
wat u sayin? 
do u care?
i’m in love with you
so i stare 
yea yea 
at your necklace 
that i spent
my last pay check on 
before u left 
like fuuuck

she didn’t think that i would do it
i could see it on her face 
and i was feelin fuckin rough 
so i just poured the whole 8 
i don’t want any attention
just want you to go away 
n i can barely see my phone 
the fuck is happening to me
and i’m positively sure 
that’s it’s me that u hate
so i dip straight out the party
when u try to show face 
she didn’t think that i would do it 
called my bluff and ran away 
but i’ll have the last laugh
when i’m rollin in my grave

sunchaser (jolst x viera)

prod bark


thats a gucci watch on my wrist (cus i’m rich)
take ur soul if u try n touch me (stay away)
u can’t afford this lil bitch (can’t afford it)
n honestly i think that kinda funny (haha)
i straight b ballin no kizz (no kizzy!)
u broke boy u ain’t got no money (u broke)
i’ma take it all out like bins (u trash)
u trash boys 
u amount to nothing 
u a bitch x16 (oh my god!)

serious, bitch i be serious 
i be hangin out the passy joker i’m mysterious
shoot up ur whole block whole canvas i am clearin it
all that bangin all for fuckin nothin u delirious (crazy!)
i got 4 g’s it’s hilarious (i’m hilarious) 
i don’t wanna talk to u lil bitch n that’s period (full stop!)
turn it all up oh i know u hearing this 
u can’t make no music stick to trapping boy that’s period ! :/ 

u a bitch x16 (oh my god!)

thats a gucci watch on my wrist (cus i’m rich)
take ur soul if u try n touch me (stay away)
u can’t afford this lil bitch (can’t afford it)
n honestly i think that kinda funny (haha)
i straight b ballin no kizz (no kizzy!)
u broke boy u ain’t got no money (u broke)
i’ma take it all out like bins (u trash)
u trash boys 
u amount to nothing 
u a bitch

#STICK2TRAPPIN (BARK)

track 3 
n i’ve never felt as low as this
when u told me that u hate me
i died a bit 
now the sun feels so cold on my skin 
and nothing tastes the same, again, you win

 
yea and i cry every night when i go to sleep
i don’t wanna fight anymore please just bury me 
you’re the one i like
despite what u said to me 
i’m high as a kite 
off this mud
keep on tellin me 
that i should get help 
but u never been a friend 
so please don’t sit and cry
fake tears on my bed 
u the one that tried to help me til the end
why the fuck i need a therapist when i got u instead?

*inhale*
*exhale*
it’s as easy as that
*inhale*
*exhale*

just breathe it’s as easy at that 
as easy as that 
so i just breathe when this bitch get me mad
grayfox the king i be here til i’m dead 
had a slow year think my shit about to fall off
but i’m still here with this blood on my hands
shoutout to tropic, as easy as that
shoutout to loveless, as easy as that 
run thru the street when i’m off of my meds
but i’ll still be right here while these boys follow trends
3 playlists 1 week i’m scheming again 
people can hate but ain’t bled what i bled 
i’ve seen the fall when ur stood on the edge cus i’ve seen my own mum in a hospital bed
i’m way too high so go argue with them
got my whole life in the palm of my hands
make a no hook and then go right to bed
and u can sendflowrs when im laid to rest

just breathe, it’s as easy as that (mackk)

track 1 
produced by: @remghost & @riphomesick

and i’m lost in the fog
i think i need a way out
popped another 30 think i need a lie down
she’s a 
princess got my blood on her crown 
many men she changed
but it’s my turn now 
so i
text her 
say “baby come round, 
we can drive all night,
we can see the sundown” 
and ur 
a ghost girl
u jus need a white gown
and i’m a cliche, u so perfect, how? 

n ur talking to me
but what are u saying? 
it’s nothing to me 
and she jus be prayin 
i die in my sleep
she so she can likes and just be done with me 
no sympathy 
and she laughs when she weeps
shawty so crazy 
but pretty to me 
romance? oh god that’s so silly to me
i hope u choke on those souls that u keep
under lock and key

i don’t wanna be free
she pulls the strings 
she controls when i breathe 
she holds the knife 
she controls when i bleed 
lost in the fog 
and i’m never gon leave
never gon leave 

and i’m lost in the fog
i think i need a way out
popped another 30 think i need a lie down
she’s a 
princess got my blood on her crown 
many men she changed
but it’s my turn now 
so i
text her 
say “baby come round, 
we can drive all night,
we can see the sundown” 
and ur 
a ghost girl
u jus need a white gown
and i’m a cliche, u so perfect, how?

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