prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
coprod. by https://soundcloud.com/taylor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

[luv armor]
you couldn’t look at me the same
& you had nothin’ to say
baby, i swear it’s all grey
& you had nothin’ to say

you took a part of me away
i won’t get it back today
i’m so sick of the rain
it’s gonna drive me insane

baby, everyday’s the same
we always wake up in pain
i’m gonna ice out the chains 
that keep me in my place

it’s the simplest things
that keep me in the grave
i’m just so full of hate
& you can take all the blame

i’m just so damn ashamed
i know that everything’s changed
your lips sealed my fate
yeah, the feelin’ way great

take away all my pain
numb me up, novacaine
what a god damn shame
that these things aren’t the same

you couldn’t look at me the same
& you had nothin’ to say
i knew that nothin’ would change
oh, how we threw it away

oh god, i’m in pain
it’s my guts that you hate
they’re all so fuckin’ fake
i’m gonna blow out my brain

heart attack, in the back
i been rollin’ all black
i’m in my bag, i make her mad
but she can get off my ass

i’m not the one you wanna love
so why don’t you jus get back?
i swear it makes me so sad
when i think of the past

[flowrs]
so please don’t bring up the past 
and it’s done so walk on and baby never look back
i hit the blunt and go space marine, im causing a blast 
on my life i would never leave you, honestly, that 

sounds like the worst 
thing that i would ever do
just put me in my hearse
everytime i try to talk to u
he’s gets there first 
honestly my baby i don’t know 
what would be worse

##breakdownn

nothin' to say

iTunes

nothin’ to say

moodswings.. [ recyclebin x jolst]

Lyrics:

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Wanna feel little more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

Don't you know about it all
I've been waiting for so long
For this plot to soon begin
If it meant a corpse or two
Desperate measures for idiots
Think there's endings with a twist
I'm a coward through and through
Understand, it's a life reset

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Woah, wanna feel more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

more than life [+ asperr]

I feel something piercing on my skin
Then I don’t know if I’ll make it out
Next thing I know, I see dead bodies
All around me, now she’s on the run

She is now gone…
Out on the run…
I have failed…
She’s out on the run..

I feel something piercing on my skin
Then I don’t know if I’ll make it out
Next thing I know I see dead bodies
All around me, now she’s on the run

out on the run [+ takuori]

Lyrics:
So much angels around me
Too much demons surround me
Spreading ashes with my name
In the fire in the rain

Melancholy surpassed me
Not a care wouldn’t fix me
Now i’m blocked from serenity
As i’m trapped in eternity

Mother Father Daughter Son
Take a look in the family tree
Get a grip, you’re on your own
Your own mistakes placed you here
Grab the glass pour the wine
Best of luck, in a prison cell
Way back when on the very day
You’d never think on all you did

So much angels around me
Too much demons surround me
Spreading ashes with my name
In the fire in the rain

Melancholy surpassed me
Not a care wouldn’t fix me
Now i’m blocked from serenity
As i’m trapped in eternity

ashes with my name [+ candle]

Lyrics:

Let me live again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart
Let me breathe again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart

True love, never feels the same to me
True love, is broken apart by human nature
True heart, never beats when it's out in the open
True heart, they never light up when they're broken

Can you taste the red, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart
Loving misery, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart

There a rose grown in thorns
Let me hold you very close
Somewhere close where you'll grow
In a place, latched in soil
Welcome home, to the world
Maybe more can somehow grow
I don't know what I'm writing now
I don't know what I'm writing now!

Let me live again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart
Let me breathe again, the darker the heart
The darker the heart, the darker the heart

The Darker The Heart [+ Injury]

#sadboiclique #underground #indiealternative #altrock #altrap #sadrapsongs #sadboy #yungsketch #lovesongs #sadraps #cloudrap #draingangvibes
~ (lyrics below) 

s.o.s - "sos" sadboysketchh, sos sadboysketch tatted on the left side of my face 


coffinluv = baby your mine, i dont wanna cry, just take my life, i dont wanna cry! dont wanna cry, just take my life, ive been alright 

yeah i cant get no rest even tho im r.i.p

just us

just us 💔🌍 (pt.1)

#sketchbook2001 #soskidsketchyy #featuring #sadboieraclique #sbeclique #sadboiclique #sadsongs #emotrapmusic #sadrapsongs #sadboys #emocore #downtempovibes #sadaesthetic #emopoprock #hyperpop #bedroom #newmusic #alternativemusic #sadboymusic #heartbreakvibes

heartbreakrs-wrld (ep.) pt 3/3

a long time

still care 2 much (pt.2)

Lyrics below 
sketchyy: 

coffinluv:



#sbeclique #drainvibes #gbc #sadboieraclique #sadboys #emorap #emotrap #emopunkrock #emorock #sadpopsongs #sadrapsongs #digicore #bitekicollective #sadboyclique #sketchbook2001 #thaiboydigital #drainaesthetic #sadboyunderground #sadvibes #emocoremusic #sadmusic #heartbreakmusic #sadboyartists #indiealternative #indieartists #sademo

heartbreakerswrld pt 3 (finale).

a long time | w/ coffinluv + (thersx)  [pt.3]

- soravore 
mixed & mastered by @web_boy

song of @sendflowrs 

spit (sendflowrs)

r.i.p cookie (jolst)

produced by jolst 🦠 
featuring heylog

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want 

and my lock screen
has your face on
can i rest here babe
i won’t stay long
sorry we’re toxic
it’s not me love
had it but i dropped it
now i wake up 
in the middle of the night 
scream “where the fuck the day gone”
i know that im ugly
so ill scratch until my face gone
i know i got problems
i know i got serious like - 
i know i got problems 
i know i got serious like - 

heylog:
wake up and do the same damn thing
got my face fixed n skin dont sting
i feel a lot better
skin just kept getting redder
im always lookin around
and im so paranoid now
all the sudden i stopped feelin safe
pack it up to a smaller town
burn it all down
burn it all
i hope youre proud
i hope it
burn it all down
burn it all
wont be around
wont be nah

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want

burn w/ heylog (jolst)

new post of a (1yrs old classic w austin-reposted up now as many havent heard this one yet<3) #kidsketchyy #lowlife #sketchbook2001 #sadboiclique #sadboys #lowlifeclique #lowliferemedy #ripsquad

Lyrics:

A broken family..

wipe ur tears w/ yungaxstn (caves)

(prod. dead spyro)

witch's tale.

feeling like 
an outcast
my hearts heavy
and i feel like im stuck
in one place

thoughts started 
getting so bad, i thought
relapsing might be
a good idea, pop a few pills
just to numb the pain
even if its temporary 

even if its temporary
the pain will be gone
and i can move on
but i cant resort
back to then, no

but my brain is 
telling me to 
pop a few more
and call it a day
maybe it'll take me
somewhere i can cope 
with this (2x)

take me somewhere 
i can cope with this
only cause im feeling 
like an outcast
my hearts heavy
and im feeling 
like im stuck
in one place

so maybe relapsing 
isnt a good idea
cause ill just fall deeper
and my heart will just get heavier
my heart will just get heavier

i cant deal with this but i'll fight through it

outcast (dead spyro)

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you won’t see this but i love you
endless suffering
black ice 2002
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Emo Rap + Indie alt.rock & rap / Emotrap + Heartbreakgenre hardstyle emo music! Multigenre Artists & Underground sad rap artist (Hip Hop & trap rapper) I make this music to hardly cope with life & to make my life in art form! I luv me some digicore / hyperpop / pop punk & experimental punk rock & rap trap music creator! I also am a 7 yrs in the game industry ug alt & etc.. @BitekiVibes #xoxogng #ripsquad #gbc #draingang #tragedyclub #sadboyclique ERA < // 333:(

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

New tracks tagged #sendflowrs